YCKSB

Meeting up with Thiviya and Eileen was already nostalgic enough. We then walked the path to get waffles and hotdogs then back to 'school'<-YCKSS. Cheryl came along so THERE, they were falling in. Just like a tear jerking scene. Just that. I miss YCKSS. Patsy's not there anymore. Quite a number of new teachers. Cheryl Tan's going to give birth anytime soon and MrYap&MsChing got married! More scandals but will be too scandalous to share. HAHA! Juniors were wearing band full u. Saw Mr NgS. There's a real christmas tree with sweet woody smell coming from it! nice. Sockhian, chunbok, jocelyn, clement and other dhssb/nco ppl were there too. YCK alumni only got me, thiviya, mitchell, norain, eileen, cheryl, joshua, junxiang, kat, shien, mrkok. We all talked so much about sch. Mr Ng's speech kind of made me wanna go back again after this concert to the alumni band. Miss Lu teared. Don't cry don't cry, haha. Just alot of memories evoked. Few of us walked to central along our usual route and very kind joshua sent me home! thank you ((:

Thanks for the memories, they are well kept deep inside.

Stress is building.

Blogging from Coffee Bean ((:

I guess after going for my Course/Diploma's briefing session earlier on, has really stressed me up. Facilitators who are insanely demanding (very professional though, i like), competitive people, so many of them getting an average GPA of 3.8

Good gracious! They are damn smart people. Not that I'm not ;)

So much details, datelines, choices, competitiveness, intensity, slangs from everyone, pretty people, smarts, bimbo-ness.. etc

Okay, I've got to admit that my course is bimbotic.

Even the facilitators are literally shooting the Course's chair and advisor till they drop man. Because all of their language abilities are strong and tough.

I want to be a journalist and I know it's going to be tough to fight for my place in this course. Thou shall work hard and really brush up on my linguistics.

Watch out for my breakouts.

escape.

I'm dying to escape from everything.

Reality is always cruel.

It's time for me to start breaking free from my enchanted world and come back to reality, dreams, I always love them.

Someone's getting on my nerves but I'll just shrug it off la. Since I'm already looking so much forward to year2&3(:

Can't talk like what we used to be, awkward. Or even what I feel like saying, I still have to consider so many other factors.

Meeting bee~ for DTF later!

I should be happy.

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Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The Clothes You Wear

What others see from your style

You probably have high self-confidence and don't mind what others think of you. However, you can be too materialistic and are never content with what you own.

What your nightclothes reveal

You are a sensuous person who can also get bored easily. You're probably a little lazy and like to have your own way.

What others see from your ties

You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts

You are a kind of person who likes to hide your feelings. You may have a hot temper but tend to cover it with an outwardly calm and gentle demeanor. You are sensitive when it comes to love.

What others see from your shoes

You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.

What others see from your earrings

You are probably a free spirit at heart with artistic talent. You are absolutely unique and are always coming up with lots of great ideas. Being happy is your most important goal.

The last analysis

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

What is your favorite fruit?

Here is the analysis:

You are vigorous yet gentle. You appear to be mysterious to those who don't know you very well because you don't often reveal your feelings. You like to socialize and are popular among your peers.

How do you react to compliments?

Here is the analysis:

If you are gracious and simply say thank you when you receive a compliment, it shows that you are confident and self-assured. You res

pect the privacy of others, and don't like to poke your nose into anyone's business. You are sure of what your values are, and are proud of what you believe.

Swimsuits reflect your personality

Here is the analysis:

You are a mystery and it seems like you are trying to hide something from others. Both sexes find you interesting and attractive. You enjoy exploring your individuality and don't really mind what others think of you.

The favorite place in your home

Here is the analysis:

You are imaginative and colorful. You attract people just by the way you talk. This can make some people feel jealous.

Your Handwriting

Here is the analysis:

You are a sociable and outgoing person. You enjoy attending parties and seek attention from people wherever you can. The closer you place your words together, the more afraid you are of being left alone. Loneliness is your one great fear.

What is your most favorite pet?

DOG

The most favorite pet of all time is definitely the dog. Having a pet dog suggests that you are a friendly person who likes talking to people. You are outspoken and don't have any secrets or bias opinions. People like to be around you because you are sincere and loving. You don't like to say anything to hurt other people's feelings.

Rings on Fingers

Forefinger

You are quite confident and very responsible. You like to lead and can appear to be quite tough on the surface, but underneath is a gentle and sensitive character that enjoys the finer things of life.

Jeans and Personality

Basic Jeans

If you like to wear your basic blue jeans, not tight, baggy, decorated or whatever, you are content with your current status and life style. You normally wear jeans only when it's appropriate to do so. Sounds like a real gentleman or lady doesn't it?

Your Favorite Ice Cream Flavor

Coffee

You have confidence in your ability to get things done. You are a leader among friends, and a good one too. You are responsible and like to challenge yourself by taking up difficult tasks--and you usually succeed.

What Type of Woman Does He Like?

Here is the analysis:

He tend to be easy going, down to earth, not overly fussy, and content to live within his means. His dream girl likewise would be of similar nature, as aspiring for someone more sophisticated would be unrealistic. A guy in this category is content with his current reality, and is not a dreamer or someone who would relish on putting on a mask when meeting other people.

He likes women who really is interested in him for whom he is, and not for his social status, money, or what he pretends to be. If you really like him, then you have to be yourself and cut out the all the facades. Remember, this is a down-to-earth and really sincere guy, unlike the the others whom you normally meet. A very interesting fellow indeed.

