CLARIFICATION

With reference to:

Apparently, I have caused another '...' to Sheryl. Or isit my fault?Had SNCO prac last night. Realised that the whole clarinet section is left with ALL the GUYS and me ONLY. Luckily JunWen was there to help balance the whole thing out, so I went to second instead. Balance was great in the section... hehe.. And I don't like '...' So irritating and frustrating and whatever you can think of.WARNING: PEOPLE ARE LEAVING! Well, I only would want to transfer to the perc section in any case that the clarinet section is overflooding (with 4 people). WAHAHA!! -stomachaches- too funny. KENNETH AND I WEREN'T INFORMED ABOUT THE COMM MEETING. That's the most infuriating part, I guess. Not any other information also. WHATEVER!As a band improves, people lose their humanity.SIGH SIGH.I'll have to find another band to join. Joining my band major friends seem like a good idea, I'll see.

For an easier reference: http://van-shipheng.blogspot.com/2007/05/sigh.html

I woud like to clarify something what WeiLi have said in her post, but apparently, she have deleted the post away. I don't know why. If not I could have made more reference.

Clarification starts NOW:

1) IF I were to join another band, why would that be?
- Anyone who've joined the band LONG enough and not in the comm, would truly know how much the band has evolved and changed in a good/bad way. It's up to one's own perspective.

2) Like I would leave the band?? DUH
- It has been 4 years since I have joined the band. Any idiot would have a sense of belonging already. 4 years! If things can change in a moment, I don't see why any changes (good/bad) cannot take place in 4 years!

3) People persuaded me to quit
- IF anyone would understand how much I have sacrificed away for SNCO/SWE, it would be Goldie (rather than kenneth in case bias-ness incur). I left all the good bands, I gave up ALL opportunities, just because I wan2 do kosen-rufu. APPARENTLY, i'm seem like the bad egg now.

4) Not informed of comm meeting
- If anyone was met with this kind of circumtance, and is a comm member, would definitely feel disappointed. If this happen to you, wouldn't you feel the same way? I JUST FEEL LIKE A VICTIM, not just yet, but BITTEN AGAIN. Then why make me a comm member in the first place?

5) Weili, I wasn't talking about you. You weren't even on my mind when I typed the above post.
- I wasn't talking or pointing at anybody. I swear on my conscience.

6) Gakkai member since birth.
- 17 years. I believe that I am a dedicated Gakkai member. If not why would I make effort to go for most meetings, activities and to help all Gakkai members??

In conclusion, I feel stabbed. I would rather you talk to me face to face than posting on blogs. I detest being misunderstood on my blog, my personal thoughts.

AND I WASN'T HAVING ANY INTENTION OVER THAT MATTER.

(I have so many other points, but I would just like to stop here)

*P/S: I DETEST BEING MISUNDERSTOOD AND SLAPPED WITH WORDS.

Feeling: Indignant