I'd rather die.

*cries*

I'm not a crybaby though.

This may just be the worst moment of my life.
When...

I'm alone now.

I can't talk to anyone about THESE matters

Mommy? Always not free.
Daddy? He's busy.
Grandparents? I don't want to trouble them.
Siblings? None.
Friends? Not for them to know.
Boyfriend? None.
Relatives? So far.
Classmates? No, I can't. I'm e bubbly one in front of them.

Well, I can do this alone.

Hopefully I can.

I'm able.

i think