Chingay '07

I miss the Chingay people and all the fun we had.

Jerry, organize an outing soon ok!

Cheerios

The Song and Song people charged me $20 less off the total bill! Hehee.

The Eye

I like my eye, au naturale ;)

Communication error.

Lost all hopes.

This fits perfectly, for now.

Don't feel good

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I don't feel loved.
No more lovey dovey.
Feels like shit.

Anyone give me a soft, sincere and warm hug now, I will marry you instantly.

LOL, kidding.

At least, you'll make me feel better and I'll be thankful.

saddened

Sunshine just shared a blog of a very special girl with me.

She is pretty
She is strong
She is sad
She is helpless
She is..
She lost her boyfriend.
He passed on during camp training at Brunei.

After reading all her posts on him, I got emotional and sobbed and teared.
I will treasure my boyfriend more than ever.
I cannot imagine a day without him.

Darling, i love you <3

SIBF.

We got 2nd in the first division!!!

It's just a silver though.

I'm happy still, for the subsidized Prague trip!

WOOHOO!

Hi, in case you're reading this, i'm feeling bad.

I know that it is good to practice virtuosity, like now.

I understand, I understand, I understand.

Where's my savior? (not religious)

omg

*silent screamsssssssssssssss*

ONE person is so childish.

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No one to rant to.

Some people are termed in my terminologies as OFPFs/BFFs/SSFs/TFs.

1. Out for Profit Friends
2. Duh!
3. Super Sincere Friends
4. Trusted Friends

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Mr N is holding on to jobs (that pay extremely well) that everyone lust for.
hoo. (a sigh)

It's been a long day of politics.
Very exhausting.

I wanna go abroad for studies and leave everything behind. Every single exhausting thing.

Concerts make me nostalgic.

When I was sitting through the concert, I kept having pop-ups in my head of the pioneer batch of SSW performing, our very first concert and the NBC. We have won many accolades and awards from various organizations/competitions. Back then, I could feel the music with a life. I believe, then, we could all feel the emotions in the pieces. Some people can play very well, technically. But some recent 'happenings' has proved to me, somehow or rather, that feeling the music is a great part of making up a piece.

No doubt, I'm still very proud of them.

*P/S: I've got my soft leather bag at HALF price! WOO!

**P/S: Any numerology experts?

wow

You Are The Star

You represent the ultimate in truth and purity. Insightful and illuminating, you provide guidance for others. You also demonstrate unselfish, unconditional love. You posses many spiritual gifts, including the ability to heal. Your fortune: Your future is looking brighter by the day. The near future will be a time of both hope and healing. Luck is about to come your way, perhaps the best luck you have ever seen. Life is about to get a lot easier and much better!

What Tarot Card Are You?

Politics.

This is crap.

Being part of the performing arts have not the need to be theatrical.

Drama mamas.

=(

Free spirited shopping is always fun and therapeutic.

I love to shop.

But now that I am FORCED TO SHOP for something, I hate it.

Wa Piang! I'd better get a purple piece by Saturday if not there goes my Sunday.

Events, uh uh.

Converse sneakers

At first, I was so tempted to get a pair of black converse sneakers but the reconsideration factor is the steep price tag. 40 bucks if I'm not wrong. Don't think it's value for money anyway.

WELL WELL!

Turns out that I scored the most UNBELIEVABLE deal for the pair of sneakers at 10 CENTS!

Hee, thank you Marilyn (:

I am truly happy, inside out.

I have to stop the one new loot a day habit.

(Just as I was typing that, I spotted a pair of white loafers online and CONFIRMED it)

Ah, guess it can't be changed overnight.

Today is sucha great progression towards my psychological development (too much M203).
I kind of expected it to be another AMK Hub thang, thus dressed casually. But thanks to Vanessa's strong and sudden spontaneity, we made our way to PS and Vivo, after settling my craving of Buster's Weekly Cheesecake. Yum! By the way, he was holding on to his guitar and thick set of scores, which made me even more appreciative for him shopping with me the whole day. Got my M&S leggings/tights/whatever you call it. Now The List is left with a mp3 (brand unsettled), a handphone (Motorazr2 V9 ROSE GOLD!!), Miss Dior Cherie Blooming Bouquet and i don't know.

Was doodling and discovered another function on his HTC Touch Dual, the Dual Camera! We took so many pictures: Coffee Bean, No Signboard, Ice monster, Fishes, Aquariums, blah blah.