Your Favorite Zoo Animal

Bear

You are a family person. You love your home and care for everyone in your family. You are kind and often sacrifice yourself to make others happy. You are proud of everything that belongs to you.

The color of your car

Black

You like to be mysterious. You appear to be a confident and calm as well as a very sexy person. You dress well and your outfits show that you are an elegant individual.

Your Pet's Name

Named after a famous person

Selecting a name also given to a famous person or a TV character like Madonna, Beckham or Clinton, indicates that you have determination and high expectations for your future. You rise to any challenge.

In search of a soulmate

Here is the analysis:

The hard-working chief engineer is the guy for you. He's the one who would build a wooden hut--with a complete set of furniture, just for you. You need to feel at home and he's the one to make your dreams come true.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

Cinderella

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?

You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.

Love and Your Sweetheart

Here is the analysis:

Your man is a lot of fun to be with. His talk is charming and because of this he always seems to be surrounded by girls. You'll just have to live with this and not let it bother you. If you let him know you're jealous, it's likely that he would turn his back on you without too many second thoughts. To be with him, you have to give him plenty of room to move, trust him, and allow him to be independent. You should also remember to be independent yourself. He enjoys going out to parties and likes you to have fun along with him too, so make the most of his love of life.

Steal It!

What are the causes of your conflicts with friends?

A map and a compass are a sign of seriousness. However, you often forget the time and place for your appointment with friends which bores them right? So, don't mix up your schedule and recheck it in order to follow the schedule correctly.

Boring weekend.

Caught Enchanted (:

Went to WD/YWD meeting yesterday @ Leh Leng's place.

Said a bit of things.

So as usual, it's like my 'family gathering' cos of all my grand aunts and grandma and mommy.

Without fail, we were the noisiest.

And again, everyone thought mommy and i were sisters partly because we wore the same dress and inner wear yesterday. We look identical (yes, i know you know).

I am bored. I wasn't tasked anything to do.

Blog.

Had a terrible nightmare that the whole band broke down when playing Jupiter. Shucks. Then there I went msning alot of people telling them to prac the piece with me =x dun care much as long as Goldie and I can go through it and stay there to support, each other. The biggest problem? The band is not even rehearsing it regularly, enough, in my very personal opinion because it's like the toughest in our repertoire.

I know you won't be free.

That's random.

I'm loading the Bee movie (: Though I just watched it like last week.

I love the way Giselle looks at Robert.

The ball, especially. My fairytale, make it mine.

HAHA!

i miss going for... and ...

MY MSN IS SCREWED UP!
ALL CONTACTS LOST.
FUCK.

the disgusting affair

sometimes, it's not the 'thing' itself that makes me turn away.

it is the unnecessary people who are not involved but force their way through.

this is terrible and disgusting.

two poems, read on.

Romeo & Juliet, the sweetest love ever.

Remember not the pathos of our plight
Or the tears of our too-youthful end.
Mourn us not, for we became a light,
Eden shining still through deathless night,
On all who first pure love would comprehend.

Judge us not, although we chose to die,
Undone by beauty such as few have known,
Love so perfect one could not reply
In words less meteoric than its own.
Each life must wend its way towards death and pain.
Though we died young, our story will remain.

I was Reminded

As we lay there quiet,
I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you.
Your smile,
and the way it teased at me seductively.
Your laugh,
and the way it tempted me.
Your eyes,
and the way they seem to hypnotize me.

As we sat there silent,
I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you.
Your smile,
and the way it brings such life into me.
Your laugh,
and the way it makes everything okay.
Your eyes,
and the way they seem to read my thoughts.

As we stand here now,
I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you.
Your smile,
and the way it confuses me.
Your laugh,
and the way it seems to mock me.
Your eyes,
and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing.

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You are always changing your life and the lives of those around you. You aren't afraid to move on from what holds you back. Energetic and powerful, you have a nearly unlimited capacity for success. You know how to "go with the flow" and take advantage of what is given to you.

What's Your Power Bird?

You are a Romantic Date

Your dating philosophy? "Date to fall in love" You prefer your dates to lead you down a romantic path If there's no soulmate connection, you're just wasting your time Guys to look for: Guys serious about love, who say they're ready for marriage Search for guys looking to "settle down" or "meet my match" Because if a guy's just playing the field, he won't give yout the romance you crave

What Kind of Dating Diva Are You?

You Are Low Maintenance

Otherwise known as "too good to be true" You're one laid back chica - and men love that! Just remember that no good guy likes a doormat. So if you find your self going along to get along... Stop yourself and put up a little bit of a fight.

Are You A High Maintenance Woman?

Your Love Life is Like Casablanca

"Kiss me. Kiss me as if it were the last time." For you, love is never finished. If you've loved someone once, you'll always love them. You're an old fashioned romantic... even if your relationships don't end up as romantic as you'd like. Your love style: Traditional and understated Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Complicated and ambiguous

What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?

You Are Banana Pocky

Your attitude: fun and lighthearted Unique and unforgettable You are cutie everyone falls for

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

You Should Spend Your Summer in Europe

You're in to almost all forms of culture - art, music, architecture, food... And spending a summer at the beach sounds pretty darn boring to you. So head off to Europe, where you can have your tiramisu (and even eat it on the beach!)

Where Should You Spend Your Summer?

