To Sam

Pek Chai, you're so wrong in your latest post. Hehe.

Tired

Just some random pics:






Went for a lil prac with Dixon and xiaomarc at Soka Kindergarten. The others were rehearsing for Chingay la!! ARGH. I wanna join.. Pls Shini.. Because I'm in the cultural group, but Dix's also from Brass band and he's the trainer for Chingay some more.

DIXON SKIPS BRASS BAND PRACS!

Wahaha.. I revealed his secret =X Even though, he said that I'll have a high chance of getting in cos there's not many people for Chingay. I'll chant very hard for that to happen (: Btw, xiaomarc jus happens to be the CUTEST earthling I've ever seen. He rolls on the small table and he's 14. I managed to psycho Dix to join SNCO..... soon. Heehee.

Aiyah, the both of them are so kind to send me out to the road to catch a cab to YCK.. Thank you!! (: Flagged by them oso =X

Is it coincidence or what? Most of the cabs that I hop on alone, have drivers that are very friendly, spontaneous and conversational. Especially this time round, buay ta han! At first I thought by catching a cab, I could grasp some breath in my already hectic schedule, but I changed my mind. Asked me everything on earth.. even things more than I should know. From this chatting session, I earned $5 discount. So I ended up paying $10 only..

Reached YCK just on time. They spelt my name on the alumni list.. WRONGLY! It's Lim Shi Pheng, Vanessa. Not Lim Shi Peng, Vanessa. Btw, I can go for investiture on the 7th but I won't be able to stay for alumni band prac at night due to some other commitments. Sorry..

Did some crazy shuffling around Singapore and I'm slumbering VERY SOON..

- A quiescent mind-

My First Meal Replacement

It's the Chocolate flavour from Complan. The available flavours consist of strawberry, vanilla and chocolate. Erm, I took quite some time to get the proportion right. Should try this.. It's an affordable meal replacement (:

Anyway...

Dieting, here I come!!

Pissed.

Well, I had alot to blog today. But someone just spoil it all. Yes, Mummy and I in the toilet.



Nth else, GOODBYE.

Updates..

Hi all! I know I haven't been updating much. Just don't have the zest for blogging recently. Nothing really 'big' happened anyway. And I'm updating this to satisfy your voracity to all of my posts. Alright, I was just cracking a lame joke. HAHA.

What's on my mind this whole time?
- Counting down to his arrival back HOME..... sigh. He'll be back in 12 days, which is still freaking looong.

I LOVE Cherie, Engpeng, Sooling, Huimin and Junhao for making my day THAT DAY (shh, secret k?). Despite loving Sooling, she still sent me threatening sms-es such as writing my name in the death-note that's in her hands. Just because I suanned u that day about *ahem* ah? She questions me for everything I do. Wanna track me ah? Hire PI lo. Hehe.

"Haha. Wat kind of shoe? Spent how much le? Hmmm... Wat kind of bag ah? U shopping quite kong bu.. Haha. Spent a lot."

"Haha. Hmmm... I will write it before Laoshi come back from australia.. Then he will not noe anything. Haha. Still dun wan to lose Laoshi yet. Haha."

Den can lose me la?? Engpeng.. I shall show u all the messages this *day then you'll know who's BULLYING who. Sob.

Besides having band practices the past few days, I finally went shopping with joce jus now! Actually having the intention to repair my clar but the technician's not in town. Then how to play my concert A and concert B flat?? Argh, this is so annoying! But the nice part was I manged to get myself a bag, a pair of silver slip-ons and 3 hp socks! I tempted Joce to get that blingy Esprit tank top and she hates me for that. Hehe. Sam had a wasted trip, shall not elaborate. Met Goldie for dinner after that at Ding Tai Fung. Food was alright. All I can say is that I've spent quite alot =X

Hmm.. Have been talking to ChuiLing these few days about those stuff. Only then did I realise that 1234567890 number of ppl knew about us. But I should feel happier right? (: ChuiLing rocksss!! Justin oso =X Happy feet.. Lala~~ Hey guys, we can catch the show anytime.. It's really okay (:

Got some job lobangs.. Hehe. Shall not disclose what I'm up to first. It'll be so exciting and fun! Well you know, I should plan smth for myself instead of rotting at home for the next few mths when all the concerts are over. For goodness sake, Lim Shi Pheng Vanessa is going to work for real! OMG, haha.

