Mr Molar.

Got my molar nerve's treatment done without a single anesthetic jab!

I love Dr Tan. He made it so painless despite having so many screws screwing into my gum plus that mouthful of blood. 3 mouthfuls of blood to be exact. Strip of painkillers given but I took none! Woosa~! Guess my threshold of pain is increasing(:

And Goldie, your present is very very expensive. HAHA!

Class is doing on advertisements today. Boring boring boring..

Brain dead, period.

*P/S: Take care of your teeth if not you'll be like me visiting the dentist more often than usual. Ugh, all those follow-ups =(

Toothache

I'm happy and angry concurrently.

My tooth really hurts so badly, I took two Panadol extra to suppress the pain. Trip down to the dentist tomorrow to get it done. Will hurt even more, I know!

Apparently someone phoned '.......' and complained about my nonchalance in my role. wtf. Cannot elaborate. If not later kena flame. No troubles at this point of time. No pls no. I'd rather give up my role than to coop myself out of contact with the world. Get a life! Somehow, if things get out of hand, I will start on my series of rebuttal which will be really crude and bad. How many times must I warn you to NOT cross the line?

Okay. I signed up for the internship @ SPH with Marilyn (heehee!). Hopefully I can get something beneficial out of it.

Splurged on F21, Zara and Marks&Spencers-food real baddd. Dang, before I got my toothache. Got 2 boxes of Strawberry Granola that taste fantastically fruity and crunchy.

GSS seems to add a big sales tag on Singapura. It's the time folks! Loosen up and shop~!

Tagged by Gold.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what would you do?
- Go into depression

#2. If you can have a wish to come true, what would it be?
- Have everything, every aspect at best.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
- Something really unique and sophisticated

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- I run away from it. Take a step at a time.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
- Handsome, tall, wise, smart, benevolent, talented, strong looks, powerful, sweet occasionally, very man, x factor. ;p

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Subjective, seriously.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- What will come, will come.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Wait for him/her to breakup?
- I'm not mean. But still, what will come, will come.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- p.i.n.k yogurt and someone.

#10. What do you want most in life?
- Achieving the best in everything.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
- I deem multi-tasking more fun.

#12. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- Accomplishing what I have already planned for myself.

#13. Who is currently the most important people in your life?
- Mother, Grandmother, boyfriend, BFFs, ole time friends, classmates!

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
- Transitional rebel. haha!!

#15. Would you rather be single but rich or married but poor?
- Neither. I would never be poor in a marriage (rich in love).

#16. What's the first thing you do every morning?
- A very fast mental scan of what am I going to do for the day.

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
- Nope, not at this period of time.

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- The one who understands me and a good communicator (includes intellect).

#19. What type of friends do you like?
- Sincere and honest.

#20. If you played a prank on someone and he / she fell for the trick, what would you do?
- Be sarcastic. Because if I ever play a prank on someone, he / she must be really nasty in the first place.

1) What will I focus on most of the time?
- Personal needs and perpetual feelings.

2) What do you want the most now?
- A waterproof makeup remover that I just ran out of -.-

3) Who is the person you trust the most?
- Nil.

4) Do you know you have enough confidence?
- Guess I have.

5) Do you want to score well in all your tests?
- Definitely.

6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- Ya. After good = bad. After bad = good. However you deem it.

7) What is your goal this year?
- Complete all my modules with self acceptable results and enough exposure.

8) Five things I like the most?
- My cozy quilt!
- Piggy
- Gadgetssss
- Books
- Money.

9) What feeling do you like the most?
- Exhilaration.

10) What are the requirements for your other half?
- Understanding, communicative, intellectual, politically correct, stable, creative, know when it is playtime or not, at least a degree, decent amount of monthly roll, potential to make it big, favored son-in-law.

11) What feeling do you hate most?
- Anger & hate.

12) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- No if the other party don't.

13) Do you believe in true love?
- Not anymore.

14) What do you think is more important in your life?
- Make everyone around me happy.

15) Who do you hope to be always there for you?
- Loved ones.

16) Who is your best friend?
- http://romanticismdreams.blogspot.com OR imeem.com OR youtube.com

17) Who cares for you the most?
- no one. all of them show around the same amount of concern.

18) Do you want that special someone of yours to be by your side now?
- If only he knows what to say with a clear understanding of why I am keeping quiet for the past few.. days.

19) Who makes you smile when you're down?
- Latest stand-up comedian addition: H.a.i.q.a.l

20) If God allowed you to have one wish, what would it be?
- Wisdom to befall all mankind.

No.1 hate: To be maligned.

I have to blog about this before continuing to finish up my mini PP for tomorrow's presentation. Cause I realized I haven't got anyone to talk to. Not even loved ones. Yes, I'm feeling this miserable now.

FUCK.

Someone remove all backstabbers and hypocrites from the world. Minus the minor issues, now I'm left with three. First was how Spencer made me apologize (crieddddd, so paiseh), second was the matters of r.p.w.s then now it's about p.i.n.k yogurt. Extremely disgusted. Don't think I can stay there for long if not you'll see me in the mental hospital. Much thanks to the low pay (didn't mind partly because the bosses are ______'s relatives), heavy workload (wednesdays alone?! wtf), tons of responsibilities and BACKSTABBING + being maligned. Wow. Cool. Everything is swallowed because she is my friend.