You Are 24% Phobic

Scared? You? Not really. Everyone has a few normal phobias, and you're no exception. It's okay to be afraid of a few things. You wouldn't be human if you weren't.

How Phobic Are You?

You Are a Strawberry Blonde

Men see you as flirtatious, but they also see you as a challenge Because you're totally fearless and carefree You've got the lightheartedness of a blonde, with the attitude of a redhead

How Blonde Are You?

You Are Merlot

Smooth, confident, and popular - you're the type most likely to order wine for the whole group. You seem to breeze through life on your intuition and wit. And no one seems to mind! You're comfortable in any social situation you find yourself in, and you never feel outclassed. And while you live a charmed life, you never let it go to your head. You are truly down to earth and a great friend. Deep down you are: Balanced and mature Your partying style: Surprisingly wild... when you let loose, you really let loose Your company is enjoyed best with: Some greasy pizza

What Kind of Wine Are You?

You Are Dancer

Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance. Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer. Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly.

Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Your Lust Quotient: 37%

You are a fairly lustful person, but nothing out of the norm. You usually keep your lust under control, but sometimes it gets the better of you.

How Much Lust Do You Have?

You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need. You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law. While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top. You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!

Would You Be a Cool Parent?

What Your Favorite Color White Says About You:

Naive --- Innocent ---Neutral Shy --- Serious --- Stubborn Ethical --- Honest --- Self-Important

What Does Your Favorite Color Say About You?

You Are a Great Student

You aren't afraid to crack the books when you need to, and you make your education a true priority. You could become a PhD in anything, if you set your mind to it. There's no limit to what you can learn!

Are You a Good Student?

You Should Be In Atomic Kitten

Cute and stylish - you're the perfect little pop package. Oh, and you can sing a little too :-)

What Girl Group Should You Be In?

Your Scent is Rose

Delicate, feminine, and soft Your personality is fresh and understated

What's Your Girl Smell?

You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut

A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image. On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex. You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time. Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence.

What Donut Are You?

You Are In a Good Mood

Today, you're feeling pretty together and happy. While not everything is going you're way, you're keeping things in perspective. And it seems like things are looking up for you!

What Mood Are You In?

random note.

Sometimes, it is really fun to skip school (again) on a totally random weekday and chill with my laptop, a fav magazine and a cup of tea (:

I have finally collected my lens! Bought 4 boxes. Two 'Oasys' and two 'Define'. Both Acuvue. Also got back my heels from Gladys for her prom night(: aww... i'm so nice for you to 'reach the sky' LOL.

A lil pity I skipped school today because I thought today's topic is quite fun to study and talk about.

"The equality of Men and Women"

WHEE~ fun right?

This is so shiok. haha. To think that RPWS is playing Jupiter now ;) punpunpunpun.

i want to go for ycksb and ssw/swo concerts.

i want i want i want.

Mr Poon is busy doing his part for Kofu.

So I can't disturb him.

Now, who wants to go for the concerts with me? Then send me to the airport?

to taiwan(:

@ Dar's

Yesterday SUCKS big time. What a contrast to today! Heh.

At least there's no band today.

+I'm at Dar's place, always cheers and cozi-zies me. LOL.

Jameson's here to sing with Dar's guitar accompaniment for tmr's performance at Senja. I WANT TO GO!!! Cos I'm already serenaded with his voice and his playing (:

omg, he really sing damn well.

i want to go! BUT! i heard it is for the Young Men.. Erm, young WOMAN <-- me only can go also la, but I'll feel so awkward.

Eh... See how see how..

Shucks.

i miss singing also.

Cry

I want to cry now because I saw something that I shouldn't.
Crying in class is embarrassing so I cannot do it again.
MSN isn't working for all RP students.
iloveim.com doesn't get any worse.
I can't even send messages out.
My heart's squinching scornching squishing squashing. I know the first two s-s words do not exist -.-

Did I mention I was angry too?! That facilitator gave me a D. The one who's very nice to bully? (of course I didn't bully her) And do you know what's the hilarious reason behind it? Cos I was sitting on a chair when debating. FUCK. Don't she know how much is she going to affect?! OMG. She literally dirtied my very A-ey record. DAMMIT. Not that I didn't or not work hard. Chicken Backside. I seriously hate this because it makes me skip a day less of cognitive. I WANT MY ORIGINAL FACILITATOR! idon'tcare *kicks my legs in the air*

Sigh. Can't act like that. I'm 17. For that matter of fact =(

msnmsnmsnmsnmsn.

YUMYUM!
Just finished my tah-powed Nasi Lemak with SeokEng. *i didn't order black pepper hotdogs this time round (:*

My mood's better, though I'm appointed the leader THANKS to the faci.

Now, I'd better get back to work.

寫給孩子的一封信 < 當我老了 >

當我老了 , 不再是原來的我 .
請理解我 , 對我有一點耐心 .
當我把菜湯洒到的衣服上時 , 當我忘記怎樣系鞋帶時 ,
請想一想當初我是如何牽著你的手教你 .

當我一遍又一遍的重复你早已聽膩的話語 ,
請耐心的聽我說 , 不要打斷我 .
你從小的時候 , 我不得不重复那個我講過千百遍的故事 , 直到你進入夢鄉 .

當我需要你幫我洗澡時 , 請不要責备我 . 還記得小時候我千方百計哄你洗澡的情形嗎 ?