The chalet's CONFIRMED!! *swings anything I have on hand in the air and shouts HOORAY* Ok, I'm mad. I think we'll still have that bbq in the end. IF there's really a bbq, ALL SNCO members who read this blog will be invited.. Just COME. Haha. Dun need to ask if you're invited anot. But fyi, this chalet is organized by Baohui and I, so pls bring pleasant ppl along and not ppl who say that we suck.. Sigh, whatever la.

LAST CALL FOR ALL STUDENTS TO SIGN UP AND GO TO THE AIRPORT WITH ME ON 9DEC!! Hehe.. Just come along kk.. So far, the recognized identities are: Huimin, Engpeng, Sooling, Junhao.. Dumdum Cherie can't make it =( haha.. jkjk.

This post is so random..

I just realised something and I really hope it isn't true.. GOSH.. It's going to be so complicating.

~ Awaiting for Your Majesty's arrival, RoYaL.. Heehee. <3

Stairway to heaven

I was told that Stairway to Heaven is demonic, the song I mean. So I got rid of all of em from my blog (=

miss you.

All of it..

Yesterday was the last day of the wake which means the day that SSA will conduct the rituals. Personally, I was VERY touched by the overwhelming response and number of members who came to chant with us for GongDou despite of their tight schedules. I cried, Mummy too.

Uncle Eddie: How many people were there just now ah?
Van: Hmm, around 200+ lor.
Uncle Eddie: Walau, I thought there were 10,000 people la!

I would really like to thank EVERYONE of you who came down.. Thank YOU so much (:
Therefore, the strength of the daimoku was really very strong. Just imagine Mummy and I chanting at the top of our lungs just to hear the most subtle volume of our sharp voices. I was also elated to see so many 'Da Gan Shi'... I was just so WOW-ed.

Thank you Flora, Nikee, ChuiLing, MeowLeng, FongYee, Faith (and family), WeiLi, Yvonne, FD ICs, Chee Poh, Uncle Ken, Aunt Jennifer, Uncle Louis, Penny, Jessica, all those who've sent their condolences and you.. For being there, supporting me, ***, ***, ***.

Mummy sent me to run an errand and I was *** when on the way back. Argh, that's seriously disgusting.

During midnight, I have to face with another thing that's heart-wrenching. Every hour seemed to be ticking away like in seconds. I hate to say goodbye but he had to leave. I will abide to ALL that I've said, so no worries! (: *counting down the seconds*

Stayed over at the wake again, so I just adjusted some chairs and slept (rested) uncomfortably lying down. And yes, I cried again, for all that I've been going through, especially ***.

After having our breakfast, we sent GongDou on his last journey. The cremation was the most distressing part. That doesn't include the collection of ashes where all the family members will have to take a piece of bone and place inside the urn. We then sent the urn to Senja. Btw, GongDou's bones were pink and crystal.. Which means they've turned into She4 Li4 Hua1 and She4 Li4 Zi4. Ah, the power of Nam-Myo-Ho-Ren-Ge-Kyo! (: Rest in peace, DouDou.

Came home in the bus (we catered a bus for the whole family cause there's too many of us) and Mummy intended to send me to YCK for Alumni Band prac straightaway after touching down at 406. But, *** things happened in the family so I was almost late. I'm not complaining about the part that I was going to be late, but the things that happened. Angry and pissed.

Anyway, got to YCK and saw many seniors that I haven't been seeing for a long time. We finally decided on Alfred Reed's Christmas piece (forgot the name) and ALGEMIZ!!!! WOOT! Finally we can complete this piece, in 4 weeks time = 4 practices. Haha, work harder lor.

Went for dinner with most of them but somehow realised that I was at a different level of frequency.. Felt kinda weird, haha. Argh, maybe ***.

