Too much romance.

Alright.

Despite having such a title for my blog, things are getting too romantic here. Should add some pinch of other salts.

But I have to admit that I'm still submerged in all the dreamy romance like an apple dipped in caramel / chocolate (apple on a stick available @ all possible America's bazaars).

What has happened to my life. What.
-> Coming to school diligently
-> Met Darling and went for dates
-> Clarise, love.
-> Endless online shopping I SHOULD STOP!
-> Bag ordered from Seika not here yet!
-> Depleting numbers from bank.
-> SPH on wednesday.
-> Starting on PP
-> WTF, boring.

I tried to spice up that mundaneness.

=)

Can't Help Falling in Love With You

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling, so it goes
Some things are meant to be

Take my hand
Take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you

Some things are meant to be
Take my hand
Take my whole, my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you
For I can't help falling in love with you

For everything is right.

Tres Tres Chic

The dream lasted for the entire night but especially indelible when dawn's nearing. I was ultimately shaken because it felt so real.

I think I just fell in love with you, in my dreams.


This explains it:

Stars shining bright above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "i love you"
Birds singin’ in the sycamore trees
Dream a little dream of me

Say nighty-night and kiss me
Just hold me tight and tell me you’ll miss me
While I’m alone and blue as can be
Dream a little dream of me

Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss
I’m longin’ to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

(instrumental break)

Stars shining up above you
Night breezes seem to whisper "i love you"
Birds singin’ in the sycamore trees
Dream a little dream of me

Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me

Yes, dream a little dream of me

Too much happened

...

// Read on the newspaper some time back that Auntie Florence is the highest paid Human Resource Personnel in Singapore, woah! (along with her Hitachi Boss, Furukawa).

// Mommy just told me that she's (Florence) a doctorate in Comms. omg.

I want to live life to the max (:

Yet again, leaders who came for today's meeting thought Mommy and I are sisters and Grandma's my Mommy.

- Family meeting in progress -

Celebrating Clarise's Birthday tomorrow at Swissotel The Stamford. Hee.

Enjoy myself ok? Alright!! =)

Party World

Karaoke today was as good as clubbing! With great company too, of course :)

<3

In for SPH!

13 out of 25 vacancies are taken up by us (classmates).

Happy!

I'll be even happier if a handful of us are able to score as interns at SPH.

*whistles*

// let me test my memory. The 13 of us are: Me, Sunshine, Denise, Godfrey, Marissa, Kristine, Lester, Ikhlas, Haiqal, Wan, Azleen, Yun and Mathana/Fira (couldn't remember that well)

It's time to send my lappy to reformat. Shit.

Being really practical.

Click on the link to listen to the song. It's so interesting that it still jingles in me after 3 weeks of enthusiasm.

Jamie Cullum - Twenty Something

After years of expensive education,
a car full of books and anticipation,
I’m an expert on Shakespeare and that’s a hell of a lot
but the world don't need scholars as much as I thought.

Maybe I'll go travelling for a year,
finding myself or start a career.
I could work for the poor though I’m hungry for fame
we all seem so different but we're just the same.

Maybe I'll go to the gym, so I don't get fat,
aren't things more easy with a tight six pack?
Who knows the answers? Who do you trust?
I can't even separate love from lust.

Maybe I’ll move back home and pay off my loans,
working nine to five answering phones.
Don't make me live for my friday nights,
drinking eight pints and getting in fights.

I don't want to get up, just let me lie in,
leave me alone, I'm a twenty something.

Maybe I'll just fall in love that could solve it all,
philosophers say that that’s enough,
there surely must be more. Ooooh

Love ain’t the answer nor is work,
the truth eludes me so much it hurts.
But I’m still having fun and I guess that's the key,
I'm a twenty something and I'll keep being me.

doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah

I’m a twenty something.
Let me lie in, Leave me alone.
I’m a twenty something.

doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah
doh dah duh dah, do duh dah dah dah

lessons sucked.

Failure is an instrumental part of every success. Whether our life has been a triumph or tragedy can only be judged at its very end.

