Insomnia

Yea, it is one of the crazy sleepless nights. Why crazy? I can't do anything else except for using my lappy because my bedroom's light's faulty! Of all times when I need to read up for something so important, in a book. GAH! And I can't get out of my room to do other things because of Uncle Sam. For those who know why, knows why.

Shucks, I really really want to sleep. Darling's sleeping so soundly -.- Perhaps I'm overjoyed for the fact that we're (family) getting a new place at Horizon Gardens (and be neighbours with my favourite people). I was happy though I still am, there is no kick of over enthusiasm or anything like that.

Or is it about the phones issue?

Or is it about the Taiwan trip?

Or is it about my breakouts?

WELL LOOK! Everything's coming to me at one go.

1. Anxiety
2. Stress
3. Depression
4. Hormonal Changes (PMS)
5. Melatonin decreasing! YIKES
6. Caffeine

etc.

:(

Christmas eve and Christmas were both eventful (:
Eve was spent with mom's friends partying and presents exchange @ Horizon ((:
Christmas was solely spent with Darling (((:

Bless me, I've received loads of presents without fail every year! I'm a happy girl. Body shop's stuff, n.u.m, coach, camera, 2gb damn chio thumbdrive, puppy, shawl, great food, C&C, cards and abundant love!

Share the joy!

MERRY (belated) CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
and
HAPPY BOXING DAY! *box you*

-updated:

It's 5am now and I'm still awake listening and watching my latest idol's videos and songs.
He's 杨宗纬!!!!!
He's sings like I have never heard others before. Gosh. The emotions that he bring out of me through his voice are, ya, like never before.

Most of his songs he sang in 超级星光大道 are at my sidebar. My goosebumps never fail to stand whenever I hear his voice, repeatedly or not.

*陶醉*

Btw, I don't want to go to Taiwan anymore (but I still have to la). Figured out that I would spend most of the time missing my poon bear darling honey sweetie dear bee hubby~ Hee, second that would be shopping!

Darling, I miss you.

- latest update:
0705! I'm finally going to bed now (:

The saddest punch you have added to the end of my supposedly wonderful day.

Darling,

You are simply wonderful today! Your playing and talented nature cannot be denied or hidden. Because you're shining so brightly, like a sun, my source of support, encouragement and love. Everyone who knows the both of us complimented you so much so that I am actually shy THAT I AM SO PROUD OF YOU DEEP INSIDE! (and outside, that when I tell you how much that really is).

Love.


I've changed my mind of the whole family staying together.
Strongly against it.
It's either I suffer silently or suffer openly.

A very tough choice.


I need to complete my studies asap to be able to support myself and getaway from their evil clutches.

I am so disappointed.

Don't force me.

- everything said in this blog is totally untrue, believe it or not. take it as a leisure read, not something you relate to my life directly, thank you.

Siao liao siao liao

Recall the latest skincare range I got?

It has ruined my skin! omg.
I should just hide at home and recuperate.

Saviour Mommy got me another range, this time round, by a more reliable source. Using it now, hope it works.

MY FIRST X'MAS PRESSIE~



The pink one, obviously! Thank you ((((:

Well well, everything on my wishlist is cleared now. So calling to all ADSN, if you all really have to, just a candycane will do, aites? Nothing much to ask for (: NIRVANA LEH. haha.

Oooh! Mommy and I went for a crazy tunic spree also *sniggers* cos I told her I'm running out of PJs variety. Though they look really neat, some even classy... THEY ARE JUST MEANT FOR SLEEPING! :D

Btw, hawker fare rocks too ^_~

Going to cut-wash-blow my hair tomorrow morning. Pat, pls don't kill me if you read this. Thereafter then I'll go for band. Hmm, my sec3 days.. SHORT, NEAT, HEAVY BANGS~ Tadah, that's the way I like it.