Are you alright? Are you well? Have you touched down? I'm dying to see an Austrialian number appearing on my caller ID.

Agenda

I've just read xueyun's blog and realised that I have many things on hand to mange and cope (like her) .. I'm getting more tensed up after O levels. I'll suffer from a mental breakdown soon.

- Gong Dou's wake
- Chingay rehearsals
- SNCO pracs
- SK Alumni Concert
- YCK Alumni Band
- YCKSB
- SWO
- SSW
- Gakkai Activities

And it seemed that all the time clashes.. When can I take a breather??

survey

Survey: Type out your reactions when somebody say these phrases to you.

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
- I'm sorry, I'll change.

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU.
- *I knew it already, haha* Love you too..

LEAVE HIM/HER ALREADY. YOULL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME
- Thank you and sorry.. Cos I'll never leave him.

COME ON. SMILE. YOURE CUTE WHEN YOU DO THAT
- *Smile lor*

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO OKIEZ. U HELP ME....................
- No.

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU
- I am so fortunate to even know someone like you (:

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
- The letter 'M' comes before the letter 'T'.

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
- *Depends on who's the one who's asking*

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
- *smiles* Thank you, and you made a big difference in my life (:

I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
- Thank you, but no. *then intro other girls to him, wahaha*

I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
- You already have my picture.. So you should be grinning from ear to ear. Hee.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST ARENT HIM//HER
- This'll never happen.

NOTHING
- Fine

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
- Depends on who's asking la.. duh..

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
- Of course.

MAY I ESCORT YOU?
- Uh-huh.

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM//HER TIL NOW?
- Forever Love.

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING I WANTED
- Oh, thank you.

WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES?
- Go get plastic surgery.

What would you do if:

Your friend is about to commit suicide, and to save her, you have to sacrifice YOUR life?
- Depends on how important is that friend.. haha.. i'm biased.

Someone that you loved but didnt dare to tell your feelings to suddenly told you he/she loved you?
- No more chances.

You found out your best friend, the one you could always depend and lean on, had backstabbed you?
- I'm reserved.

Your mother suddenly told you she was going to die of cancer?
- Chant ALOTTTTTTTTTTTT. She'll not die. Shit la, whoever created this quiz is heartless man..

You suddenly found out that you were adopted?
- Till then.. But I'll be thankful and wouldn't blame anyone for anything..

Tripped and fell.. but still falling..

Jay Chou - Feng

I am falling in love with this song...

for Baohui

Gan Qing Xian

... and myself.

Gentle Note

The songs I'm putting up is not about how I feel at all. It's just nice songs that I think I would like to share. No personal feelings on this blog (:

Anticipation..

I'm so looking forward to the chalet now!! It's time to do up the guest list (:

Irresistable.

Quiz I

01. I am at...
- Home

02. I am listening to...
- The Greatest Love of All, George Benson

03. Maybe I should...
- Do more Daimoku.

04. I love...
- Everyone!!

05. My best friend...
- more than one.

06. I don't understand...
- POA

07. I lost...
- my mind

08. People say....
-I am mad

09. The meaning of my screen name is....
- My real name.

10. Love is...
- A profoundly tender, passionate affectionate for another person; as well as a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection.. *Teach me, I'm still learning.