If you always have a shallow perspective and pay attention only to trivial things, you are sure to get bogged down in all kinds of petty worries and concerns, and not be able to move forward. Even relatively minor hurdles or problems will seem insurmountable. But if you look at life from a broad viewpoint, you naturally spot the way to solve any problem you may confront. This is true when we consider our own personal problems as well as those of society and even the future of the entire world.

Real optimism should not be confused with a carefree outlook on life, one in which we forfeit responsibility for our lives. The person undefeated by misfortune, poverty, insult and vilification. The person who can bounce back from every adversity and say, "What? That was nothing!" The person who marches on toward hope through sheer force of will. That person is a true optimist.

As long as we are human, we are bound to make mistakes. We all fall prey to flawed beliefs and views. What distinguishes a forward-looking person from an intransigent one, a virtuous person from a dishonest one, however, is whether one can candidly admit to one's mistakes and take bold steps to redress them.

It takes courage to become happy -- courage to remain true to one's convictions, courage not to be defeated by one's weaknesses and negativity, courage to take swift action to help those who are suffering.

Life without hardships may seem more attractive, but it is a shallow, lackluster thing.

No one can better bask in summer's balm than those who have endured winter's bite. Similarly, it is those who have suffered through life's darkest hours who are able to truly savor the bright dawn of happiness. The person who has transformed the worst of fate into the best of fortune is life's champion.

Where can we find happiness? Happiness is not found in a tranquil life free of storms and tempests. Real happiness is found in the struggles we undergo to realize our goals, in our efforts to move forward.

Genuine sincerity opens people's hearts, while manipulation causes them to close.

Wait for some more. No time to do more Ctrl+C and Ctrl+V.

I need people to psycho me.

Hi all,

I haven't felt so bad before.

I know I haven't got a choice.

The strongest words, I'm afraid, are the most vulnerable ones and pale in comparison to my unexplainable emotions.

Much happened, all good.

1. I've just acknowledged 2 god-ma(s) earlier today (family wanted it) - as in those serious ones.
2. Saw the new house (: Beautiful!
3. Able to design my own room (bigger than my current living hall, woah!)
4. Ate authentic jap food!
5. Too much caviar today... *pukes*
6. Mommy got 4 more new phones, don't ask me why.
7. Cambodia in July!
8. Emcee for Friendship meeting - 900 seater O.o (with kelvin, heng ah)
9. Singapore Flyer with Family tomorrow~!
10. Fishing trip (with presumably goldie and alan and yee ok!)
11. Had sweet dreams.
12. Beautiful smiles.
13. Alot more

Just another update: From August to the end of October, Family and I will be residing in the Golf Club's chalet.

I know this is crazy.
But, I can then celebrate my birthday in the chalet! For the first time!

my mom; obvious.

//It's Chuan Close, not place.

Someone in family is getting out of control and I start to h.a.t.e

well.

GOOD NEWS~!

My new address will be: Chuan Place No.8

The papers are finally signed!

But we would only be able to move in 4 mths later.

What's worse is that we have to move out of my current place in 2 mths time.

THEREFORE,

' Mummy and Stepdad and I will go over to a family friend's condo (which I like alot =D)
'' Grandparents will go tour around the world
''' Uncle Sam will go overseas to join his gf

TADA =D

*P/S: I just want an upholstery. Hee.

Teeny Weeny

My sudden obsession and craze over small little figurines that features mini houses with mini kitchens and mini furnitures and mini people (u get the hang) is getting me into deep shit.

Because the basic set which is also the cheapest that I can find is $79.95! By the way, that is just the kitchen.

Love how rp makes students do 'our own thing'. Basically PBL lar. It makes me a smarter shopper ;)

About G-Mask! I want to get a new clamshell phone just for the service and wrap (diamantes, probably).

Now I will look like Leh Leng who looks like my mom and how I look like my mom.

Disclaimer: The above sentence is not supposed to make sense.

*P/S: Boston clam chowder rocks socks, with the sour dough especially. yum.

Sweet dates (punned)

Dwelling about the HOUSE issue again. We've offered to this place which made Yee so excited. Because it is like a 10 min walk to her house? Around there luh. Near darling's place too. So it will be me viewing the house tomorrow and look at my to-be-room. I definitely want an upholstery!

Excited, not.

Went through many (countless) disappointments so I never dared to raise my expectations any higher.