I WANT THAT HOUSE. Please get it real soon cos then I can draw out a timetable everyday after school (chiong back) to either swim/ play mj/ badminton/ gym/ squash/ tennis/ basketball/ etc. YES, and then I CAN SWIM WITH THIVIYA~ She's just a few metres away. Different projects though. I can imagine myself swimming all day long already. Alot of ADSN too.
Hope all goes well since we have more or less settled on it :D

Just love the thrill of moving! Call it an addiction!

DYNAMO meeting tmr! *whispers shuffles expressions*
You get the idea.

National Treasure

Went for the sneak preview of National Treasure (:

NICE!

The only thing that is worth remembering I remembered.

Only the most profound writer has wrote this at the end of all acts.

He dies.

It is not something that demands the sadness of people around or the impact death has caused. But things that are mentioned and done before that makes the word impactful.
This is the end of one but beginning of another with just a flip of a page. It's your say. No one but yourself.

Death don't conform, we do.
It's our own symphony of life.

Let us meet again

For the second time we met, our eyes intertwined so deeply. The strange affinity we share that I cannot rationalize. Twice at the same occasion you astounded me with your charm, grace, intelligence, wit, knowledge, depth and patience. We've got a wide gap apart, miles. But it is that unusual and mysterious sense of linger I am holding on to, to at least have a more than decent conversation and hopefully, leave an ever-lasting impressionistic sway on you.

Rain please, meet then, trapped so, chat and, impression nice, LOVE 'nuff said.

happy la

Class was crazy today! We had a PAPER BALL fight! Hehe, I'm the main contributor ok? I love origami and wasting time in the Indonesian facilitator's lesson. He don't answer our queries, but rephrase them. What the hell right? And he laughs at himself with no apparent reason. LOL -.-

Heard that the coming Friday Rendezvous would be really boring because all items are Chinese songs but one live band. Dun care, I'll still be there though because darling's performing!

Mommy just brought the new maid here. Okay, I think I sound very mean saying 'maid'. Shall call her Yati (:

She's very very nice! I like her already!

Next week will be the 3 weeks hols! Thus, it will be attending concerts, taiwan trip, holiday with Mommy (Japan please!), christmas celebration, spending time with friends, shopping, lead some tai tai life and spending time with darling before my second year starts (;

Japan/Korea/HongKong/China?

Western countries next time cos I feel so oriental now!!
*shy*

overdose and high

ON MOVIES!

Come check out any movies with me.

Golden Compass's nice la, but it's a money roller. Watch the ending and you'll know why.
*grits teeth*

DING DONG BELL~
Christmas is nearing! And I'll be celebrating it, as usual, with Mommy's sec sch mates. They're always fun and nice to talk to, though sometimes it really gets 'adulty' that I have to punch my thoughts to understand.. LOL. Not forgetting the juicy presents I'll be getting! This'll be christmas eve la.

Of course then Christmas day itself will be spent with Dar at syc -.- OF ALL DAYS but duty on that magical day. Sigh. It's alright though. As long as we get to spend time with each other before I leave for Taiwan, should be sufficient!

HEH! I woke up this morning to Sue's sms to realise that I'm having a concert later. Seriously, nothing comes to me at all. It's getting so... mundane. Though this concert can fulfill one piece on my wishlist to be played although it's not with the band I want to play with, sulks., but eh. Just nothing EXCEPT for the blisters I'm going to get later with the heels and all the have-to-do girls' stuff. Sian 1/2.

Dear Santa, I really wish to have a camera with more optical zoom! (:
One more! Less disgusting people irking me!
These shall do ((:

You evolve faster than a coin can spin.

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(:

i want to love you, still, more.

More in Love <3

Yup, Darling drowned me with love and romance.
Went Pariss for their buffet and Velocity for some western food.
I'm a happy girl, in a sadist world (:

School's fine, not. Sigh, people ah people. Feel like splattering everything here, but I KNOW I CAN'T. Omg, so restraining. Bottle bottle bottle.

SPop! is the best music show EVER. Brought back so much memories, fond or not. GAN DONG! Going to get the songs!

How to blog?

Lost it.

I've been catching up on my reading though. Back to books, Van! and lovin' it (:

I have a strong impulse on doing something!