當我對新科技和新事物不知所措時 , 請不要嘲笑我 . 想一想當初我怎樣耐心地去回答你每一個 ” 為什麼 ” .

當我由于双脚疲勞而無法行走時 ,
請伸出你年輕有力的手攙扶我 .
就像你小時候學習走路時 , 我扶你那樣 .

當我忽然忘記我們談話的主題 , 請給我一些時間去回想 . 其實對我來說 , 談論什麼并不重要 , 只要你能在一旁聽我說 , 我就很滿足了 .

當你看著老去的我 , 請不要悲傷 .
理解我 , 支持我 , 就像你剛開始學習如何生活時我對你那樣 .

當初我引導你走上人生的路 ,
如今請陪我走完最後的路 , 給我你的愛和耐心 , 我會報以感激的微笑 .
這微笑中凝結著我對你無限的愛 .

And I cried.

Bitchy

The school's connection has got something against me. Except for LEO, this is the only site I can go. Pfffft!

Dammit.

This song's for Darling.

School's not as good as it's supposed to be anymore. Closer classmates should understand. LOL. Just let this semester pass faster and let me go learn my arty farty course. haha.

Saturday is really romantic after a long long long time. Didn't know that Darling had such romance~ abilities until we were at Esplanade's Rooftop terrace. Hehe. NICE NICE NICE! Erm, spent alot of money also =( boo. Ding Tai Fung and Haagen Dazs. Like I'm their regular already. Thanks to some tai-tai friends. Not literally, but yea.

Girlfriend ps-ed me for work today. Was supposed to ANOTHER tai-tai day, supposedly going through the exact routine. LOLS. I know I'm boring.

So now I can only wait for Darling's district meeting to end then he'll come and meet me~ eh eh.. go and watch Stardust, Game Plan and Bee Movie alright. All nice! Bee Movie will be really needed if you need to unleash yourself la, cos it's crazily lame.

OOOOOOH! Bee Movie's female lead is called VANESSA! and her chinese name is my original name, for those who know. The best part? Her boyfriend's name in that show is Darling's name. My goodness. I think it's Mommy who made that movie.

I dunno what to talk about.

Girlfriend lent me her Havaianas to my blistered feet for the evil intention to be vain. lalas~

In love with a (more than one actually) Hokkien song now (very touching) :



有一日咱若老　找无人甲咱友孝　我会陪你
坐惦椅寮　听你讲少年的时阵　你有外摮
吃好吃丑无计较　怨天怨地嘛袂晓　你的手
我会甲你牵条条　因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜　阮对少年跟你跟甲老
人情世事已经看透透　有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜　才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到　我会让你先走
因为我会呒甘　放你为我目屎流

有一日咱若老　有媳妇子儿友孝　你若无聊
拿咱的相片　看卡早结婚的时阵　你外缘投
穿好穿丑无计较　怪东怪西嘛袂晓
你的心我会永远记条条　因为我是你的家后

阮将青春嫁置恁兜　阮对少年就跟你跟甲老
人情世事嘛已经看透透　有啥人比你卡重要
阮的一生献乎恁兜　才知幸福是吵吵闹闹
等待返去的时阵若到　你着让我先走
因为我会呒甘　看你为我目屎流



Like this video. Also very touching.

i love you.

Bloody Day.

I bleed alot today.

Total injury:

(1) Thumb's flesh got slashed off by my own nail when I was trying to pull up my leggings. Erm, off. Like a valley now.
Size of injury: 1cm.

(2) 12 blisters on both legs. Didn't really bother. So blood just stained my slippers unknowingly but painfully.
Size of injury: 20 cm.

(3) I opened the 80cents plastic cup's cover (RP students shd know), the edge snipped my forefinger's flesh in an instant.
Size of injury: 1.5cm.

Somehow, I think I know why I got all these injuries, scarily, all in a day. Hurts, they hurt.
And I know you are alright now. Please take care and recuperate, I'll pray for you.


P/S: I think RPWS only has a first clarinetist *points at myself*, irritatingly.

xoxo

Our Song, erm, HanWen's one also. LOL.

歌曲：世界唯一的你

歌手：曹格 专辑：曹格首张创作专辑

是你
第一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美的安排
是我
让你过长的等待
我们只要现在深爱
幸福就来
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
过去所有的悲哀
都只是寻觅我唯一
勇敢真爱
照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了一次一辈子
再不分开
恨我来不及参于你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
呜...耶....
是一个奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意
....呜...哦...
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半
ho ...哦...
就算让我伤尽天理
我什么都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意

(:

I sound like a 幸福宝宝 now. *shy*

Going through that thing have made me more mature and get to know who's the one. And after what you have said today, I finally get to see your true colours. I'm so glad to realize that if not I'll still be that naive to do foolish things. Scuse me, Girlfriend and my friendship WOULD NOT be broken or have any effects of such just because of what you say, ********* <--that's whatever you can think of.

Appreciating loved and closed ones beside you is very important. When you start to love the people around you, the world will then be a better place to live in.

WELL!

My limbs are injured.. I cut myself with my nails on left thumb, the flesh just came off. Not only that, but the very pretty slippers Mom bought inflicted 12 blisters on my legs so now, 12 plasters. I think I look like a Mummy, Mommy (pardon the pun, HAHA!).

Exciting news! Singapore Soka Association has put up a mini exhibition between w1 and w2! so cute la. I didn't realize until Seokeng pointed it out to me. It's about recycling. Feel like chanting for a long long time and do Gongyo for 100000000 times or something.