Just an upholstery will do the trick.

And a G-Mask treat.

Spa/therapy/shopping/yumyum/play/gossip/chitchat/etc with mummy tomorrow!

Adios!

Pretty Woman =D

This is Mummy at her birthday cake, with her colleagues, at the chalet.
Pretty hor?
=)

*P/S: If you don't know by now, she's in the center.

Sick and tired.

Didn't manage to join them for the dinner because they have planned a clubbing session after that. Being a not-yet-but-soon-to-come 18 sucks. I mostly hang out with 18s and above and I can't do what they can. Sad.

Had fun @ Nebo playing Headbands instead. Bought cutesy earrings and a damn smooth hp pouch. Haha.

Realized I am stuck in a vicious cycle everyday.
It goes like this:
1. Wake up happily
2. Started to create connections with bf
3. Loving
4. Promised to meet at specific time
5. Always late with excuses (for a crazy period of time, averagely 2 hours)
6. Fucking pissed
7. Don't want to go out with him anymore
8. Start to curse and swear
9. Thinks that love is overrated

Strangely, I will just sleep over my anger and repeat all the steps over and over again.

Silly.

If it is you, would you want to break free?

Spontaneity

The adults emailed me for dinner at Noble House tonight! Can't wait!!

Buddha Jumps Over the Wall *drools*

May I come back with an album of food.

Secured.

Now, I feel a little safer. Flaming wars are not my type. Not especially when it comes to any reader of this blog criticizing the way I am handling my personal life. You are not even a friend. Too bored like me right? If not I won't even mention about you on my blog and locking it up just for friends.

Pathetic.

Because this blog is not for me to rant very in depth but just like an update for friends to keep up. I feel satisfied with all that I have.

Contented (:

Force myself to love or not?

What would you do if your boyfriend treats you as a total different identity from what you are? But he thought that he knows you inside out. If there's any regret, it would be loving and allowing that someone who don't even know me to love me. Now, it is too late to turn back.

// I know we should halt, cause we're all tired.

Rest well.

Birthday!

Happy Birthday
Goldie Goh Gek Tze
~!!!~

Online shopping...

Feels crappy unless you have someone you know to bring the stock to you. Or even meet-ups.

Lawn-jer-ray versus Ling-ger-rie (ironic)

Stefanie Sun @ Soka HQ last *dunno when*. Saw her both on papers and youtube at Tampines St 81 for the Sichuan Charity cause. I should have been notified! Pfft. HAHA.

I am so pleased with myself taking the initiative to start working on my PP. Introduction done.

Family is now facing problems with housing because we sold our places (handover to be soon) and now we haven't settle on a decent house yet! See, time needs to be allocated for viewings, internal meetings, fengshui, designers, construction and moving! Tadah! Bet we have to shift to a temp rental place first. Rental sounds good if we can get a ooomph lavish VILLA? Hee, secrets - dark ones. We are actually alright to having our new house by the beach in the East but mummy don't seem to be very happy about that. Actually mummy is. Hidden reasons, or rather, excuses. Alas, I'm kicking back in a very comfortable situation to 'see show'.

Very superficially, my HILDA top has not arrived! I am so regretting not getting registered mail. Just crossing my fingers and hope it appears later in the mailbox when I go down to check it out later for the third time today.

Coronet is delicious! I don't know which one Goldie prefers but the chocolate one really appeals me. That little bitterness left my taste bud feeling tantalized! You can get them at any Ichiban outlets. Undoubtedly, the ones selling at Causeway taste much fresher. AMK Hub's one isn't as crispy but still worth a try.

Apparently, Denise is heading for a pink/blue/green/etc highlighted extensions head. Can't wait to see her when school reopens. Haha. Nabila, when are we going for ours? ;)

Yesterday was Daddy's birthday. I wished him and got no reply. Wow, so much for being a nice father who haven't been contacting her daughter for any occasion. *clap*
Hopes are dead.

Tomorrow's Goldie's birthday! Get her presents k? (nice right ^^)

- As I am typing the end of this post, they are still nagging about the house thingy. How to tahan? -

Quizzes, with narcissistic (favourable, of course) results.