11. Somewhere, someone is..
- Doing a good deed.

12. I will always...
- Make sure that others are happy! =)

13. Forever seems...
- Real..

14. I never ever want to...
- Go on Fear Factor

15. My cell phone is...
- SE K610i White..

16. When I woke up this morning...
- I cleaned myself up, lol.

17. I get annoyed...
- easily.. I'm trying to change.

18. Parties are...
- all about socialising.

19. My pet(s) are...
- Piggy, for now.

20. Kisses are the best when...
- they are sweet yet unexpected.. Yuko, we share the same sentiments!!

21. Today I...
- felt a lil disappointed.

22. Tomorrow I will...
- STUDY!

23. I really want...
- To have more wisdom.

Quiz II

Honestly,

01. What color is your wallet?
- Pink.

02. Whats on your mind?
- I'm concentrating on this quiz.

03. What are you doing right now?
- Watching the tv, sms-ing, doing this quiz, observing.

04. Do you think you are attractive?
- No

05. Have you done something bad today?
-Yes..

07. Do you watch disney channel?
-Yes..

08. Are you jealous of someone right now?
- No

09. What makes you happy most of the time?
- When something/someone sweet that strucks me only a few times a week =(

10. Do you bite your nails?
- NO!

11. Did you call your bf everyday?
- Ahem.. There must be initiative in him.. Haha.. Smsing is enough la.

12. Have you had an eating disorder?
- All girls have..

13. Do you want to see someone this very minute?
-Yes..

14. Do you have a deep dark secret??
- Not really, I'm not a serial murderer or smth.

15. Do you have a friend you don't actually like?
- I love my friends.

16. Are you loyal?
- Absolutely

18. Are you confused with your feelings?
- No, it's clear now.

19. Who would you wanna be with right now?
- No point mentioning, he can't teleport. WAHAHA!

20. Do you like someone?
- yes

21. Does anyone like you?
- yes

22. Are u an easy going person?
- yes

Quiz III

01. Where were you 3 hours ago?
- YCKSS

02. Who are you in love with?
- Ya, you..

03. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
- NO!

04. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
- yea

05. When is the last time you went to the mall?
- Last night.

06. When was the last time you saw the person you love?
- Last night.

08. When was the last time you drove out of town?
- I'm waiting, heehee.

09. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
- YES!!

10. Are you hot?
- No, I'm cold, literally.

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
- Ribena.

12. What are you wearing right now?
- Xinmin's shirt.

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash you?
- NA

14. Last food that you ate?
- Mushroom

15. Where were you last week at this time?
- Home.

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
- Ya

17. When is the last time you ran?
- Mon

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
- Event? Live? Cross country lor. Ha, I've participated in it oso.

19. What is your favorite animal?
- Dogs and piggy!

20. Your dream vacation?
- Anywhere as long as it means leaving this island.

21. Last person's house you were in?
- BaoHui!! YAY!

22. Have you been in love?.
- Yes

23. Do you miss anyone right now?
- uh-huh

24. Last time you drove a car?
- 3 years ago.. I fooled around with it and it scared the hell out of me! I shifted the gear and it started moving on its own. Can never forget that.

25.What are your plans for tonight?
- Study

26. Who is the last person you spoke to?
- Eileen

27. What is the next trip you are going to?
- Hokkaido or Shanghai..

28. Ever go camping?
- ya

29. Were you a honor roll student in school?
- Of course la.. Haha, there's a trick to it.

30. What do you want to know about the future?
- Nothing.. Because I'm working towards it =)

31. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
- no

32. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
- No, I'm healthy.

33. Where is your best friend(s)?
- Somewhere.. I dun go after them like a PI. lol.

34. Who is your best friend(s)?
- They know it themselves..

37. Whats your favorite song?
- Stay

38.What are you listening to right now?
- Jie Tuo

39. Do you collect anything?
- Memories

43. What does your last text message say?
- smth about my lack of daimoku, i know.

44. Do you like hot sauce?
- Yes..

45. Last time you took a shower?
- Just before I laid my hands on this quiz.

47. What is your heritage?
- Chinese, Hokkien, Hainan, Teochew.

48. Are you someone's best friend?
- yes

49. Are you rich?
- no

50. Are you smart?
- no, I'm dumb.

spontaneous or stoner?

Yesterday was so spontaneous yet fun! I want to post the photo up, but.. wait. Haha.

I went to Baohui's place somewhere in the East by the beck of a call. Hehe. Her place was so homely, feels like my home. Her maid's nice too (: There's a show: "Ren2 Jian1 Zhen1 Fa1" that is super duper-ish touching alright. It's a cantonese one and I'm going to rent it on Monday after that MCQ paper. Piano/ music lovers should watch it. Not so much about love but kinship. I teared in less than 5 min when Baohui played the absolutely touching scene for me. GOSH.

