Errands...

It's fun observing commuters on the MRT and buses. People's behaviour are weird. (someone disrupted me, I felt so irritated.) Well, humans are weird creatures. All because I have to travel from AMK to Tampinies to Jurong to Toa Payoh to Somerset to AMK again and then to Bishan. Yes, you'll say that I'm weird. Why dun I run all my errands in one area followed by the others? Because my mom kept reminding me about going to these places in the order above. Sigh. I'm always the one running those boring errands when mummy is overseas. Feel so tired now. Heh. Anyway, while running errands, I never forget to shop! My grab includes 2 tops and a bottom from FOX. They were having a sale today and everything costs $5. Check it out, it's @ J8. S&K and Giordano are also having hot sales. Nice bargains. Haha. Yes.. Did I mention that I got 5 tops from Giordano? ha. Those were more expensive than FOX. 1 of my fav errands: checking out mobile phones. Mummy intends to change phones for everyone in the family! Hooray! Ha. I'm eyeing on that Motorola V3i/ V3 for that D&G limited edition Gold series. Arrgh. Thinking of it makes me drool. It's so outstanding and is a fashion-statement. Cool. My present Samsung E530C (purple) is dying on me. There's alot of defects. The worst one would be its inability to display incoming calls. Brought me lots of trouble. My missed calls list is now flooded. Btw, Eileen got her 1st mobile! Cheers. She's been waiting for her Nokia 7270 for a very long time. Now, there'll be no trouble contacting her again. =D Mama (Grandma) is so weird today. She went for a shopping spree around Orchard area just now and bought 6 (SIX!!) boxes of Royce chocolates. She also bought some dark chocs from the Chocolate Cafe (Chocz) at the Paragon. Not forgetting the usual shoes, clothes, bags... Blah. She's basically going on a chocolate spree. I bought a tote from Esprit (it's turquoise!!) and a pair of sandles from Birkenstock. I think I'm very addicted to shopping. Shall shop more with Audrey on Sat! heh. It'll be slightly different though, cos I'm going to look for something that you all won't give a heck! Haha.

Jubilate

Finally... I've got my ideal results. They post the result slip through mail. I'm so inspired to work harder! =)

Min-Lee performed for us in my sch hall!

WOW. Min-lee, the violinist, played in our school hall! There's an actress, an artist, a pianist and min-lee. She played a work by Paganini and Yankee Doodle. They were both duets (with the piano). I think all of us were enthralled by her performance. She plays her violin like anything I haven't heard before; especially when it's LIVE. Cool. Her mom came down too. Min-Lee is Mdm Ivy Tan's niece who's also her mom's sister. That's why we had the honour of inviting her to our school. Even the Americans (actress and artist) were full of praises of her. They said that she was the best Singapore export. Haha. Well, I can't wait for her upcoming concert (musical) this coming Sunday at the Victoria Concert Hall. Haha. Band members' 2nd home. lol. I'm getting lame. Haha. Here comes the worst part of my morning.. While Eileen and I parted ways after walking home together, I sighted an inhumane act. Many people have a biased attitude against youngsters and think of them as people who are inconsiderate, not compassionate, blah blah. Vice versa that the elderlies are kind and nice people. I shall prove these people wrong. I saw a group of old men chatting while the others were playing the Chinese chess. I didn't give much thought about it (uh, like who will? Ha) so I just continued walking. When I was in front of them, they started throwing stones at a cat straying under the tree. I mean ALL OF THEM. I gave them a "bloody hell, what do you think you're doing under broad daylight, in front of me?" stare. Just imagine me standing there and giving them hard, cold stares. The cat was already moaning and crying in pain. Don't they have the least bit of compassion or heart?! Then, a group of youngsters (though they look like bengs and lians) came forward to stop them. Waa waa. Finally, the prejudicial mindset of static minded people should evolve. I sighed a sigh. The youngters save the day once again! (sounds like power puff?) Haha.

Yes, and I know sleep is good.

Messed up

Arrgh.. My iTunes is messed up (again!). Grr. I think I'll just get a Creative Mp3 player when I think of upgrading. Especially for an iTunes dummy like me. Besides, the winner of the lawsuit WINS!

It's time to blog.. haha

I slept at 1a.m., woke up at 3a.m. to mug a little and fell aslep at 4a.m.; I woke up at 5a.m. Haha. I could've stay'd online longer, sigh, but due to some urging, I became a good girl. Arrgh. Nvm. At least I've got a frequent tagger, MSN partner and testimonial writer. Bet'cha dunno what I'm talking about. Uh, you'll know when you see the increase in my tags. Haha. lol. Time passed by very slowly today. Haiz. Good news: I've completed the Sudoku quiz in 5 min! Whew.. I was so satisfied. Hee hee. I realised that mummy didn't pay for my hp bill this mth; they cut off my outgoing calling line. It's ok. Mama (Grandma) has offered to lend me her spare phone. Wa wa. Walk'd home with Eileen today also, talking about e lame stuffs. I met SaSa at the MRT station to pass her the score just now. Haha. Finally saw my 'Niang' after so long. My iTunes is being flooded by all my CDs now. Heheh. I shall make it overwhelming. lol.

