Before I Fall in Love

I'm totally in love with this song now.




Coco Lee - Before I Fall In Love Lyrics


My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what I want to see
Or is it true, could you really be

(chorus)
Someone to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love

I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting burned
But I want to take a chance
Please give me a reason to believe
Say, that you're the one
That you'll always be

(repeat chorus)

It's been so hard for me
To give m heart away
But I would give my everything
Just to have you say

(repeat chorus)

-Music & Lyrics by Dane DeViller
-Song is included in the Runaway Bride Soundtrack

xing fu de dao lu

Happy Birthday Clarise!

Today's my dearie darling sweetheart baby honey COUSIN's 2 Years Old Birthday!!

I love you Clarise! <3

The King came over this morning and had brunch with part of the Royal Family.
Then, we went for zadankai at Leh Leng's place. Once again, I've learnt more things.
Proceeded to DownTown East to meet the rest of the Royal Family.
Clarise was entertained with those kiddy rides.
Bought a simple Black Forest cake from EMICAKES.
3 cars drove down to a restaurant at Tanah Merah which happens to be a beach side restaurant of the Changi! And there were planes flying and Clarise was so excited.
Dinner was so-so. (Good still, though)

Lao Fo Ye and Tai Shang Huang drove the King back to camp (with me, the Queen, of course) hehe.
Darling, I miss you so much!!

Came home and met up with the rest of the Royal Family again! And all of us were like cracking our brains to help Clarise fix up ALL her new toys.

My Mummy gave her all the toys one ok?? Those were a Barney bag, HUGE Winnie the Pooh and a humongous kitchen set (which clarise is uber addicted with).

i had a very memorable sat with darling. love love love....

i really can't bear to part with you tonight....

but i still have to.........

wo ai ni.......

Ang Mo Kio East District 4 Discussion Meeting

It was My King's district meeting ytd. He's the YMD leader and Assistant District right?? HAHA! I want to show off can :p

Dun bother about that sentence above.

I did not expect much during a discussion meeting but after attending yesterday's one, my attitude towards my Religion changed so much (in a good way). Discussion meeting is such an important towards a member's faith, I realised.

It was really an opportunity that made me learn ALOT ALOT. All the leaders there are very friendly and ALL the members/believers are SO SO nice! So, I really felt very comfortable there. Oh, and King was the emcee (:

I'll share when the time is right and to the necessary people. Super beneficial.

(:

*Going for mine later then for Clarise's bday.

disappointment.

You disappointed me in everyway.

And thank you for that cos' I know I've made the right choice.

Thank you Gohonzon.

- it's not kenneth lar!

Creating value.

Although it's like the hell like hour and I still have a rehearsal coming morning at Zouk, I think that it is necessary to blog now. ahaha!

Earlier on, there was Friday Rendezvous and WE HAVE PERFORMED... AGAIN! haha. SUCCESS!!!

* a round of applause for caoxillent & dynamo*

And a big thank you for all those who came down to support us <3

Performance aside, do all of you guys think that we have really created value today? We do not create value just by attending district meetings, talking buddhism, attending courses or even participating in Gakkai activities. We have to show actual prove! Show it in our lives. In whatever we do, say and think should be values oriented.

The main aim of Friday Rendezvous, I believe (correct me if i'm wrong), is to encourage current members (like a pick-me-up of faith after setbacks - this is a more extreme case la). More of it is to entertain them and lighten their mood. There are also new friends who're brought along by our fellow Gakkai members to see and feel how actually SSA is like and if the spirit of us, youngsters, are able to touch their hearts and have an impact on them OR NOT. How are we going to prove all these if we're not able to create values in ourselves??

See, we are there for a mission. As everyone is born with a mission in life. Creating value is like the foundation of what we need to have in order to build our faith on it. Not just by talking, really. It all starts with yourselves (and myself, haha!) so that we, together, can really fulfill our missions and further creating more value for the people around (be it friends or family), the community and finally reaching out to the society.

Reflect. Then we can see our own mistakes and improve on them.

Well, that's all I have to say to all of you (and myself, of course).

Once again! Let's all give ourselves a pat on the back cos we have done well today! (:

*P/S: this is a very subjective post. so please do not take it to heart. and any thing you wan2 voice out on this post, PLEASE DO! I believe that all of you have my contact number yea?