RP's Chinese Orchestra performed at South Agora just now during 2nd break (though it still is now) to kick off the Arts' Festival thingy. They played MoonLight KungFu!!!! OMG. Goosebumps la~ Cos it made me reminiscence when YCK played that as well... SIGH. I'm sooo nostalgic.

Gold's sick. Thus, Jupiter is Van's solo again~

yajie is girlfriend.

Skipped school again.

Hi everyone! I skipped school again!

Not on purpose. Talked to darling on the phone till dawn and it was pouring so heavily! I just had to nua on my bed and continue to sleep. Just felt a lil guilty cause tmr's Science UT and today's Science lesson! Omg. It's on marbles though, bet it's Physics. *heng ah*

Then Mommy came over around noon to pass me more things that she had bought for me. So so... Something very bad happened that made me harbour the thought of leaving home. But, the forgetful me became so engrossed into another matter so I forgot about leaving home. LOL! Call me sotong.

Best part of the day is to go over to Darling's to nua the whole time after his work and we had real late dinner aka supper. LOL.

There's band tomorrow and the climax of the day shall be playing Saga Candida with Gold and Jupiter with the band. Erm, reason being? It is Jupiter.

LOL.

Baby, I Love You!
Goldie Loves Alan!
Girlfriend Loves Me! because because... ahem..
and many many more!

LOL.

So random.

Anyway, Darling and I both <3 Keira.

muacks

Mommy's back!

I was late for test. But I managed to finish earlier than the rest perhaps I was too kan chiong and CHIONG the test, especially the VB part. Math still can, but VB ah, can watch myself fail. The codings are like playing hide and seek. Must hide A at B to make C have the result of A from B. Sounds complicating right? That's how puzzled I was. Erm, obviously that's not the exact question la, just to describe it in layman's term.

Temp facilitator today. On science&religion. Basically, I've learnt nothing. At least, nothing about the day's problem. TSK. Waste my school fees only. Faci was damn slack also. Told us to do a debate then THAT'S IT! wtf. Worst part? Debate wasn't fruitful at all because of lack of communication, my wrong. Acted silent movie today.

Met up with Girlfriend and we're both pissed by MJL. !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!@#%^&* That guy sucks. Typical MCP - Man Chauvinistic Pig! Feel like disclosing her identity but due to some procedures on hand to handle, nope. Girlfriend has planned for us to buy an apartment next to each other and have a link in between so we can access each other's house without hassle. Not forgetting our planned trips to Taiwan, HongKong and France. YAY! Going out with her this weekend too! Another tai-tai SUNDAY.

Oh btw, she showed me something that really made me die heart. wahaha.

Band was annoying, musically. Sorry to offend. lol.

I thought the debate with Gold was so much MORE productive than the lesson's. On religion too. And personal values. *engrossed* Eat talk eat talk.

Quickly rushed home knowing that Mommy got loads of bring backs for me! To name a few, 5 tops, 1 jacket, 2 dresses, 5 pouches, 2 rings, 2 pair of earrings, 3 ling ling long long, 3 magical yet practical stuff (i dunno how to name it), sequinned slippers, bitchy slippers, tunics, METALLIC PINK 360 deg ROTATIONAL HARD COVER HARD CORE luggage, hand towels, etc.
EVERYTHING BRANDED -.-

Erm, she's got like 100 times more for herself.

Uncle Sam took his flight this morning to go and visit his girlfriend.

Suddenly, lost track of thoughts.

BYEBYE!

Favourites, now.

Parts that are highlighted in orange speaks for me itself.

歌曲：突然累了

歌手：林俊杰 专辑：编号89757

吃饭吃到睡了
我开车开到傻了
我看书看到你了
开始怀疑我怎么了
说话说到吐了
我写歌写到疯了
我爱你爱到盲了
天知道我又怎么了
不舍得舍不得都分手了
舍不得不舍得散了
爱是你的我是我的完了
原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了
原来我不爱了
哒啦......

歌曲：被爱的女人

歌手：李玟 专辑：历年精选辑

在镜子前面
我是个被爱的女人
他就在门外
这个周末我可以依赖在他的胸怀
在情人面前
我还是单身的女人
爱若缺了缘份
我想我只能用情至深但不能太认真
为什么被爱有时却觉得悲哀
为什么我还是害怕一个人醒来
为什么相爱日子却仍然空白
为什么你走不到我的未来
让爱固定下来我不会永远青春可爱
我的美丽要你的温柔帮我保留下来
让爱固定下来我和你不要不要分开
我不要爱一再一再彩排
我不是每次失恋后都能重新再来

歌曲：淹没

歌手：张学友 专辑：电影原声带 / 色,戒

这一个夜里雨点下得很密
闷透的屋里灯光一丝
窗前雨滴四处逃避
心底的日记混合段数气息
回忆前后在墙壁响起
耳边累积无能为力
前事不断爬进来
早知道是场祸灾
以为可以躲开
这意外意料之外
是天意上天的安排
该走的时候感觉背后湿透
冷已开始蔓延在游走
涌上眉梢淹没心头
记忆不断闯进来
一切变得明白
曾经拥有的爱
比我更需要存在
比我更需要存在
活该不要徘徊
爱就爱只是一场灾
深如海深如海如海
深如海深如海如海
深如海如海如海