Oh... What a pleasant surprise! (sarcastically)

Oh... What a pleasant surprise! Mummy is going to ShangHai tonight, and I just knew it. Nice yea? I really dunno wad to say. Heh. But arrangements for the piano to come over is being made and all my CDs are brought over! Ha. Mummy used a van to transport all those. Hooray!

Why am I feeling this way? Sigh..

Hi.. I'm feeling very lousy now because of some facts that I realised. I don't like this feeling. Eeyer. Hmm. Maybe blogging'll help soothe it a little. F&N occupied the 1st 2 periods. Wad a way to start off. You know, forcing myself back to reality required some singing; so you know what I did la. Heh. For 2 hours, hmm. I became the DJ receiving Meryl's dedications and went LaLa~ing. Haha. Nice nice. Food for recess was ugly, therefore I was very turned off. Hee. Wait wait... Till now, I'm still feeling (can I @#$%^&#!!#$%&**^$) very lousy. Blah blah. The boring day went on even after extra lessons. Eh, I also dunno what am I trying to say. Well well. Walk'd home with Eileen (I'm starting to get truthful with names; yes, I'm Lim Shi Pheng Vanessa) through the 'ulu ulu' park. Went up to her place and played around with the synthesizer and organ. She recorded what I played and it was like shit, now you know why I feel like dying! Now I know how to play the sad yet romantic and touchy song of the many of DaCheongGam. I was feeling so happy then till I realised smth. Grr. Good news! Mummy's going to ShangHai tmr. So it'll be a month of holiday at home. I feel like opening all up to someone (no one in mind). Feel so sick of all that's happening. Hope that m activity this Sat'll make all good. Not forgetting meeting Audrey first to shop at the music store. Heheh.
p.s: I know what'll make me feel better. My piano. It has yet to arrive. I need it. <3

Late late post

I know I shouldn't be blogging at this hour. Heh. Who cares anyway? Mummy is going to ShangHai for one whole month!! Will it be tears or laughter? Arrgh. Nvm. I'm so happy! For both the China's Tourism Board and VanVan! Woosa~. I can sneak out during weekends. LaLa~. Ey, ya. I've decided to complete my dip in S'pore 1st. Well, it's all planned. Unless anything happens to change my mind =P. <-- I lifted thissentence from someone. Ha. Dun kill me! Yes, yes. I got it. It's not a lorry, but a mrt 'gate (?!?!?!?)'. Wrong perspective. Hmm. Ystd was ol so lame. I completed everything at around 2130, which is also the time when the bunch of cousins/ FDs/ hyper goodies were released. Audrey shared her Char Siew Rice dinner with me, how nice! I accompanied her while she practised her piano, while I was listening to her closely. Hehe. Nice nice. And usually ppl turn mad after being released, so u know what I meant yeah? UK 'lompang' Audrey, her bro, her cousie, GY and I. Tyty=). The baby's chair was seating above her bro though. Haha. Yesyes, a DIVIDER! Then I went home by the long way again. Too bad, I'm an ultra-addict to crowds at town area. hee. Gy told me he had 6 I/Vs. I was... shocked... stunned... whatever esp when he showed me the scars. Eeew, scary. Ok, I laugh like an asthmatic. Nice nice =). Basically, ystd was a day of child labour (Aud acc'd me, TY!) and today my dear uncle made me go to his warehouse at Ubi to help him do repackaging. I did around 700 of them within 9 hours! It's an achievement. All these includes doing up his whole warehouse. Guess wad? He went to his Golf game instead of doing up everything tgt. Lol. I had paper cuts, thin plastic cuts, high heat sealer's injuries all over my fingers and hands. My literally BLOODY hands. Hmmm. Imagine having 10 plasters all over my thumbs and fingers when I practise my clarinet and piano. Darn, I'll laugh at myself. That's the most important part of my body that I should protect. Dinner was at 2100 at Hougang's 'Tze Char' stall. All my hard work turn out to be :" Vaness, I know you've been working very hard. Here's your favourite KangKong!" concluded Uncle Sam. But I feel very satisfied (no grumbles) after a few stalks of my favourite vege. Haha. Am I too easy? Oh, we're a family. (Gosh, I'm crapping!).

I dedicate this to...

There could be a fog
Or maybe just a mist
And explicably I'll fade to white
Vanish, and be gone

Or it could be night
And I'll be darkly dressed,
Evading easy definition
And as your eyes' distracted
By falling leaf
I'll merge with restless shadows
And be gone

Then you will discover
What emptiness is a space so hollow
Even its own walls are swallowed up

A quality of missing
So intense
A lack, a lack

Each hour more bottomless than the last
Until your heart cries out,
A howl of forfeiture

But it will be nothing
Ashened silence where I used to sing
And deafness

The howl must strike the right resonant frequency
A wail that echoes all to the end of time
To fill the gaping void in whole, looping wavelengths
From the well of your soul, such loneliness
To make Siberian wolves hang heads for shame
In their convival packs

Then, only then
Might you detect my footprints, indistinct
Marking the morning dew fall

Perhaps glimpse a puff of breath
In the cold, dawn air

You must utter
A howl so desolate, it

Jerks you from your sleep
To find me warm beside you on the pillow next

And you will know how
Close you were to the brink
Of the abyss

And know what missing is
And hold me.

I'm thinking really hard...