Love you guys..

a song

Little faith brightens a rainy day
Life is difficult; you can't go away
Don't hide yourself in the corner
You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye
Opens up you'll see the happy sunshine
Keep going on with your dream
Chasing tomorrow's sunrise
The spirit can never die

Sun will shine, my friend
Won't let you cry, my dear
Seeing you shed a tear
Make my world disappear
You'll never be alone in darkness

See my smile, my friend
We are with you, holding hands
You have got to believe, you are my destiny
We're meant to be your friends

That's what a friend should be.



This song is specially dedicated to ALL my friends I have known through Gakkai!

(:

Change of names.

Miss Goldie Goh Gek Tze took :-

-The Boyfriend

&

-Dar

AWAY FROM ME!! i mean the two words. not literally ok.

Therefore, I'm going to change em (:

hehe.

waiting for you

Goldie did this to kill time. I'm doing this to wait for Dar's call... *waitwaitwait*

Quiz I

[001.] Change your eye color, what color would they be?
A: Hazel. Because it looks so captivating yet mysterious.

[002.] Have any hair color in the world, which color?
A: Coffee+Chocolate colour..

[003.] Instantly be fluent in any language, which language and why?
A: Japanese. Then I can go to Soka Uni in Japan to study without any language barriers (though there's one in America, haha)

[004.] Instantly be able to play an instrument,which instrument and why?
A: My passion is still with my dearie piano. That's my fav.

[005.] Get any job in the world and be good at it too, which job would it be?
A: TAI-TAI (:

[006.] Live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
A: Singapore.

[007.] Join any band, which band would it be?
A: :p

008.] Have any superpower, what would it be and why?
A: It would be the ability to make everyone around me happy and healthy.

[009.]Relive one of your favorite memories, which one would it be?
A: Can I have 2? -1. Knowing that I am part of my family. 2. Knowing that Kenneth Poon Chu Xian is part of my life.

[010.] Magically alter any aspect of your appearance without any pain whatsoever, what would you do?

A: Anything and EVERYTHING!

[011.] Eliminate one bug from the planet, which one and why?
A: Nothing. To continue the food chain.

[012.] Bring any TV shows that went off the air back, which ones would you bring back?
A: SITCOMS!

[013.] You were president, what changes would you make?
A: Give more subsidies to the poor and needy. And jail all those unreasonable people. boo.

[014.] Could become an animal, which animal would you be?
A: Horse! and race across the vast grasslands without a worry. with my companion of course (:

[015.] Eliminate any class from your schedule, which could it be and why?
A: Computing and Mathematical Methods. Cos it SUCKS

[016.] Eliminate one season, which one and why?
A: Eliminate one and add 10 others?? yea. Life would be boring without them.

[017.] Improve one of your five senses, which one would you improve?
A: 2? Sight and hearing. I wanna hear the most magical sounds.

[018.] Instantly become famous, what would you want to be famous for?
A: Singing! or just MYSELF.

[019.] Change your name, what would you change it to?
A: I won't change it

[020.] Paint your room, what colors would it be?
A: Lemon yellow/ sky blue/ green apple.

[021.] Be an instant millionaire, what would you do with the money?
A: Enjoy life aka be a TAI-TAI

[022.] Meet any famous person, who would you meet?
A: My MOMMY! *shhhh* ;)

[023.] Master one school subject, which subject would you choose and why?
A: Literature

[024.] Visit any planet, no matter how far or how bad living conditions are, which would you visit?
A: Pluto, if it's still a planet. LOVE IT with no apparent reasons.

[025.] Spend an unlimited amount of money in any one store, which store would it be?
A: TOD's/ LV/ Topshop/ OMEGA/ Tag Heuer/ Batek Phillipe <3>

[026.] Go back to one of your younger ages, what age would you be again and why?
A: 12. To get a decent PSLE result to get into a good sch.

[027.] Get one piercing and/or tattoo without any pain, what would you get ?
A: Give this power to someone else who's dying for a piercing and tattoo but super kia si.


Quiz II


1.ARE YOU OVER 18?
- Nah ):

2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR CELLPHONE?
- A retrofied model holding a LV bag.

3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
- No lor! Darling said he wanted to meet me v early. and we were on the phone till midnight. guess i only had 4 pathetic hrs of slp.

4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
- Darling lor.

5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE ON UR BED?
- Comforter (spelling error??), 2 pillows, 1 bolster, 2 soft toys and sweet dreams of YOU!