We attempted Jay Chou's 'Feng1', Super Mario and ... erm.. some other pieces on the piano, that mad girl. Feng's a duet so... ya, plans should be kept as secrets for now. Not time yet. We talked alot too, just about the both of us. Ha. I WANT CHALET!! Aloha? Duplex? Argh.

Got sponsorship from her to catch a cab down to somewhere in the West. The taxi driver talked to me throughout the whole journey but lost his way twice. First he drived me to BG, then to some ulu ulu place then to my DESTINATION, like finally. By the time I met him, I was a stone. Too tired after the round of entertaining the taxi driver. Argh, I'm kind. Haha.

The train terminated at AMK.. Even the MRT wants me to go home and sleep. But he saw someone unexpectedly, ahem. So we got down and took the next train and boarded the same cabin with the same ads. Got down at our final destination and did the thing we planned to. We shall do more of those in the future okok?? Esp after that 17/20 days. Hee.

P.S: After this week, I think it'll be easier for the both of us to blog.

* I understand, all the da4 dao4 li3... I'm feeling more and more settled each day (:

Difference in attitude towards studies.

I suddenly remembered something that someone told me on sat.

Van: What are you going to do during your free time?

******: Study lor.

Van: wth~ You have already taken your A's already and you're in the Army now. (I was expecting things like watching movie, travelling overseas and stuff.)

******: No choice what, got to study and prepare for Uni already.

Van: *Shuts up* You win already lor.

~ Now, the moral of the story is the vast difference of attitude of a ex-RJC student and a soon-to-be-ex YCK student towards BOOKS.

Hehe, some of you will know him, guess who is it?

Hint: I play with his pager whenever I see him.

Post-birthday post.

I've got some pictures taken yesterday during the wait for SooLing at Kaikan ( Let the pics do the talking) . Quite sad, didn't manage to take alot of pictures with all my darlings and dear. Haha. I should have right?? Argh, anyway, I'm going to take a better one tomorrow.

I've picked up a lil basics of guitar with the help of EngPeng and the fingering chart. I can play "Can't help falling in love with you"!! At the basement, I went a lil mad and sang "Jie Tuo" for at least a thousand times. The members who were doing up the decorations for some meeting'll think that I'm mad. Haha. Allow me, once in a year only. And did I mention I'm falling in love with guitar?? How I wish XiuLian can bring it every week. Haha.

Thank you for the present (:
I hug it whenever I'm at home.

Went k-boxing with ken, ep, sl and xl. Wasn't really in the mood after **. But things started to get better when we got into the world of our own. The lyrics of some songs really sounded meaningful so I treasured every moment there and then. Btw, it was freezing cold.. ~shivers~
I want to burst.. No no, it's a need. Blogging is becoming a lil too self conscious. Yea yea, when the time........... When I was about to leave to have dinner with my family, all my favourite songs started to pop out one by one, which can make me cry. Well, at least I got to sing a lil of them before I really stepped out.

Dinner was MADNESS. Mummy ordered sooo much food that the 10 of us were having difficulties swallowing them. Food was good anyway.

Act dao

Last week, blurred.

woohoo~ loving the guitar more and more!

The mess and my two fingers.

XiuLian act dao

EP and XL

EngPeng act dao

Aum chio

The mess that we tried to create for the camera.

Overall, I had a good day! Thank you darls!!

I trust you, that we can brave through all the storms ahead. For whatever that is, I know you'll be there (:

Happy..

Thank you people!! For the wishes and stuff. And I treasure the first 2 wishes the most. Haha (:

* I'm so happy (:

English P1&2, Physics.

Pardon me for the quizzes, I just need to do something to my tensed up brain muscles. I am tired, very tired.

Miss Ng gave me her blessings in the morning, so the English Papers should be all right =P. Personally, I love my composition cause I did a lil Konsen-rufu in there. Hehe. Like it wasn't tiring enough to have 2 papers consecutively, I had Physics after that. Realised that I was too tired so I got home. I didn't bring my umbrella so I was drenched.

By the time I reached school for Physics, my body and mind are totally worn out. So I think Physics is going to pull my Science results down =(. And I studied for the wrong thing. Physics are normally calculations right? So I practised alot on those. Who knows? Most of the questions turned out to be so theoretical. Shucks, it sucks.

