insignificance

虽然我的笔记型电脑并没有安装中文的打字软件,

Look up there. I wanted to continue saying everything in Mandarin. But searching and copy+pasting from Baidu word by word is not an easy task.

All I wanted to say is:

Is this Love?
Love that makes us tortured?
Or tear us apart?

Though you've been saying,
But you still do not understand me.
At all.

Sometimes,
I feel so tired.
Should I just grab hold of the other one who understands me?
To be that very special one.

I am so insignificant.
So small.

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其实你不懂我的心

曲:童安格词:陈桂珠

你说我像云捉摸不定
其实你不懂我的心
你说我像梦忽远又忽近
其实你不懂我的心
你说我像谜总看不清
其实我永不在乎掩藏真心
怕自己不能负担对你的深情
所以不敢靠你太近
你说要远行暗地里伤心
不让你看到哭泣的眼睛

you don't understand me

"You Don't Understand Me"

I've been up all night, you've been puttin' up a fight.
Seems like nothin' I say gets through.
How did this old bed fit a world between me and you.
We said "Goodnight" but the silence was so thick
you could cut it with a knife.
We've hit the wall again and there's nothin' I can do.
You're the one, yea, I've put all my trust in your hands.
C'mon and look in my eyes, here I am, here I am

You don't understand me, my baby.
You don't seem to know that I need you so much.
You don't understand me, my feelings,
the reason I'm breathin', my love

The mornin' comes and you're reaching out for me
just like everything's the same
and I let myself believe things are gonna change.
When you kiss my mouth and you hold my body close,
do you wonder who's inside?
Maybe there's no way we could feel each other's pain.
Tell me why it gets harder to know where I stand.
I guess loneliness found a new friend, here I am

You don't understand me...

You don't seem to get me, my baby.
You don't really see that I live for your touch.
You don't understand me, my dreams or the things I believe in, my love.
You don't understand me. You don't understand me. Understand me.

boring

i'm bored i'm bored i'm bored.

what a shitty holiday. everyday BAND BAND BAND.......
it's not even like a holiday gundu!

okay, I haven't updated for 6 million years... but I duno where to start from leh.

life has been interesting apart from the mundane band pracs..
trekking, shopping, therapy(s), reading, singing, listening to music, cruising, craving to do sooooome things that I am so inspired to! (i won't say) cleared out some thoughts, what i want in the future, fine dining (i've always been doing this-.-''')....

ARGH!! I STILL WANT TO FIND SOMETHING DIFFERENT, UNIQUE AND FUN TO DO!!

anyway, darling just went for his interview and test (something like that)... took a damn long 4-5 hrs. fucking long.

soon soon, it will be our 1 year anniversary... hugsssss

*p/s: can't wait to go for comex tmr
*p/ss: can't wait for taiwan trip if it doesn't clash with school days
*p/sss: can't join the andersonians for the gathering/outing AND the fucking reason is because of the fucking event.

all's been well. or not

BN

Goldie Goh gave me a reason to blog.

List out your Top 5 Birthday Presents you wish for:

1) A Bungalow @ Leedon

2) Nokia 8800 Sirroco Edition (Gold)

3) Good health, wisdom and good fortune for family, friends and loved ones.

4) LV Voucher

5) A chauffeur

Answer the following questions:

1. The person who tagged you is:
- Goldie Goh Gek Tze

2. Your relationship with her:
- Everything and anything you can think of. wahahah

3. Your 5 impressions of her:

- Very loud

- Yogurt

- Science

- Band, Clarinet

- Her Darling

4. The most memorable thing she have done for you:
- Standing up for me everytime when I'm in trouble of some sorts.

5. The most memorable words she have said to you:
- SEX

6. If she becomes my lover, you will:
- be a guy 10 lives later (because I promised my King to be with him for at least nine lifetimes)

7. If she becomes my lover, things she have to improve on will be:
- more feminine, let go of her sarcasm and less loud. (oh, get rid of the evil thoughts also)

8. If she becomes my enemy, you will:
- Still be friends

9. If she becomes my enemy, the reason will be:
- can't think of any

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
- Facials, style hair, new clothes, new shoes, new bags = makeover

11. Your overall impression on her is:
- Sarcastic

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
- 'STOP SINGING!' haha

13. The character you love of yourself is:
- Forgiving

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself is:
- Forgiving

15. The most ideal person I want to be is:
- Orlando Bloom's gf..

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
- I will never forget any of you... Gd deeds will be engraved, bad ones will be erased. And in time to come, forever, I'll be there for you.