6. EVER TRIED TO SKIP MEAL?
- Yea

7. GRILLED OR FRIED?
- Grilled

8. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE?
- For being myself!

9. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
- I'm fearful.... *shivers* haha, no la.

10. FAVOURITE MOVIE/S?
- Fantastic 4, Spider-man 123, HarryPotter123456789, 200 pounds beauty, A walk to remember, Spirited Away, Howl's Moving Castle, Pirates of the Carribbean 123, Just Follow Law. Well, love all romantic comedies.

11. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
- Health, wisdom, loved ones.

12. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS?
- Save.

13. FAVORITE SONG WHEN U R SLEEPY?
- Byul from 200 pounds beauty

14. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
- schemes (bad ones)

15. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
- Both

16. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
- Van, vanna, birdnest, she bangs, weiwei, DEAR DEAR! <3>

- Loved ones.

24. YOUR EYE COLOR?
- Dark Brown

25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS BRING?
- Handphone, wallet, oil blotters, tissue papers, bag, cosmetics, sanitizer, wet tissue papers, stationery, personal notebook, both iPod Nanos, contact lens solution, chanting beads, gongyo book, hair brush, keys, schedules, photos, postcards, blarblar.

26. WHO'S ON UR MIND RIGHT NOW?
- Darling, Mommy and Clarise,

27. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET AND THE DESIGN?
- Lemon yellow. Checkered.

29. WHO DO U WANT TO MEET?
- All loved ones.

30. HOW'S LIFE TODAY?
- Pretty good.


Quiz III

Who do you blame for your mood today?
- Blame who to be happy today?

How long do you think you will live?
- Till I see my 10th generation. ahaha

What was the 1st thing you did this morning?
- replying all the smses -.-

Last person you went out to dinner with?
- Family.

Are you spoiled?
- I'm still functioning well.

Do you drink lots of water?
- I do when I see the need to. ha. like when pimples start popping out or the heatiness in me builds up.

How do you vent your anger?
- blabber lor.

The last compliment you received?
- HEE. shy. can't say.

Do you look more like your mother or father?
- Mommy!!

When was the last time you threw up?
- Few months back

Would you ever join the military?
- NO!

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
- Darling

What was the last movie you've been to?
- Fantastic4

Two things that people don't know about you?
- I don't bear grudges. I do not let u go when u step on my tail. OK, irony.

The last person you stared at?
- Uncle Sam's GF.

Number of layers on your bed?
- COUNTLESS.

Is anything alive in your room?
- Me lo.

Today, would you rather go back 2 weeks or go forward 2 weeks?
- Forward. Not only today, but everyday.

What was the last book you bought?
- Mags for Van!

What is your current goal to achieve?
- Do my best in Poly and juggle my time well for all my activities *pants*

How is your hair right now?
- Banded.

What is your current worry?
- Are we going to make it for tmr's dance?

Do you have plans for next break?
- Definitely!

Do you prefer to sleep or talk to a friend or send notes when it gets boring in class?
- Talk to a friend

Do you wave hi with a smile or a serious face?
- smile (:

One thing that you like about your house?
- It's conducive, windy, even when u open the windows it won't catch any rain, jus opp amk hub, bright, peaceful. Most importantly, the laughters of my loved ones that have deposited in here for the past 25 years.

Chocolate ice cream or chocolate bar?
- Neither.

What's the good thing about schooling?
- Socialising, getting to use the amenities AND to gain knowledge.

Last song you downloaded?
- -sensitive-

The latest news you've received?
- LOL. I'm not so busybody to post it up here. duh.

Last clothing item you bought?
- WOW. Just bought a set today. Erm. Last one should be the BUM skirt.


Quiz IV

DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND?
- duh

CAN YOU STAY AT HOME FOR 1 WEEK?
- no way

WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SCIENCE OR MATH?
- science

WHAT DO YOU LIKE, CELLPHONE OR T.V.?
- Cross em both

FLIP FLOPS OR SNEAKEers?
- Birkenstocks

HERO OR VILLAIN??
- Hero

ASHLEY TISDALE OR VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS?
- Vanessa Anne Hudgens! <3>

DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DANCE?
- Should be ba

WHEN YOU GET HURT,DO YOU CRY??
- ya

DO YOU LOVE TAKING PICTURES OF YOURSELF?
- NO! But I love capturing moments of my life with my loved ones.