I was proven right again after a subtle dose of Chardonnay, it sucks. At least for me, it does. I'll still stick to champagne.

The following would be another matter altogether:

I was appointed to be the semi-speaker of the meeting yesterday, for the second month. The feeling was great when I get to learn from the senior speakers and their interpretations. Throughout the process, I was sooo encouraged, complimented, had my faith strengthened, happy and fortunate! You know during the 'early days' of my faith, I was usually skeptical about the organization (SSA, SGI) because most people criticise.

Then, I will always recall on how MM Lee Kuan Yew, SM Goh Chok Tong, Minister George Yeo, PM Lee Hsien Loong, Dr Vivian Balakrishnan, Mrs YU-FOO Yee Shoon, Stefanie Sun, Jiu Jian, Jeff Wang, Quan Yi Feng, Zhu Yong Qing, Orlando Bloom, Miranda Kerr, Tina Turner and many many famous personalities who have vouched/helped/stood by/practice/etc for the organization. Not forgetting Ikeda Sensei who is the President of the Soka Gakkai International has many accolades and qualifications/certs from all over the world (too many to count - few hundreds).

Ever heard of: A Legacy of Creating Peace
Three very important persons - Gandhi, Martin Luther King Jr and last but not least, our very own Ikeda Sensei.
You can check it out from here, here and here.
If you have to, Google it.

So OMG right?

Soka has stood up for itself, we, the disciples of Sensei, are so proud of him and ourselves for being fortunate enough to be in this Buddhist organization. Once again, being fortunate enough, I do know and am aware of what am I practising and the purpose of it. It's so clear, I haven't thought of a question to question my practice for the past 18 years.

*P/S: I am not trying to preach, but just to display my affections for my religion :]

Save me from myself.

I can't find Christina Aguilera's rendition of this song, so this one on the sidebar is by a Taiwan singer, the closest to the original.

(// I'VE FOUND THE ORIGINAL!!)

Anyway, I'm going to get Miss Dior Cherie: Blooming Bouquet!!
Tastefully nice!
But I have to finish using my YSL one first =(

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

when I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting with
Your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
From myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Well some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself
From myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you

It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
A better woman to myself
To myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

1. What colour is your phone?
`Purple

2. Who is the first person who comes up under the letter M?
`Mandy

3.Who's the last person you called?
`Kenneth

4.Who was your last missed call from?
`Kenneth

5.Who's the 2nd person who miss called you?
`Kah Wai

6.Who's speed dial 2?
`N.A

7.Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
`Jalessa

8.Who was your last received call??
`Kenneth

9.Who's speed dial number 4?
`N.A

10.What is your wallpaper?
`Black furry round things holding on to candies (refer to spirited away=])

11.How many text messages do you receive?
`18

12.Who's speed dial number 8?
`N.A

13.What does the 5th message in your inbox say? And from whom?
`From Kah Wai. Erm, basically the content is just... another source of income... hehe!

14.Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
`Band World, if this is not considered as a person, then Baohui =)

15.Who was your last text message?
`Kenneth

16.Name every person you have text messages from:
`saved ones are: Kenneth, Kah Wai, Mommy, Sharon, Denise, Benjamin, Kelvin.

17.Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris facts?
`yes

18.Who's the 3rd person under U?
`Uncle Sam

19.What does the 3rd message in your outbox say?
`Business, so shh.

20.Who is the first name in your phonebook?
`Abigail

I need someone to rant to.

When Mommy is not with me most of the time,
When family is not supportive,
When friends are not online,
When some of them don't understand,
When your boyfriend cease to become one,

Who can I rant to?

I desperately need a break, from the last person mentioned.
I used to be unable to survive without you, but now, it is that I can't survive with you.

People will read.

There are too much things, mostly unjust, going around.

I really feel like expressing myself here but it just seems like the wrong medium. Argh.

Projects, assignments.

Yes Marilyn, totally understand what you're going through now.

School has been a tough guy.
Projects never seem to end.

PP
Media Writing (1)
Media Writing (2)
Pre-SPH
SPH
Post-SPH

All equivalent or more than PP's workload.

Come on stress, I'm ready to fight ya'll!