I'm thinking very very hard. China, Switzerland or Australia? Or should I just stay in Singapore? Rach and I are thinking... very very hard... 3 years. Neither long nor short. But it's a lifelong commitment. Shall discuss with mummy later and post again. Dun be confused, I'll clear the light soon enough.

Yawn...

Yawn yawn... Why am I still posting at this late hour? Because VanVan is thinking about Humanities and E-math. Yes, I know all this has no link. I just can't sleep. I dunno why. This is very very random. Heh. I enjoyed the breeze, the night breeze. Oh, it's so nice. I feel like walking to school tomorrow but I'll have to wake up at around 4a.m. . It sounds crazy. I'm going for that SHATEC talk tomorrow. There's so much activities on la. I skipped the recording session today. Ah, I'm so lazy with all those posings, shoutings and greetings. Instead I went home to slack abit before going back to school for Mr Ng's tutorial. The Art students went to NUS today la. Hmmph.. I oso wanna go. They went to watch Mr Gopal collect the award. We got Bronze and Dunman High got Gold. Haha. I WANNA GO! Ah, pointless now. Btw, the school has sponsored us to the musical or drama on a random day next week or something. It's at VCH lor, like a second home to most band members. lol. There are some people who want to dress in dresses. As in rather formal type. The dress-code given by the school (or using your own common knowledge) is casual-smart. So PLS DUN OVERDRESS! I'm dreading what people will wear that day. Ha. I'm just going on shirt/blouse with jeans. I've lost track of wad m i tokin and thinkin and typin already. Okay, I'll try to force myself to sleep..... soon... hehe.

A Walk To Remember

My favourite movie clip, my favourite part. If you watch the whole movie, you'll tear.

Chemicals...

Grrr. Enough is enough. Seeing you doing such things is irritating. She is your daughter, for goodness sake. Enough of this. I shall retain my mood b4.

Heh. I did smth sinful this morning. Shall not say what. You'll get question marks in your head.
We did 2 expts in a row today. Physics followed by Chemistry. So tiring. Miss Teo Hwee Hong hit my hand lor. Oh man, wassup with her. Dun make me be crude, Miss Teo. Just because I measured the length wrongly. I felt so totally grossed out. This is one of the wrong results that I got. Haha. Nice colour, that's why the post:

Now, here's a pic of the stupid chemical that I boiled and it just flew out leaving jus a few cm(cube) of chemical behind:

Another weird combi (left: ELYL, right: VanVan):

Did I mention about Man~ explosion of test-tube after boiling? haha. I got s shocked la. My life's in danger, man. LUCKILY we're a sink apart. Hah. I pity ELYL. She broke quite a no. of test-tubes/ boiling tube. Haha. My class has broke a total of 9 test-tubes today. record-breaking eh? haha. During PE, we did the ACES dady workout again. Haha. I like it alot alot alot!! We danced to songs of the 4 languages. Temperature, Mr Q, Devuda Devuda oh~ (heh, the best) and an unknown malay song. DM, ELYL and I went for ice-cream @ the push-cart outside school again today! haha. ELYL had ripple in a cup, DM had Sweet Corn in bread and I had Ripple in bread. Ha. See the similarities between my IC and theirs? heh. no link~.

Well, so long=).

My very 1st SWO prac...

Yes, you got it right. I had my 1st SWO prac today. kk. Haha. Met YuKo & Ley~ @ RSH, went to Esprit and bought 2 wallets then we headed for SWO. We met Crispy @ the bus stop and we gossiped alot. Trying to catch the interesting parts we've missed. Heh. Prac didn't start punctually. nvm. Sam and EK got their new clars. Sob. I'm the poor-one still surviving on Hansel's rusty cum sticky (due to his creativity to replace the thumb rest with the bluetack) clar. I don't mind anyway, ha. As long as there's a clar for me to survive on, I'll never be lonely. LOL. sorry for that, it's random. Hehe. Enjoyed myself playing POC, Saga Candida, Alto Sax Concerto, Oboe Concerto, Samurai, Symphony Variants and many others. Poor memory. Ha. I think my reed has died in a prac. Life's really diff. Ha, but nice with those lame peeps. Haha. and ya, the newbies are: EK, Sam, Dan and VanVan=). My lips are recovering from all the prac. LuLu~, SY, YuKo, Godzilla, Joce, Thom, YH, JRong (lol. he calls himself that), XH and I went for dinner @ LJS. Fine, I was the last to finish my meal when everybody stood around me and rushed me. I gave up on the chowder and hungry Godzilla went to drink it in a gulp. Crazy. Went to popular after that because Thom wanted to get a file. But he could never describe it properly. haha. Finally he got a file after a long long time. Thom drove all o us home in his LORRY (he's forever upgrading. Haha!). Thank you=). Then here I am in front of the lappy typing this but thinking of other stuff. ha This is getting out of topic alr, ~no link~. K, shall sleep now. Wish me good luck for my O LvL EL Oral tmr! Heh. Good night.. to me.. and to my readers. Haha.

SSW resumes...