Tomorrow will be Geography (luckily) and Friday would be E-math P2. I can't wait for Friday!!

*Psst, the CP needs a saviour.

Quizzes.

Quiz I

01.Yourself.
- Lim Shi Pheng Vanessa (C.P.?? hee)

02.Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend.
- I've got loads of girlfriends.

03.Your Hair.
- Black, Straight..

04.Your mother.
- ICHM

05.Your father.
- ELHK

06.Your favourite item:
- I don't practice favouritism.

07.Your dream last night:
- I was late for O Levels.

08.Your dream house:
- Anywhere with my loved one(s).

09.The room you're in:
- Living Room.

10.Favourite colours:
- White.

11.Your fear:
- Getting to realise cruel truths.

12.Where do you want to be in 10years time:
- ICA.. haha!

13.Who did you meet yesterday:
- The physics genie aka my notes.

14.What you're not:
- Blind/ Deaf/ Paralyzed.

15.Your first stead:
- Oh... Yuko, don't lie. WAHAHA!!

16.One of your wishlist item:
- To travel..

17.My gender:
- Female.

18.The last thing you did:
- Changing out from the stuffy Yckss uniform, argh.

19.What are you wearing:
- Some over-sized tee.. cooling ma. haha.

20.Your favourite weather:
- Anything that fits my mood.

21.The last thing you ate:
- Lunch, Yong Tau Foo.

22.Your life:
- Rocks!

23.Your mood:
- Tired, sleepy.

25.Who are you:
- CP =P

Quiz II
Type the first thing that comes into your mind you see these 35letters(don't spend time thinking-just your gut reaction please.)

01.Cigarette:
- Yucks.

02.Friends:
- Nice people =)

03.Relationships.
- Social..

04.Power Rangers:
- ...........'the theme song'......... heehee.

05.Marijuana:
- Get high! (F.I.R) lol, too lame.

06.Shit:
- Dirty.

07.Crack:
- A joke!

08.Missing:
- Someone

09.Love:
- Everyone!

10.War:
- Jericho

11.Car:
- Waiting to be chauffered around, hehe.

12.Gas prices:
- I dunno.

13.Halloween:
- Pumpkin

14.Bon Jovi:
- It's My Life.. It's now or never.. lala~

16.My Space:
- no blog there.

17.Worst fear:
- shrugs

18.Marriage:
- Commitment

19.Fashion:
- In.

20.Brunettes:
- Brown

22.Work:
- for a living.

23.Past time:
- Blog, hehe.

24.Football:
- World Cup.

25.One night stand:
- Standing up for a night. Fits literally right? haha.

26.Pet peeve:
- Bete noire

27.Pixie Stix:
- No thanks.

28. Vanilla ice cream:
- Macs.

30. High school:
- High School Musical.

31: Pyjamas:
- sleep

32. Wood:
- Touch wood

33. Surfing:
- Billabong

34. Pictures:
- Natural

35. First love:
- I got that song, hee.

Quiz III

01. What's your form of saying hello?
- Verbally lor.

02. What do you like to do when you're alone at home?
- On the phone.

03. You prefer cute anime or pretty anime?
- Both

04. What's the longest time you have talked on the phone?
- What for waste my memory space.

05. How long will guilty conscience overcome you after you have done something bad?
- Depends on how bad isit.

06. What's the most amount of money you have spent?
- Can't recall..

07.What animal would you like as a pet?
- Retrievers!!

08. How many mummy[s] do you have?
- 2

09. Do you like the date of your birthday?
- No special feelings for it anymore.

10. Do you ever eat snails before?
- No, I eat Escargots.

11. What's your utmost favourite song?
- At this point of time, it'll be Dan Xin and Sandy Lam's =)

12. Do you read books?
- yup

13. List five people you think of:
1. CP
2. Baohui
3. Baohui's ______
4. WeiLi
5. Jacomo!!

14. Why you choose the five?
- Ask my brain and my heart.

15. What's the relationship between you and 4?
- Friends, Band mates, a person who goes laughing with me :P

16.Who's the maddest?
- No. 3

17.Who's the shortest?
- WeiLi?? Fine fine, all taller than me =(

18.Who's the tallest?
- JACOMO!! woohoo~

19.What does 1 like?
- CP, heehee.