歌曲：相思风雨中

歌手：张学友/汤宝如 专辑：偷闲加油站

(男)难解百般愁相知爱意浓
(女)情海变苍茫痴心遇冷风
(男)分飞各天涯他朝可会相逢
(女)萧萧风声凄泣暴雨中

(男)人海里飘浮展转却是梦
(女)情深永相传飘于万世空
(男)当霜雪飘时(合)但愿花亦艳红
(合)未惧路上烟雨蒙

(男)啊...寄相思风雨中
(女)啊...寄痴心风雨中
(男)抱月去化春风云外追踪侣梦
((男)恨满胸愁红尘多作弄

(男)难解百般愁相知爱意浓
(女)情海变苍茫痴心遇冷风
(男)分飞各天涯(女)但愿他日重逢
(合)夜漫漫路上珍重

(男)寒夜里霜雪飘时
(合)但愿花亦艳红别后路上珍重

*P/S: This is the canto song I found out I can sing ytd! WHEE~ MYSELF ok.

歌曲：陌生人

歌手：soler 专辑：双声道

点了最后一支香烟
拿着准备好的行李
好想打个电话给你
却没有勇气
多么期待你会再打来
叫我别走你的最爱不必悲哀
电话没响所有一切都一样
还记得我们的承诺
总想起你说过爱我
自暴自弃也没用
难道我真的想不通
虽然伤口越来越痛
感觉呼吸越来越重
不会再停着一直做梦
哭也没用忍着伤痛yeah
离开你我真的痛
你不知道你不知道
哭着看着你离开我
你看不到你听不到
为什么为什么要离去
为什么为什么再相遇
已变成陌生人
看着我们当天的那照片
当天我们的记念
那灰蓝的天又再回到从前
躺在我的怀里看夕阳
你说希望永远都一样
不管怎样不停回想
结局过后还能怎样

歌曲：分手快乐

歌手：梁静茹 专辑：恋爱的力量

我无法帮你预言
委曲求全有没有用
可是我多么不舍
朋友爱的那么苦痛
爱可以不问对错
至少有喜悦感动
如果他总为别人撑伞
你何苦非为他等在雨中
泡咖啡让你暖手
想挡挡你心口里的风
你却想上街走走
吹吹冷风会清醒的多
你说你不怕分手
只有一点遗憾难过
情人节就要来了
剩自己一个
其实爱对了人
情人节每天都过
分手快乐
祝你快乐
你可以找到更好的
不想过冬
厌倦沉重
就飞去热带的岛屿游泳
分手快乐
请你快乐
挥别错的才能和对的相逢
离开旧爱
像坐慢车
看透彻了心就会是晴朗的
没人能把谁的幸福没收
你发誓你会活的有笑容
你自信时候真的美多了

歌曲：换季

歌手：金莎 专辑：换季

是泪滴结束每段感情
要时间忘记想忘记
其实埋藏在心里
雨滴结束每个冬季
晒不干过去就面对你
喜怒哀乐的回忆
听天空晴朗开始好天气
别在忧郁让心情也天晴
失恋的人就换季脱下过期爱情
突醒的眼里看见发亮的自己哦~多美丽
受伤的人就换季春夏秋冬轮替
总有你的美景等待下一季下一次天晴

I'd like to thank...

(in no order of preference) *and i'm surprised that they actually remember my birthday because I don't publicize things like that.. as low key as possible*

Kenneth Poon Chu Xian, Engpeng, FongYee, Victor, Jerry, Gladys, Goldie, Suhana, Haziq, Samantha, SeokEng, Auntie Karen, Mommy, GrandMa, Jeeva, Suhaida, Stella, Mickey, Baohui, Sooling, ChengFu, Derek, Laura, Seika, YaJie, Cherie, Gim Yee etc etc

and many many others. Sorry if I have forgotten about you. PLS remind me! lols.

Anyway, I am grateful for everything.

Thank you :D

*P/S: I realised I could sing canto songs, erm, fluently!

Lastly, happy birthday to me. Is it belated now? haha.

The Birthday.

I'm tired.

I'm screwed up.

Birthday? useless, senseless, stupidest.

I want to get out of this and love who I am supposed to love.

Birthday Eve

Anniversary was fun and sweet (:

Darling gave me a new GOLD phone. heh. thank you. It's like the most expensive gift I've received for my birthday.

Ok, did I mention Mommy went to Bangkok and HongKong? She's going to come back tomorrow night but she's not celebrating with me cos I'll be stuck at k-box. Anyone else wants to go? LOL. Come! *invitation to all* (: erm, as long as u all are not strangers, would be fine.

Grandma and granddad dined with me at NewYork2 just now.

I dunno what to say.

Oh, I watched Stardust the other day and GamePlan today.
The morale behind the Game Plan (for me) is to NOT abandon my daughter in the future like what my Dad has done to me. Haha, bet many of you are dropping your jaws off. Shocking but true.

Received an sms from KW regarding the study meeting at THE PLACE I AM MOST RELUCTANT TO GO. Sigh, why why why of all places there?! Gosh. Irony. Kill me.

*kbox kbox kbox kbox kbox kbox kbox*

School's starting tomorrow =(

It'll be either VB or math. Now, why can't I study the modules for my course! that makes me looking super forward to the lit world.

Let time pass quickly. I want kbox. Finally a decent outlet to release all kept emotions.

Got a couple of presents alr (: Good enough good enough.

I JUST WANT KBOX!