Met YuKo. We were rather early, to think that we still rushed ourselves. nvm nvm. We play'd Animation Medley, Rhapsody for Flute, Rhapsody for Euphonium, Princess Mononoke and La Passio De Crist. I like the RFF lots. Haha. It's so middle-eastern and ..... err.. I just like it. Haha. I went to SCC straight after SSW and I overslept on the bus for 2 stops. And I walked back. Just imagine the journey(only if u kno, ha), it took me 20+ minutes to. Hmmm. There's a new member, Desmond, a clarinetist. I realised smth, I know 4 clarinetists called Desmond, including Mr Ng. Haha. He's from Victoria but jus came out of NS. But I still multi-tasked, literally. I stayed around till 8+, 9. I hanged around @ Jurong East and waited for him to get done. Yeah, we went to walk and talk. He wasn't in a good mood. I feel so sad. He didn't deserve all this. But I'll still support u(him) till everything gets on track. I'll try to help the best I can, really. We talked for so long that there's no MRT left for us to take so we took a cab, his treat o cos. Haha. When we alighted, we continued to walk @ AMK central @ the Pasat Malam. Had a sweet time. Love it lots=). But I feel so bad. He's staying in Dover and he's with me till so late and will need to spend so much $$$ to take a cab home. Heh. sigh sigh. When will be the next time that I'm going to see him? Tomorrow? haha. lol. miss him so so so much. sigh. It's just an hour ago. It's a special feeling. Hmmm, shall look forward to tomorrow: My First SWO Practice.

Steamboat

We went to Roxy SquareII's basement to have our steamboat dinner. And hey, it's slurpy good! The soup was the best and the Tang Ou too=). Went to Parkway after dinner and shopped and talked. So lol. I let them hear the MrBrown's show and yes, they got mad. They just kept laughing. Ya, I admit. I laughed quite an amount too. Ha. I dunno why am I blogging. Am I bored? Yes yes i am. Heh. I think Viv called me 3 times with her house phone and I didn't pick up. Because I was unfamiliar with that number, that's why the bo chap. She only managed to reach me after she used her hp and call me, n I recognised the number. Haha. I'm going on Sunday. Can anybody wad time does it start? I'm clueless (-???-) <--Brain clutterred with question marks. Wahaha!! Lol. I'd better go and sleep now. Shall meet YuKo tmr morning=). Chow. Till then.

Surprised!!

My mom brought a designer and a few construction workers here yesterday and they revamped my room on the spot! WoW. It's something like: "While You Were Out". So cool. It was done in 13 hours, which is practically the whole of yesterday. My room is in a Zen-style now. You'll not believe the height of the wardrobe, the number of mirrors, the length of my dressing and study table, the number of drawers (different functions) and the creativity rocks! Okie. Enough of that. As u can see, I was so damn bored that I kept editing my template over and over again. Haha. There's also a new sofa today. It's those that u can adjust your seating position on every seat and it's a 3 seater. Black, sleek, leather=). Btw, it's more like a 3 seater armchair. Super spacious. I only attended POA and Hum+1 today. Heh. Reward for good results for chinese. We all went to the library but it was super noisy, so I ended up browsing through some really old magazines. There's this book @ the bookfair today that I really wanted. I didn't bring enough money for it. It's very obvious that I was infatuated with the cover of this particular chinese book namely: "Girl in the Sweet House" <-- Translated. It's anime, two free notebooks which are super sweet and cute and the lovely colours. I fell in love with the colours, basically. Then came a saviour of the day: Miss Lu a.k.a Mrs Ng!!!!! She lent me the money to buy it. How nice=). Thank you! Hum+1 was really a memory-tester. 2 full pages of text w/o pic to memorise. Crazy. Therefore, DM and I decided to split the job. I memorised the 2nd pg and she, the 1st. This is not including the amount of stress that RS and ELYL built up on me. They said: VanVan, we need you. Yes, obviously I was stressed. Somehow, I still managed to memorise the text in 10 freaking short minutes. Haha. Had ice-cream (push-cart type) with ELYL and DM. I had the choc chip. Heh. *Ooi, stop drooling onto your keyboard leh*. LoL. Talked alot o lame things with DM after ELYL walked home. Haha. Btw, I'm reading a book: Sparkles by Louise Bagshawe. It's really nice. Read it!=).

Random photos

LoL.. ~no link~. I know, duh.
Didn't touch the chips.. Fish&Co.
Awww...
Darling <3>

Lethargical. Such a word? Nvm.