17. For people whom I've hurt:
- Sorry

18. For people whom I love and treasure:
- i'll do anything snd everything for any of u

19. Pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you:

1) mua King! <3
2) Goldie
3) Engpeng
4) Eugena
5) Jerry
6) Kaiyang
7) Mummy
8) Mickey
9) Seika
10) ZiQi

Who is number 6 having relationship with?
- Dynamo

Is no.9 a male or female?
- Female

If no.7 & no.10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- They'll make a pair of mother and daughter

How about no.8 and no.5?
- Eeeew... no gaying pls

What is no.2 studying about?
- Biomedical Science

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
- Everytime I see her loh. Previous time was during FD anniversary.

What kind of music does no.8 like?
- SHE.. WHAT ELSE?!

Does no.1 has any siblings?
- nope

Will you woo no.3?
- OF COURSE! haha. my King wouldn't mind either.

How about no.7?
- I'm dating her now.

Is no.4 single?
- not so sure.. changed guy?? haha

What is the surname of no.5?
- WONG!!!!

What is the nickname of no.10?
- xiaxue!!

What is the hobby of no.4?
- Dance and playing her sax (:

Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
- There'll be comedy chaos! wahaha!

Where is no.2 studying at?
- RP lo

Talk something casually about no.1?
- Talk more

Have you try developing feelings with no.8?
- Ahem.. NO!

Where does no.9 live at?
- some condo (correct anot?)

What colour does no.4 like?
- Black (i think) & green (cos of dynamo!!)

Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?
- no.5 like to steal no.1 away from me... haha..

Does no.7 like no.2?
- how i know

How do you get to know no.2?
- Yio Chu Kang Symphonic Band (: The place and band we'll always place close to our hearts. And the subsequent bandS also.

Does no.1 have any pets?
- Goldfishes.. And i hate them.. haha

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
- Definitely.. No one can challenge her. (: <3

Thank you Goldie Goh for giving me a chance to blog. lol

Everything

You've destroyed it. Whatever you can think of.

Sprained Neck! ):

woke up on the wrong side of bed and sorta sprained my neck. whoever had that would know how i feel now. i do have this kind of sprains once in a while when my head got off the pillow halfway through the night. but this time round is like super serious that it hurt from morning till NOW. urgh.

-interval-

jus applied medication on top of it and it hurts big time ok! imagine your skin burning from in there. sigh.

on a happier note, i went to view more houses just now with family. (sorry darling!) saw a few houses. one of them is damn eerie. gah. not that happy.

had curry fish head for lunch at little india. after viewing the houses, we went to the mandai's garden's Vanilla Pod for fine dining! they have very pretty Vanda Miss Joaquaim there. took pictures of em. only ppl who hang out with me can see. haha. cos i'm too lazy to post em up here. had quite a fair bit of super smooth red wine and lamb, steak, linguine, crayfish, lobster, exotic mushrooms, escargots, oysters, mussels, squids, bisque, ice cream w puffs&vanilla sauce, caesar salad, coffee, brownie, etc. imagine the amount of food eaten. gulps.

not forgetting, with a super painful neck ):

TAGGED

*Please read the rules carefully..
Each player starts off the game with giving 6 weird things about yourselves.
People who get tag must write in their own blog of their own weird things as well as stating the rules clearly.
In the end, you choose 6 persons to be tag and list their names down.

One: I'm an introvert, but if I do know you well enough, I talk on endlessly. HAHA!

Two: When I am extremely down, I will just be super emo and keep everything to myself.

Three: I am kind, really. I forgive and forget.

Four: Spontaneous and versatile. Whatever, wherever, whoever.

Five: If someone really pisses me ssssssssssoooooooooo off, I will smile at them instead.

Six: I MISS KAILING! &dynamo

Six person I have chosen:


1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.

Anyone can do this if you're damn bored. Feeling super tired now, but because of YOU kailing, i.am.doing.this (:

a lil honoured.

OKAY LAR!

glad that u still miss me....

I MISS U TOO

no.7: i'm mad. and i'm a scorpio = treat me well & get 10 times more orVICE VERSA. get it?

Out with MOMMY

YAY!

I finally cut my hair today, so it's short!! Mommy did straightening also.

Went to REFLECTIONS and W.O.W! The lounge is uber beautiful. State of the art kind la. So pretty. So whilst waiting for Mommy to serve her customer, I had my butt stuck on to the gorgeous red arm chair. View was superb too. Was staring at the Star Cruise and the sea the whole time.

Off to Vivo when she's done AND Mommy bought me a pair of Adidas pumps and Topshop 'boyfriend' tee!! Had dinner at Nonya&BaBa. So-so. BAH. But still, 100.

Mom promised me mani&pedi sometime soon also.

Mommy is so beautiful today, like always [:

*P/S: i miss my KING. loads to the power of infinity. ilu.