And Seika Fujihara, DON'T stay in school to finish your work tmr, I am MORE IMPORTANT. lols.

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think I'm going to lose a friend, not literally.
Quite disappointing,
but expected.

Can be revived, I'll try and ignore that part of it. Though it's more than betrayal, I'll still take it. Sigh.

BOBOBOBOBOBOBCHACHACHACHACHA.

forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him. forget about him forget about him forget about him forget about him.

i need to move on...

vroom.

Rude ShockS

Yesterday was the most extravagant day that I ever had. There goes my 2 months allowance, thus from now on, I'll live with bread and butter. But it's all worth it!

Girlfriend and I met after her stupid workshop thingy to get her CE points. tsk. Completely without any destination in mind, we went to the mega shopping mall in Singapore :p

Our itinerary (only those we spent at and memorable ones, including others will be too long for you to read) :
1. Have Taiwan snacks
2. Mac's Ice Cream cone *cos she was so tempted by the shuai ge(s) eating them, lol.
3. Forever 21 *i bought a silver top and a RING (: *she got a fitting v-neck (:
4. Coffee Bean
5. ebase *got a very unique and pretty -shawl cum cardigan- (((:
6. NewUrbanMale *her white rubber havaianas slipper.
7. PastaMania
8. Walked the uber romantic route of Singapore river from Raffles place to Esplanade.
9. Rooftop terrace!
10. Haagen Dazs *we ordered like the most expensive ones and it was around 10pm already. sooo romantic!
11. We're going to get a new and same phone together LATER!

Eh, she shocked me with 3 things yesterday. Very shocked. The first two were crazily impulse and the third one is heart-wrenching.

Ok ok, so what can I say.

A liked B.
B liked A.
B don't like A.
A tried not to like B.
C proved that B is not worth liking.
A almost gave up hope.
D flirts with B.
B flirts back.
D happens to be A's girlfriend.
A knows about everything .

and?

I just have to shut up.

stop telling lies, you.

More on Music, I guess.

Dreaming of ghosts didn't make me sleep well at all. counting the number of times I cough, clear my throat, sniff, blow my nose, bite my lips, stop the bleeding, getting emotional over redundant matters and thinking too much about what happened yesterday, and probably today.

The sensation of blogging burns and intensifies but just then, a pail of cold water jolted me to my senses, or not. It's more of a rude shock, yes, truth struck. At this point of transition, I'm in a dire need for music. Be it going for band, orchestra or piano practices. Music lets me forget the pain and cheers me up! Though listening to past recordings of previous good bands that I was with makes me feel BETTER, but well, beggars can't be choosers.

Nestor Torres and Shunzo Ohno let me think and go deeper into the purpose behind making music and enjoying it. Ok, I admit, RPWS may not just be the best group that I was with, but I take every single chance and opportunity as a learning experience. Making music is not all about having a nice balance, to be in tune, good intonation and whatever technical terms that whoever can come up with. Ya, they are the few main factors of making m.u.s.i.c. Not completely though because I personally think that M is an expression of your own thoughts, enjoying the M with the people you play with and whether the purpose behind playing M with a certain group makes you happy or not.

Every piece has their own unique expression. Be it sad, joyous, mournful, peaceful, chaotic, etc. Each note, I realised, can be used to display your emotions very well. "What you think is what you play. Who you are is what you think.", I thought. Seemingly, if you enjoy your emotions being placed into the M, you would start to appreciate those around you, creating those magical moments together. Simply said, the bond; Teamwork. Now, the most important (to me) one is the purpose behind for a certain group of people to come together. In SNCO, we come together to do Kosen-Rufu, to promote world peace. In RPWS, we have fun and try to bring that 'fun' to our schoolmates, to the community and the society. Piano is the cause for me to join bands (not mentioning those before) and to sustain that passion till now. Since I'm the only child who wants to play an instrument with treble and bass at the same time, the wisest choice would be piano right. So as I grow older, I want and I wish to have people from all over to make a wider range of M together with me, that's why. Very self-centered right.

Ok, my gastric is still suffering from the painnn and pulll. Terrible. I'd better go wash up now :p

Happy Deepavali
Happy Birthday Samm
Happy Birthday Vic

(:

Truth struck.

i'm depressed.

quiz craze. you can not bother to read.

You Should Honeymoon in Europe!

You are a traditional romantic at heart... With a taste for fine wine, museums and beautiful walks. You and your sweetie should get romantic in a cafe in Paris Or get a Eurail pass - and see as many cities as possible! Suggested destinations: Paris, Venice, London, Greece

Where Would Your Dream Guy Take You on Your Honeymoon?

You Are 20% Control Freak

There's no way you're a control freak. You're totally laid back - and able to take life as it comes. While you definitely have a healthy mental attitude, don't get suckered into letting someone control you.

Are You A Control Freak?

You Are Definitely Not a Jerk Magnet

You can spot a jerk very easily, and you know to stay away from these loser guys. Your biggest problem? Noticing all the jerks that your girlfriends are dating!

Are You a Jerk Magnet?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well. But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating. You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

You Are Eggs

Traditional and totally grown up, you truly believe that breakfast is the most important meal of the day. You don't skimp on nutrition or quality. You're likely to take the time to make yourself a decent meal each morning. You're a great cook, even if you aren't a showy one. You can make a feast out of simple ingredients. The food you eat may be basic, but you prefer to think of it as classic.

What Kind of Breakfast Are You?

Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Long and Framed

What Women's Hairstyle Is Right For You?

You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do! You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing. You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you. How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement. You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you. By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power. And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

You Should Own a Shih Tzu

Dignified, playful, and quiet.

What Kind of Dog Should You Have?

Your Heart is Feeling Broken

Your heart is pretty much destroyed right now, and it's hard for you to think of anything else. You are in deep despair, and sometimes it feels like you will never love again. Your hear may be at its lowest point right now. Things can only get better from here. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Being swept away by the wrong person Your current outlook on love: You find yourself wondering if love is ever worth it Your love life will improve if you: Take a lot of steps back. You're in no shape to fall in love right now. Watch out for: Anyone who may try to take advantage of your fragile state.

What Is Your Heart Feeling?

He Is More Than a Hookup

You've fallen pretty hard for this guy, which could be a great thing. But if he's just looking for a hookup, this spells trouble. If your guy wants something serious, than by all means, step things up. Otherwise, find someone else who's interested in more than a fling.

Is He Just a Hookup?

You Are Dave Matthews Band Magic Brownies Ice Cream

Not *those* magic brownies!

What Flavor Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream Are You?

You Are 72% Girly

You're a pretty girly chick, and you're not ashamed to admit it (or wear pink). But you're also practical. You can hang with the guys, as long as they're not too gross!

How Girly Are You?

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

What Vanessa Means

V is for Violent Kisser A is for Almond N is for Nugget E is for Enchantment S is for Snuggles S is for Smoochie A is for Angel

What's Your Pet Name?

Your Uncommon Name Is:

Cinderella Faviola Valvo

What Very Uncommon Name Should You Have?

You all should try the pet name's quiz. I tried with different names of friends and it is pretty accurate.lol.

random.

You Are A Professional Girlfriend!

You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise! Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro. If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you. You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

You Should Be an Artist

You are incredibly creative, spontaneous, and unique. No one can guess what you're going to do next, but it's usually something amazing. You can't deal with routine, rules, or structure. You're easily bored. As long as you are able to innovate and break the rules, you are extremely successful. You do best when you: - Can work by yourself - Can express your personality in your work You would also be a good journalist or actor.

What Should You Be When You Grow Up?

You Should Play the Piano

You are a true music aficionado who loves many musical style and eras. You find music to be an escape. And you'd like to be relaxed and comfortable when you're making it. You're very innovative, and you have a unique way of knowing what may sound beautiful. There's a strong possibility that you could compose some of your own work songs quite easily. While you have a lot of creative energy, you are also serious and conscientious. Your musical talent needs time, practice, and lots of privacy to flourish. Your dominant personality characteristic: your painstaking attention to detail Your secondary personality characteristic: your natural tendency to be whimsical

What Musical Instrument Should You Play?

You Should Learn French

C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs. You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...

What Language Should You Learn?

Travel Horoscope for Scorpio

When you travel, you want to be inspired and awed. You want a vacation that's challenging, exotic, and a once in a lifetime experience. You should travel to: Nepal South Africa China Antarctica Galapagos Islands

What's Your Travel Horoscope?

You Are Romanticism

You are likely to see the world as it should be, not as it is. You prefer to celebrate the great things people do... not the horrors they're capable of. For you, there is nothing more inspiring than a great hero. You believe that great art reflects the artist's imagination and true ideals.

What Art Movement Are You?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

more to come tmr when i wake up. i'm too down to do anything else.

Totally sick, but still...

I'm very tired.

Btw, Kailing had her last paper today! So I can start dating her already! Weets~

I WORE MY JUPITER ATTIRE (:

My throat infection has turned from bad to worse =( Realised I can't even sing my normal range =( How to go k-box like that? sian1/2. ALL BAND'S FAULT! haha.

Hmms, due to the humid weather today, I decided to cab down to school. I hate humidity for Vanessa's sake! Gosh. Bless me for meeting a good taxi uncle. Because I managed to reach school in 10 minutes. (:(:(: <--means both heh. To my disappointment (but not surprise), only Pat has reached. FYI, sectional was supposed to start and 1300 and I reached at 1310. Anyway, I managed to drag whoever's there to go for sectionals only to realise that the venue that they have allocated for us are LOCKED. We waited for 360 seconds. In the end, still a very unproductive session because of some people busy investing in stocks. Sorry, inside joke. BLAH . . . . . Jupiter for full band, only jupiter. I'm as good as dead, physically emotionally too

Bleeding wound.

My sole is bleeding now. Crap, but i don't feel pain, at all.

Well, someone killed time with me today! HAHA! Thank you, SOMEONE. Had fun though..

BLAH. (for me to know and for you to find out)

Called Mommy randomly and she's at AMK Hub also! Zomg, talk about telepathy. So I joined her for lettuce at NewYork2. Haha, because I only ate the lettuce, had dinner reserved at home. Shopped a lil, got new earrings and changed rice cooker. WAHAHA! Talked to Goldie at workplace while Mommy changed the rice cooker also.

Thanks to RPWS that I have to photocopy my passport, I managed to go back to THE OTHER house to photocopy. HAHA! That's my high-tech house. Everything's just there. ALL the gadgets you can think of, seriously. Mommy's so gadget-y. lols.

Therefore I get to see Cherry, my new puppy also! Since she can't get out of her cage until next week (cos need to train), that's a rare moment of taming for her. HAHA!



I LOVE MY LIFE NOW <3