Didn't blog yesterday because time was too packed. Ya ya. Basically school is just a place for teachers to insult students. To think we pay our monthly sch fees to feed them and insult us. omg. Rach even aspire to be an Art teacher. Well, anyone one who knows that that's her ambition, tried to discourage her. We talked abt the risk about being a spinster (I'm being mean, I kno. But not as mean as a teacher insulting us as shamless people, useless bums and tellig us to dig our graves), the guy that'll you'll marry, the amount of time that you're going to spend in school even after graduating, multi-tasking, leading a monotonous life, treat other ppl's kids as your own, blah blah. It never ends. O wel. Now to ELYL. She looks like a nurse. It was the fault of the constant poly talks about health sciences she's attending. She hated/ detested that idea. But, she still look lik one. Cons of being a nurse: Seeing blood, staring at syringes, bathing patients (old TKP man especially. ps: jokes are censored), cleaning their stools, changing their wounds, emptying the urine bags, pushing patients around in the wheelchair like you're so free when you actually have alot of work on hand yet to be completed, blah blah. Nurses are also in the high-risk group of being a spinster and getting infectious and deadly diseases. I know, I know. From the above post, you may think that I'm heartless, not compassionate and cold-blooded, but from what I've learnt in SS today, pragmatism is very important to survive in Singapore. I'm just being practical la, in layman's term. We went to the airport to pick my family. Had Fish&Co. for dinner (seafood platter for 2). Never order that when there's only two person. The serving is much more. Unless you're really a big-time eater. Let me tell you, the service there is very good! The waiter and waitresses are very very polite. They even opened the doors for me when I was leaving. Nice! Went to the viewing mall but it was rather blur, so didn't see much. Mom and others came out and they were the LAST. Hmm. Imagine how 'much' things she bought in the DFS. You name it, I'll have it. Haha. Because those were the gifts for me! yeah! Heard stories about their trip. They went to meet Aunt Mina. She's working in ShangHai in the 'Shi4 Mao4'. Wow, I went. She got a Gu**i wallet for me and she promised that if I do well for my O's, she'll get whatever branded goods I want. Happy me=) I want that Ferragamo and TOD's bags. Thinking about them alone makes me drool. Heh Heh. They had dinner with who I shan't say. Haha. Mom wants me to keep a low profile. =) They stayed in a villa. Gosh. It's free la, duh. Paid by shall-not-be-named. I feel so lip-tied now. Lol. There's a MM thing going on FOR ME!! Oh crap, I can't believe this. All I can say is everything will be very different for me once after my O's. I'm growing to be a grown-up in no time. I've got no choice. Now I know how those ppl try to feel normal but their family or environment makes it a no-no.

mental tiresome

I'm dying out of exhaustion. Pant pant. I've been running for miles and miles ever since... ... I dunno what to do. I'm stuck in the middle. It's either we'll get it from the old ones or comrades. I'm trying to be as vague as possible. Let's hope nobody'll understand what this is about. But I tink joce and YuKo'll understand. Haha. Okie, enough of that. I got a nice grade for F&N. Haha. Thought that test was ez. Many ppl like me, didn't study for it. But still got nice grades. I didn't say good. Haha. Day was more or less boring for the schooling part. SM, SN and I did smth sinful today. Ha. I'll shall confess. Err. Nah. I change my mind. Heh. Had nice long talks with em. Going to study with SN tmr=) SN shall be my good friend!! LOL. Went to meet YuKo and joce @ j8. kk, though I was late. But they enjoyed themselves @
Ding Tai Fung eating XLB while waiting for me. I should've went earlier, but there were more impt things gg on in sch. Had a lame lame time in macs. Talked abt the Singapore's pledge in the chinese version. joce din 'disclose' anything abt the chinese pledge thingy, den YuKo called Godzilla and he said that DHS students have to say the chinese pledge in alternate weeks. SO CHINESE LOR! joce made me write the chinese pledge while she say it. LOL. Well well. YuKo and I tried to pull joce to amk but i think she's really tired therefore she went home. Got Set E for dinner. Haha. A tuna pancake and soya bean milk <-- in Set E. Ha. Starring at the screen now...

My day?

I was lazing in the bed this morning, just refused to wake up cos of a weird but nice dream I dreamt of. Hehe. Shall not share it here. Yeah. Did the same ol stuff and went to meet HKZR. He lent me the-precious-one. Haha. I'm quite in need of it now. I went all the way to Pasir Ris and met him. He was on a bicycle. LOL. Then, I continue to stick my butt on the MRT all the way to Boon Lay. As I was passing by Lakeside MRT, I saw GL with a group o guys. I got worried, so I sms-ed Daddy. Fine, fine. I was over-reacting. I didn't see her for a long time and it's the first time I see her as a lady. Ok.. She's only a year younger than me. Haha. Saw NK on the bus. Thanks for helping me carry the Clar=). Ppl were early today. Unlike previous weeks, I'm always the earliest or earlier one. How lame? SN brought her oboe but forgot her reed. LOL. lame lame. Had SP before combine. JW came bac. He's so tanned! He participated in the NDP. Ha. As in army. Only the both of us. So we just went through the pieces, then full band starts. Haha. He's a better person after going to the NS. So happy! =) We talked much more and I felt the conversations more engaging compared to last time. SN helped me by doing my job. Haha. Thanks alot!! She was jus beside us when we had SP. Den she said: JW, Xiao3 Sa1 Mei4, u all go and play duet la.
Haha. Cos I think we blended quite well. *Grins*. WF took us. Play'd Princess Mononoke and Little Mermaid. Then break for light refreshments and continued with the combine with the strings. Kat was super funny, made me laugh non-stop. Only now did I realise that Audrey is 18 yrs old and is in NAFA under the performing course for the Piano. Wow, many hidden talents. Haha. Play'd Sound of Music and Phantom. GY took all of us. WF sat in and play'd. WF and LC said that playing with the strings is like attending FD meeting. Haha. Shall not mention why. Cos the reason is OBVIOUS! Heh. Prac ended ard 8 plus. But, ya. I only finished my job ard 9. NK and WF helped me alot. Thanks! While doing my job, the strings play'd Carmen Suite. Very nice! Sound so so soothing after a day of drama-mama songs. Haha. Argh. The lib is in a mess! Have to find AL and CL to do the lib tgt. Buay Ta Han. Had a nice talk with LC, WF, NK and JC while waiting for the bus. Took an exceptional long while. Dunno y. It was a miracle that the bus has seats to offer us. Haha. JC and I talked alot too. Yupyup. That's my day.