20.Who do you like most?
-All..

Chemistry.

I was very uncomfortable since morning till now, so I literally struggled through the paper; bearing the weird feeling of my stomach throughout. Sob. Stomach is still having problems now. Nauseous. Sigh, wad to do?

Chem wasn't exactly difficult.

Sam said: No kick.
Kai Xiang asked: Eh, how to draw the covalent bond for Carbon Dioxide ah?

2 extremes. Haha. I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw 7 marks were awarded for JUST the drawing of the covalent bonding of carbon dioxide. All should be well.

* You are NOT bad.. And I know you're good :P

...

I sure look and sound seemingly all right.
It's not all that it seems.
But I shall keep my spirits high!
For what?
For myself =D

*Just don't let my optimism run out after the exams.

E-math P1 and SS

Phew, two papers today. And I can already feel a huge load off my back, I wonder how would I feel on the last day. WAHAHA! I'm so looking forward to 20th Nov. Although I have some plans end of this week already. Straight after my paper some more. Haha.

WeiLi, Suky, Baohui (hopefully) and I would be going for Phantom of the Opera (hot stuff!!) next year. Hee. We got the family package so each of us will only pay $99.50 for the BEST seats in Esplanade. It's a bomb, so I'm saving yea. GIRLS NIGHT OUT!! woohoo~ Booking's taking place this Saturday, hopefully. The family package will require 2 adults and 2 students. Adult = not schooling (duh), students = JC/ Poly/ Secondary/ Primary.. etc. Suky's so fortunate la. She's going to Tibet for a loooooooong time. I'm only going to somewhere for around 2 weeks? Haha, looong oso.

That's all. Chemistry, here I come!!

Err..

I'm depressed. Don't ask me why, I'm not going to answer you. ALL of you. Come to think of it, I am ......................................................................................

Ahh..

I think I know what I want to do already (:

Finally, an aim.

What's Going On? For a revolution, haha.

Here to add some words to my video packed blog. Had a family meeting last night. It was so cool la. But wrong things at the right time. At the same time, I released a pigeon on someone. Sry, bad me.

Got some things to do in the family now.. later i mean. Mr Jacomo is going to conduct us later!! But I'm not going. Suky too. Stupid LEVELS! argh. I love SS. All I can do now is to wish Baohui some luck. Haha. Yea, I'll do smth if I'm there. People, don't mess up the lib eh, if not I'm going to suffer when I go back, hee.

Instead of going for band and morning gongyo (tmr), I'm going to frequent the hospital. Just came back from there, when I realised there's 3 of my relatives in there. Gosh. Uncle Sam brought us to Beach Road for breakfast/lunch. The fish soup there is FANTASTIC. Should try but beware, the queue's damn long. Gong dou is still suffering, shucks. Especially when the doctor fed him the medicine through his nose, he kicked the railings of the bed and kept groaning with his super weak vocals through the odd-shaped oxygen mask. Poor thing.

So now.. Let me pray that nothing bad will happen on my bday. Going for Gosho study later, sigh.. *knocks out*

worried! hehe

Dan Xin.. haha..

kelly poon (:

Kelly - Open Your Eyes

BEST!! (:

What's up

(:

Dear friends, thank you all for your concern, really. I'm quite stable emotionally already, to prepare for the worse, for those of you who know what's happening.

I've found my support(:
Thank you.

where?

At times like this, the family should support each other, but it seem like I'm supporting everyone. Yes, everyone feels like crying out loud.. But I'm still hesitant to show it.

Where is my pillar of support?
Who will be?

I need you.

don't leave us...

I wanna cry. Can't imagine how is it going to be later. Just hope and pray that he'll be happy. My grandparents are doing some things that are so.. bad? I dunno now. They meant good, I know.

Gong Dou.. Don't leave us, we love you!