CITY OR COUNTRY?
- Country

JEANS OR SKIRTS?
- Both

HAVE A FRIEND THAT SEEMS T'O BE A BOY/GIRL?
- a boy's a boy. a girl's girl.

GOT BORED IN SCHOOL?
- yeah

LOVE MSN MESSENGER?
- good communication tool

DO YOU ALWAYS CALL YOUR FRIENDS DUDE?
- LOL. NO! That's so rude.

MUSIC LOVER?
- ya

WHAT COLOUR U LIKE?
- everything!

DO U HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE? WHO??
- kenneth poon chuxian. omg. aren't u tired of this question?? whoever who wrote this quiz.

DO U SMOKE?
- no.

lala

Band camp was much fun! Especially on the second day. With all the water bomb and the rugby/dota method of playing it. Siao one. We also played games on benches on the first day. It's madness OK? Squeeze like nobody's business. Nothing else...... BAH

I am so proud to announce that I have a pretty, glamourous, poised (and whatever vocab you can think of) Jiu Ma!!!! OMG! She is so pretty and YOUNG. She's like 10 years older than me only. She's got a slender yet voluptuous bodyline. GOSH GOSH. She's really the goddess man.

Well, so far. Nobody I know is prettier than her. Teeheehee....

I'm so bored now ok. Cos Clarise's arrival has left me with nothing to do. And.... Grandma is only bothered with her new daughter-in-law.

*pouts*

Bless me.. Cos I have alot of activities coming up.

busybusybusy funfunfun

YOU HURT ME SO MUCH

You hurt me so much.

A heart so pure, you lit a fire.
Warm as it is, you threw Ice over it. TONS and TONS of them.
I'd rather you pour water on it, and let it die.

Than letting you torture me, so badly.

Pretty Gadgets

There's NPSD & RPSD's Milk Run Dance training at TBSC later with Eugena and Jerry(:
Engpeng was supposed to join also lar! But she got FD planning meeting which CANNOT be missed. AGAIN. Yes, again.

GADGETS:



Now, I'm helping Eugena to upload songs into her 8GB iPod Nano Black. And I have MY white one and Ken's silver one waiting in line. GRRRRRR. ROAR!



And I'm having a sudden urge to get this:





iPod 80GB White. So pretty hor. Paiseh, I'm still stuck with white. HEHE.

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Dying to change my Handphone also. Which one's nicer?



This is the Nokia's N76. Personally, it feels like a cross between the D&G and Prada phone. It's so so so pretty and sleek, with power-packed functions. *drools* Mommy may be getting this for herself too.


OR




This is Samsung's Ultra Edition 13.8mm Z720 HSDPA phone. Gosh, it speaks for itself, doesn't it? Humble yet poised. And there's the front camera that takes pictures instead of just being a video call camera (although it can also act as a mirror). Speechless.



*Looks forward to meeting dynamonians!*
^_~

Just my day! (((:

Basically, this post is not meant for anyone to read. WAHAHA!

From now on, I'm going to 'commemorate in my heart' 9/6/07! Dun bother asking, haha..

BLAH.........~~~~~~~

And I got home with once again the living room's air-con (:
With the adults playing MJ ): *noisy hor

The others were watching one of the CNY videos from Toronto, Canada. Surprisingly, I managed to sing along, which also means I am VERY old. Erm, not that literally actually. Ah, you get the hang of it yeah.

Guess what?

The Royal Family transformed immediately to The Royal Choir lar! especially when all my family members are really good singers <3






Then Mommy went home at 1am and these are what I found in my room! NEW BAGS!!
I love Mommy!

Pardon the poor lighting, 1 megapix camera. bed background and most importantly, my poor photography skills.









Black and Silver. With a tag behind!! GLAM with a BANG!! *_* ^pretty



This is really a Hermes lookalike. AHHHH.. I've been dying for this. TEEHEEHEE. It's brown and gold. GLAM&uberPOISED by itself... *drools*

---I just can't wait to carry them both!!!!! I think I can't sleep tonight.

Being a good girl brings about happiness and hehe... REWARDS!!

Bryant the drunkard

What a title! haha.

The Couple came to my place just now to chill a lil.

Got flustered up to prepare for the wedding dinner.

Went to Marina Mandarin.

Saw Bryant. (no wonder he didn't go for the bbq oso)

BRYANT THE DRUNKARD!!

It's damn funny.

HAHA!

Now, let me concentrate on laughing.

*P/S: But he very ke lian lar....