Posting on impulse:

Towards May 3rd, 2010

Milestones

1.Let's build a humanistic organization through the actualisation of each leader's human revolution.

2. Let's sink roots of Nichiren Daishonin's Buddhism, show our mentor's greatness with our broad understanding and practice through our in depth study at the District level.

3. Let's courageously promote konsen-rufu towards a target of 50,000 members through our all out propagation effort.

4. Let's solidify the foundation of SSA through the great advancement of the youth division.

5. Let's embark on our 2nd phase of construction of our castles of konsen-rufu.

May 3rd, 2006

Free periods from now on~

Fine~ It takes a long time to upload the photos, so forget it. It's the chinese O LvL results day today. Announced the results in the hall at the last period. I was so shocked when they called my name and wanted me to stand up. Cos I was one of the eight Chinese students who got A1. OMG!! SHOCKED! I was congratulated la. So happy=) Called Mom in Shanghai to tell her the good news. Ha. I was even prepared to re-take the paper. Didn't expect so much o myself. The sch's so LOL. They called us out. Hmm, I try to name them: Me, Sojini, LiShan, Yvonne, XueTing, CongWen, SzeFong and JunJie; and took our photo. Lame right? Yesyes. Ya.. Not much of excitement now. I'm happy cos I'll have free periods from now on. Yeah! Saw ppl crying also. I teared a tear of joy.. and that's it. Hee. FREE PERIODS~

Happy National Day

I thought it'll be a nice and fruitful day today. U got it. I was oh-so-wrong! Does being angry and frustrated by your own faults give you the right of shooting people off in a super hurtful manner? I DUN TINK SO. Thinking that everything went on so well throughout, I was happy and satisfied.
Then, my furious Uncle Sam stomp outside the bathroom when I was still showering and started questioning me: What time did u come back? Why are you showering? How much more time do you need?
I politely answered: Err, sorry. I didn't know that you were coming back so early(He always comes back during midnight). I came back around 10 plus (and it was jus 11 [there's a clock in the bathroom]). I need around 5 min more (I barely stepped into the toilet for 5 min).
He furiously repiled: NO! You'd better come out of the toilet NOW!
I was thinking: Fine, whatever. Whatever that saves the fate of all my beloved belongings.
I QUICKLY shampooed and did whatever.
1 min later, the only word I heard outside the bathroom was: QUICK! (in a super-uncivilised manner, of course).
I was gritting my teeth by then.. GRR.
"Lao2 Hu3 Bu4 Fa1 Wei1, Bie2 Ba2 Wo4 Dang1 Cheng2 Bing4 Mao1" : was the only thought that ran through my head.
I stepped out and didn't bother to even shoot a glance at him. I went to the washing machine and cleared my laundry and NOT surprisingly, he told me off, ONCE AGAIN.
Bloody hell. It's National Day. Can't he just give me some bloody peace. Even strangers smile at one another on the streets. Gosh. I shivered. If a stranger can smile at you and make your day, why is a family member always breaking it and gloom my day when I did not do anything wrong? Maybe it's a wrong mentality of mine, thinking that staying under one roof with a parent is torturous with his/her other half. Only now did I realise that I can only rely on my Mom and maternal Grandma. Solely on them, in my family of 178 people.

[Interval]- Uncle Sam came in and tried to find a fault with me. Too bad, he can't. Cos I'll never let him find a single 'bone in the egg' to allow him so. Thus, he just mumbled and got out. Evil VanVan locked the door behind him.

No more bad things. Here comes the good ones. Forget about breakfast. Come to think of it, it's just a scandal.
Met YuKo and did lame stuff as usual. Ha. Talked abt both of our studies. Whether should I go to ___ or ____. YuKo had it to. Whether to go to ________ or _______. And oso abt La Passio De Crist. Haha. Interesting. In the evening, Uncle Simon brought me out with Aunt Charmaine and CousinClarise out for dinner at Geylang. Well, not a good place, but certainly good food=) [finally smth to make me smile....... a little]. During dinner, we saw the fighter planes, parachutes and do u call that the 'helicopter?' right in front of us, err, right above us, to be precise. Enjoyed every moment of it. Although the NOISE is too much TOO LOUD. Hee.

Last part of the day: Met him and we went to hunt for a spot to watch the fireworks. We caught it a little. It was terrific and magical and magnificent!! Haha. Didn't had enough. So we followed the crowd and went outside the Esplanade to wait for it. Someone in the crowd told us that there'll be a 15min showcase for the fireworks along Marina from 2100 to 2115. Sms-ed SY to check it out, cos he's involved in the parade, he should (or at least i think) should know better. But, he was ambiguous abt it oso. In the end, we got CHEATED. Haha. It's okay. Had great fun after all. We decided to watch it this coming Saturday oso. Hmm.. I'll be able to see the couple there then, hopefully. HeeHee.