I quarreled with Darling over this. Not fucking worth it right?

If anyone comes along to offer me a job at IMM, I will accept.

I understand how Repeat felt.

Mommy was right.

Wait now, I'm not supposed to feel hatred right?

To satisfy your satiety.

Instead of buying "Gods Behaving Badly" (which I can't find), I got a ridiculously brobdingnagian (Goldie, rmb this word?) analytical horoscope 'encyclopedia'. As long as I know something of yours, I will be able to know YOU very precisely. Tried it on 6 person. Very accurate.

GBB is only available at MPH bookstores. Dumb.

David Archuleta. He's a deja vu replication of my Darling. I didn't know about it until Goldie, Gladys and mommy told me. *grins* He'd better be the next American Idol.. or else..

By hook or by crook, mini PP has to be done by tomorrow. Someone puh-lease save e.6.6.f. (to prevent googling).

//kat, thanks for making me famous now huh! HAHA! You're highly credited. Eew, sour-ish. Pun intended.

HELLO

You know, having a boyfriend keeps you warm and fuzzy. heeeeeeee ;)

Just came home from attending R.P.W.S's Freshman Welcome Tea. It was a second time. Perhaps we're going to to Prague next year Jan. OOO. And that r.p.w.s only plays sexual games for some reason or another. First we had to lie on people's bellies, then bite on a donut which is as HUGE as a fifty cent coin to pass it around using only your mouth, holding hands, shaking your bon bons. wtf.

I'm getting a new pair of spectacles and Dar's gonna get his new phone on Saturday! Plus kBox!! Hmm, chiong media writing's PP first. omg.

I got a job!

It's still at the Yogurt shop.. haha
At least it supports my expenses, a small part of it =(

Went for more shopping and ended up coughing moreeeee money.

Very random.

I haven't even started on my PP and media writing's PP.

SHIT.

I'll do it now then.

Chiong AH!

*P/S: Raffles City's Esprit is kinda cool (:

Shopping frenzy.

Now the topshop bag's gone. I almost got that ballerina flats. Spent more than I should spend.













BUT




















I'll be collecting clothes and buying more tomorrow!
Just pray for a job that can support my expenditure.

I'm so in love with turquoise.

FY(M)I. My perfect matches.

Scorpio Woman & Pisces Man

This is tied with Cancer as the number-one best soulmate match for you. A relationship between a Scorpio girl and a Pisces boy will be intense, intimate and magical. You are drawn to each other naturally, and your intense emotional needs perfectly complement each other. You feel very deeply about things, and he understands that because he does too. He is a real dreamer, a unique person with an enchanting way of looking at the world, and this will inspire and excite you. He will be true and loyal and passionate about you in a way that makes you feel happy and "at home." You share a special closeness that is truly rare. A perfect soulmate match. ( Source: Jellybean's Astro-Soulmate Guide )

Pisces boy thinks Scorpio girl is nothing short of awe-inspiring. He's fascinated by your ways in a moth-to-the-flame manner, and can't get enough of your drama and mystery. A match made in heaven if you can deal with his occasional lack of follow through. (Source: FUNgirl - Astrology )

Horse and TIGER
Excellent and happy match in love or business. No troubles trsuting or communicating with each other. Highly compatible team.

SCORPIO-PISCES

Both of you are very sensitive, feeling, compassionate people, and with one another you are able to have a depth of sharing and intimacy and emotional union that you will find with few others.

PISCES's sympathetic, non-judgmental, understanding attitude can be a healing balm to SCORPIO, who is more emotional and who often carries secret guilts, inner conflicts, and pain.

SCORPIO is more forceful than PISCES, and will sometimes lash out with sarcasm or vindictiveness when hurt, which deeply wounds PISCES. PISCES is gentler, has less protective armor, and is generally more forgiving than SCORPIO is. Another difference in your natures is this: SCORPIO is highly sexual and physical, while PISCES prefers more softness, subtlety, and romance. Basically however, you are quite compatible and can have a very fulfilling union.

Compatibility Rating: (See color codes below)

SCORPIO - PISCES: There is a strong mutual attraction. Pisces are ready to rely on Scorpio in order to overcome shyness and indeterminacy. A willing of Scorpio to rule the relation will be greatly approved by Pisces. Sexual life must be marvelous. Pisces are inventive. Scorpio is persistent. Compatibility horoscope Scorpio promises a successful romance and marriage.


Just a food for thought lah...

Patricia Lim Bei Yun :)

You rock.

News that come in are really making my day.

Plus a secret fetish.. It's a R thing.

Gold would know what I mean.

And Gold, I think we should meet up with Kat to get our *ahem* done.

-counts- in just an hour's time, around 10 kind souls are making me jump in joy!

Tmr's the concert my Mom's crazily looking forward to.