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

Your musical tastes are reflective and complex. You are intellectual to the point of being cerebral. You are very open to new experiences, and even more open to new ideas and theories. Wisdom and personal accomplishment are important to you. You are naturally sophisticated. You are drawn to art, especially art by independent artists. You are likely to be financially well off... and not because you were born that way.

What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

What Flower Are You?

You Can Make 66% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You?

Your Beauty Element is Water

Feminine and dreamy, your beauty style is classic and very vintage. But you never look out of style! You have a way of making classic looks modern again.

What's Your Beauty Element?

You Are Loafers

You are confident, powerful, and successful. Hard working and business like, you always dress and act appropriately. You are consistent and a bit conservative. You aren't really susceptible to trends, although you always dress well. While you tend to be formal, you know how to adapt to your surroundings. So are professional at work... but more laid back when your with your friends. You should live: In a huge city You should work: In a competitive field where you can rise to the top

What Kind of Shoe Are You?

You Are Muesli

You are broad minded and cosmopolitan. Your tastes are varied and numerous. You like many types of things. You definitely aren't picky. The only thing you can't stand is being bored. You're the kind of person who can't have the same breakfast often. Your breakfast is unpredictable, unique, and very varies.

What Kind of Cereal Are You?

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are The Hermit

You posses a great deal of wisdom and the ability to see people for who they are. You are always looking ahead at the future, developing visions. A loner, you tend to travel by yourself through life, seeking your own truth. You don't crave material things or fancy titles. You have no baggage. Your fortune: It's possible that there is a unknown guiding figure in your life, ready to help you. All you have to do is find this person and seek their advice. It's also possible that you need to start seeking the meaning of your own life. Either way, there's some deep thinking you need to undertake, and it needs to be done soon.

What Tarot Card Are You?

Your Personality at 35,000 Says...

Deep down, you vastly prefer being with others to being alone. You love to engage people in conversation. You are good with your place in the world. You are confident and comfortable with who you are. Your gift is relating to other people. You don't hide from your own emotions, and you are good at drawing other people out. You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you. It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

The Personality Test at 35,000 Feet

Your Personality Cluster is Extraverted Intuition

You are: A true wordsmith - a master of words Original, spontaneous, and a true inspiration Highly energetic, up for any challenge Entertaining and engaging, both to friends and strangers

What's Your Personality Cluster?

Your Gemstone is Orange Saphire

Courageous, optimistic, and successful. Your confidence helps you handle the ups and downs of life

What Gemstone Are You?

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach

What Color Is Your Aura?

You Are a Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new. However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like. You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation. You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind of Coffee Girl Are You?

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Spiderman

"I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn't it about time somebody saved your life?"

What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

You Will Be a Modern Bride!

While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding traditions, you want a wedding with a twist You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception... Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalized vows, whatever suites you!!!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

Your Toes Should Be Blue

You're a little out there, but that means you take guys to a place that's out of this world! Your ideal guy: Zany, hilarious, and totally unpredictable. Stay away from: Anyone who has to get up for work in the morning

What Color Should Your Toenails Be?

You Should Learn French

C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs. You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...

What Language Should You Learn?

Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride

"Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind." For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one. You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun. Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic

What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?

Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible

Fun, funky, and a little bit euro. You love your summers to be full of style and sun!

What's Your Summer Ride?

What These Roses Say About You

You are a classic romantic who believes in true love. You often experience deep emotions and feel warmth toward almost everyone. You are a bundle of positive feelings and sweetness.

What Do The Flowers You Pick Say About You?

Samba swings ~

Chihiro's greedy, for once ;)


xoxo


xoxo - Prince Caspian! But I just think he's a lil overaged for this role. Heh.

i..i..i sigh.

Exciting!! New (... & ... & ... & ... etc)

I know this is shitty but I just fell in LOVE with another cellphone, that is. 6500c in sleek silver/white.

No, I cannot get another phone. Not until I use up all my phones. Oh! I can sell phones too. Heh. Nevermind.

That band camp is coming and I am so clueless about everything.

Ok, you've got it. I am random. All thanks (prolly reaching the stage of standing ovations) to the excitement burning in me..

I CAN'T DISCLOSE UNTIL EVERYTHING IS DONE!

Gosh, I'm suffering!