Good night!!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!
With lots of love,
VanVan
(ok, I'm a lamer)

Pessimist

I'm getting pessimistic. I dunno why. But I jus dun wanna be one. I wanna be optimistic, happy, cheerful, and the list goes on. I'm feeling terrible. Nothing happening around me brings about any happy thoughts. Things just get sadder. I wanna break-free. I once thought that those pessimistic times are all over for me and I've.. out-grown it. Seriously, I'm still stuck. I used to be easily satisfied. I............. dunno wad to say. Perhaps the long-hours of daimoku and gongyo has shown my Karma. Well, if it really is, I would chant more..
and ya, Happy National Day=)

Bad day

Grrr. I've tried like 5 times to upload the pic. Yea, but to no avail. My life is in a crappy state right now. I'm not studying at all (for O LvL). Yet I study very hard just for those class tests and common tests. Feel like murdering myself. I feel so guilty the whole time, but I'm still slacking. I wasted today, the whole day! Gosh. Somebody.. Push me to study. Well, I just dunno what's wrong with me. Do I need a psychologist to psycho me? I feel so so so terrible. The feeling is just so sucky. I feel so weird without stepping out of the house the whole day. Hmm, something is wrong somewhere. Nonetheless, the problem lies in me. Ya, I agree. Fine, fine. I just contradicted myself. Arrgh! Just let me went it all out. Having pms? Grr. Who cares. Just feel like SCREAMING OUT ALOUD . It's a bad bad bad bad bad day. I'm all alone in this house for the whole day from the time I woke up till 15 min ago when uncle sam came home. Upon his arrival I quickly hide into my rm and daren't step out (Good friends should know why). LOUSY DAY! Everything is going against me now. What can I say. I think I'll go out to 'hunt' for a wallet tmr. Mine's really dirty. Yesyes. I have been eating leftovers for the past 2 days. Cos there's nothing fresh left to cook and the food that they're selling downstairs are BORING! Imagine eating the same kind of food for the past 16 years. Growl. My breakfast: Apple. Lunch: Cherries, grapes and strawberries. Dinner: Found fish w taukua soup and a dish of chap chye, was lazy to cook the rice, so I just settled for those. Grr.
Thank you so much for reading all my grumblings.
So kind of you.
=)

Oh nOOOOOO!

I've made all my songs, ALL MY SONGS in my iTunes disappear!! I'm such a GONE CASE. Oh my goodness. I didn't realise what went wrong until the great ol' mighty one (Godzilla) jus enlightened me. Though he tried so hard, but I still dun get it. So, it was VERY OBVIOUS that i ned his help rite? So, I start sms-in him and start to get lit-tish (as in literature) with him and made him feel guilty, oh yes! Hehe. The ending part was lame, therefore I shall post. G: "Get used to it lar.... Dun get over-reliant in material comforts." VanVan: "LoL. Pls do maake free for the library that's withered. Yes, sir. Yes yes. Thou shall rely on my inner soul, not material comforts. PLS DO MAKE FREE. hee." G: ".... Get so lit-tish with me... Try to make me feel guilty... I see when I got time i try to help settle lar...." Yeah! Godzilla saves the day and VanVan is happy again *grins*.

Pissed...

I tink this is the first time I'm pissed off ever since I started this blog. I cannot be pissed off more than this. It's total injustice to Sembawang Synphonic Winds and Thomas and ShuYuan. Oh. So what if you can play really well? U cannot criticise ppl and saying that they hv poor or bad musicianship or whatsoever. Cos u dun hv the rights to. Ask yourself if u did play v well. If not, pls do not criticise. IT IS VERY RUDE, IMPOLITE & UN-GRACIOUS.
Just a gentle reminder: The band that took part in the NBC is SSW and we got 87.5%. We top'd the 2nd div and got overall 2nd in the whole competition. Pls do not destroy yr own image and bring others down @ the same time! Infuriating!
Nonetheless, there's some o u that appreciate us. Thank you so much.
HeeHee.

2 days MC

Just came bac from the doctor's and now I'm here blogging. =P I hav intestinal infection. Jus had a jab and at least 5 types o medicine. Nvm=)

Yes yes. I'm still waiting. Ha. Hmm.. Sasa asked me yesterday if i wanna perform for NYP nxt wk anot den hv to go for prac today. Haha. O cos i din go. Ok.. I'm starting to say things w no link alr. I'm going crazy.

~Lovs SNCO ^_^

Seriously bored...

I'm really bored.. Waiting for mom to come over to send her, step-dad n grandma to the airport. AGAIN! They're lik super -on- tourists. Yeah. I think all the govt. in the whole world loves them. This time round they're going to Shanghai and Hainan island to visit our relatives and for business. 10 days. Sigh. I oso wan2 go =(. Hee. It's okay. Mom promised to bring me to Taiwan and ShangHai @ the end o e yr=) cheers!! yes. I'm jus so so so so bored that I'm blogging now. They're going to board the plane at 1:40a.m. Jus imagine the time I'm going to waste. Buay Ta Han.

You Are a Auditory Learner

You tend to remember what you hear, and you have a knack for speaking well. You excel at debating, foreign languages, and music. You would be an excellent diplomat - or rock star!

What's Your Learning Style?

Lonely..