Mathana's nice (:

Bored waiting for calls. From Denise's.

5 things found in my bag:

• Wallet
  
• Eau De Toilette, Aqua Lily
  
• Strepsils, blackcurrant
  
• Personal diary/organizer
  
• Reeds -.-
  

5 things found in my wallet :

• Money
• Concert tickets
  
• Cards
  
• Photos
  
• Entrance pass to People's Association (:
  

5 favourite things in my room:

• Wardrobe
• Air-con
• Fragrances
  
• Accessories
  
• DVDs
  

5 things I always wanted to do:

• Go to Maldives!!
  
• Release my pup from her cage =(
  
• Learn more instruments
  
• Go to mediacorp / SPH / Hollywood / (anything media related)
  
• Work part-time at a glamorous environment, whatever that is.
  

5 things I am currently into:

• Online shopping / shopping
  
• Fragrances
  
• Unlocking the secrets in writing
  
• Analyzing newspaper and mag publishing
  
• Gadgets
  

List out the top 5 you would wish for:

• Total freedom
  
• Unlimited shopping!
  
• Everyone to be innocent and happy
  
• Specialization in Journalism
  
• Good hair / skin / nails
  

[You]
First Name: Vanessa
Nickname: Van
Name you wish you had: -
What do people normally mistake your name as: Vah-neeeee-sssssa
Birthday: 12 Nov 90
Birthplace: Singa City
Time of Birth: 8pm
Single or taken: Plural, heh.

[Your Appearance]
How tall are you: 160cm
Wish you were taller: No
Eye color: Dark Brown
Eye color you want: nah, but bigger eyes
Natural Hair color: Black
Current Hair color: Black
Short or long hair: Long
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color: Never had a dye!
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair: permed
Glasses or contacts: Both

[This or that]
Flowers or Chocolates: Flowers
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
Rap or Rock: Rock
Relationship or One night stand: Relationship
School or Work: Both
Love or Money: Both
Movies or Music: Both
Sunny or Rainy days: Can both merge

[Have you ever]
Lied: Yes
Stole something: Yes
Smoked: No
Hurt someone close to you: Yes
Broke someone's heart: Yes
Had your heart broken: Yes
Wondered what was wrong with you: Yes
Wish you were a prince/princess: Yes
Liked someone who was taken: No
Been in love: Yes
Used chopsticks: Yes

[Favorites]
Flower: Roses, purple / red
Candy: Mint choc
Song: Any Jason Mraz
Color: Gold, turquoise, pink, red, orange, (flamboyant colors), white, black
Movie: Leap years
Singer: Jason Mraz
Word: Julian
Junk food: Tim Tam's
Website: fredflare.com
Location: Maldives
Animal: Dogs, cats, dolphins, horses, ponies, if only there were unicorns

Soft spot for soft leather bags =(

See, I would end up buying that tote from Topshop tomorrow despite how Denise tried to convince me not to. My mind boggles around that tote till now. It's either that or the Marissa purse from fredflare. Gee.

Anyway, met up with the girls and A GUY (who constantly reminds us of hot girls around). Lester and Ikhlas were supposed to join us though. Supposed. We went cruising around town replenishing the wardrobe and chilling at Spinelli. Spinelli is one good place to eye on hot-Caucasian-tall-pretty models. Pictures will be posted as soon as Denise blogs.

Had to go back to school for auditions, bah! Heard the guys checked out a new cozy place at cine. Missed it.

I'm such a spendthrift now, I think I should stop..... after I get the tote, GAP shirt and a decent wallet tomorrow!!

In crucial need of moolah -.-

I think my next post will be up in less than 24 hrs time. Need opinions!

Politics, bite hard on that.

**** politics. **** the people who practice them. **** the people who thinks they are at the TOP OF THE WORLD (sorry to humiliate ABBA with such beings) by playing people out. Friendship to these people is CRAP. They merely made use of friendship to achieve their goals and step aside to see you die in hell without a strand of regret. Now I know why my Mom insisted me on going to a Junior College instead.

SHOW-OFFssssssssssssssssssssssss.

To hell with that.

People, we are all born innocent. Can't you all just remain the way you are?
Hopes are bullshit for these people.

I will appease my anger.

exciting & thrilling game all teenagers play, just a matter if you're the victim or instigator.

SICK OF THE BLOGskinurlnameeverything.

I got sick of the skin. The blogskin. What are you thinking?

I'm getting sick of the url, should I change it?

Okay, I deem it.

Mmm... You'll know if you're able to come in the next time (:

More than sarcasm.

Darlings and dearies of E66F (girls),

It is time to wear heels and faux lashes to school.

Another one, wear hats to school.

Bloodie Pieced.

Communication Theories, Marxism.

Hi all...

Feudalism is the predecessor of Capitalism. Today's problem is freaking dry. Try planting your thoughts on Marxism, Capitalism, Feudalism, Communism. Then produce slides on them also analyzing their flaws and strengths and their social impact; whether is there exploitation?

It's all about $$$.

HAHA.

That is why I try to make things cuter by feeding on Zoo Land and Ribena.

I'm bored.