I dun wanna do the lib alone!!!! It's going to be lonely. Sob. VanVan's alone!! Sigh. Nvm. I'm compensating myself by bidding for stuffs on eBay. Darn. I'm shopping too much. Save me!! Haha. ^_^

The Tigger Song <3

The wonderful thing about Tigger
That Tigger's a wonderful thing
His body is made up of rubber
And his tail is made out of spring

Tiring...

I had a shock this morning during flag-raising, i really did. I never have expected a band member could've done that. &.... It's him & the gang. Unbelievable. Nonetheless, MR suan-ed them like as if they were a piece o shit (i dun mean tis). I detest him for saying those hurtful stuff. Should just stuff his mouth up! Anw, I saw 1 of em at the bus-stop after sch n it's lik... ... Ppl walkin past and askin how is he n blah blah.. I think they really got into deep trouble. So disappointing. PE was hilarious. Wahaha!! We played rugby and I kept going either off-side or got touched. Well, this is all wad all the girls did oso la. hee =P. Now now. I've been studying v hard but there's a tinge in me that no matter how hard i study, I'll still not do well. Sad? ya, I agree *nods*. I dreamt like about 5-6 dreams last nite n they were... ... unbelievable! haha. So tiring. What else can they be? The dreams evolves abt band n the ppl.. whom i thought was impossible to b so close or even kno em well. Haha. I'm crappin. O wel, nvm=)

Typical..

Hee. I woke up at 5a.m. today. Yeah! Achievement. Haha. Yet i took my own sweet time and dragged my feet. Was almost late to sch, as usual. MP raised the standard of marking. I could have got better if he hadn't! Hmph. MY din come to sch today.. so it was another slacking period in the relief room=) I bleed in Chemistry class. Ha. Finally hav a DNA o myself. Haha. ok. No link. English is honey stars period.. aw, sweet. Err.. bitching period la. actually. Skip CME. PC was suuuuuuppppppppppppper duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuppppppppppppper lame. Hee. It's the tiger, snake, mouse and honey thingy. After which, there's extra lessons for POA. ELYL & I play'd the piano for lik half hr cos we dunno what is happening. and.. Sorry Rae!! I din c your SMSes. Really Sorry!! Yeah. Nonetheless, there's F&N. I'm glad to announce that I've completed my Coursework Part B!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes!!! Enthu=P

Wow..

what do the harry potter poeple think of you?realistic questions and results

~GRYFFINDOR~HARRY:loves you and is glad you love him too.you are a great couple and everyone knows that you two are together and that harry will kill anyone that trys and kisses you.RON:thinks you are really nice,and thinks you have a wonderful personallity and great charm.he loves you as a sister or a friend.you too hang out together alot, harry sometimes gets mad at you for hanging out with ron more then him.HERMIONI:thinks you are great. she loves that you are so nice and easygoing. but finds that you go crazy really too quickly and is afraid that you will get yourself into trouble.NEVILLE:thinks that you are nice and pretty. he wishes you would have kissed him back though.but knows that you are with harry and is ashamed that he tryed to make out with you.GINNY:you too are really good friends. you too are like sisters. she is mad though that you took harry.CHO:thinks you are nice but dosnt know that much about you.PANCY: thinks you are too nice and is your idol, but dosnt show it.DRACO: dislikes you, and thinks you are good looking, but wouldnt dream of cheating on me!!(me:*evil look)PROFESSERS: dumbuldor:thinks you are great at both your studies and personality. loves your nice attitude. mcgonagle:thinks you are a great person at heart and a very smart girl snape:cant help but find that you are really nice,and cant find a reson to take off points hagrid:loves when you help take care of the animals with him voldamort: has no clue that you exist,and i think you like that so you dont get killed you are a really nice person and love to help people.you love the feeling when someone you helped study gets an A and love to be alone and enjoy Gods wonderful creation,the world!
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You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut

A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image. On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex. You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time. Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence.

What Donut Are You?

Sch?

Decided to band my hair tis morning. Still keepin it. haha. It was super tidy. In a sense. I saw SL when waiting for bus. I lent him a dollar... Hmm.. Was ALMOST late to school. Mr Siva ordered to close the gate right after i stepped in. Whew. Saved 1 hr from detention. Hehe. Wah. My first lesson din start until half hr l8r of nagging. DM felt nauseous of BN. She dragged e feelin' all the way throughout Eng+1. I can't believe tt C jus scold vulgarities to MN. She went to complain to MG. ML came n kpo too. They look alike. ha. E-math was super intensive, as usual. Our whole lvl got 'i zhou kan' to read for chinese lesson. 2 some more. Haha. Total lax. Hee. Chem is another 'MT' typical class. Highlight of the day: 3 more months. That's the topic o the talk. 3 more mths to O lvl and teaching us abt the eu-stress n distress stuffs. Instead o distressing us, it stressed us even more. Goodness. The talker was super enthu, or even more. Ultra-animated. Wel wel, the gd thing is they released us 5 min b4 the after sch bell rang. Everyone's walkin out & den some1 fr behind say...... :Girl, stop. U cannot go out o the sch. I was like.. I tink i kno who isit. BINGO!! I was right! The security guard. He said: U all cant go off. The sch bell not yet ring yet<- uugh. hmm. I dun blame tt kinda Eng fr him. It's well understandable. Hee. ZJ attitude w him. Damn lame. Wahaha.