Paradoxical

After knowing what Sherline is working as, I really don't know what is the point of choosing our course of diploma or specialization anymore.
A science student as a lawyer's secretary?
No doubt it sounds fun and challenging.
The purpose of getting that piece of paper just isn't there anymore.
I can't help but to agree that education is purely for gaining knowledge and fulfilling one's interest, to be nice.
So what will I end up to be next time?
A communications student as a IT programmer?
Education is a joke way of life.

Just kidding, don't sue me.

Who's your casanova?

Spy

Leave it to a mysterious and sexy lady like you to fall for the smart and wily side of Casanova. A great smile — sure, it's nice. But what really gets your heart pounding is the sparkle in his eye...and what's behind it.

Captivating and oh-so-sharp, you're not interested in a guy who's going to show you all his cards at once. Mental connections are your biggest turn on. Not to mention intrigue and the unexpected — these are the assets your dream guy will need to stimulate your mind and heart. Don't worry, your secret's safe with us!

Tickle.com

*P/S: Remember my secret fetish ;)

You know.

Stereotyping is programmed into human's nature.

I'm a human.

Trying to know someone on my side, can only be through what I see. Things take two hands to clap.

I wouldn't want to try too hard, or even try.

Rather than taking a backseat, you should take the initiative AND EFFORT, seriously.

Only if you want things to be 'resolved' or fine.

Worth to skip a read ;)

7 things that scare you:
1) Maid's madness, traumatising.
2) Panic attacks
3) Grandma knocking at the door at ridiculous hours
4) Pests at home
5) Anything to do with the law
6) Politics
7) Anwar's sodomy case

7 things you like the most:
1) Spending
2) Privacy
3) Gadgets
4) Universe
5) Religions
6) Shopping

7 important things in my room:
1) Air con!
2) Roller chair
3) Audio system
4) Bed (:
5) Wardrobe (clothes)
6) Sweet mementos
7) Totoro - along with it's whole clique of soft toys.

7 random facts about me:
1) I actually listen to any preacher(s). I'm interested in religious studies.
2) I wanna study FOREVER.
3) I love mystical bonds
4) I am in awe with archeology.
5) I don't like to have maids.
6) I DO HAVE budgets when I go shopping
7) I am a loud introvert =D

7 things i plan to do before i die:
1) Travel the world, definitely.
2) Hosting events (which I'll be doing around 2 months haha!)
3) Be a good daughter and let my parents/loved ones stay in a bungalow with a swimming pool / The Sail's penthouse.
4) Having my romanticism dreams fulfilled - I've got secret desires [hint hint: only marilyn and sunshine know]
5) Maybe do some archeology and who knows, I may find Narnia!
6) To see the northern lights
7) Enriched with wisdom

7 things i can do:
1) Cook decently
2) Be extremely sensitive, and emotional
3) Love and be romantic
4) Be your heroine!!
5) Shop til' I drop
6) Appreciate everything in my life
7) Really filial

7 things i can't do:
1) Mathematics
2) Be unfilial
3) To not love
4) Tolerating any unjust done to me/family
5) Drink / drive. They'll be DONE soon though.
6) Consume drugs or smoke or sheesha
7) Losing track of my life.

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex:
1) Brains, intellect, knowledgeable
2) Unique vibes
3) good looks/nice features
4) High EQ, compassionate and kind
5) Style
6) Humour
7) Romanticist

7 things i say often:
1) Oh shit
2) Fuck
3) Omg!!
4) WTF
5) Tsk
6) Huh
7) I like ..............

The Maid

She is the ultimate.
I AM JUMPING FOR JOY OVER THE FACT THAT SHE'LL BE LEAVING US FOR GOOD!

She's mad, literally.

I don't know how she fakes her madness. Obvious can.

YAY!

New house without a maid!!

anguish

1. Alright, so have you ever actually sat down and thought about why you like the person you like?
- I don't even know who I 'like' now.

2. Do you honestly think you could last a week without a computer or cellphone?
- Sure.

3. Do you care about how you eat?
- Obviously.

4. Have you ever gone out of your way to do something nice for someone?
- Ya

5. Have you ever gone out of your way to do something mean to someone?
- Out of my way? No luh.

6. When you get embarrassed what usually happens?
- Grumble -.-

7. Is there someone you don't really know but they bother you?
- A few online personae, think everyone gets this.

8. Do you think alot of people think bad things about you?
- =)

9. Do you call anyone babe?
- Plenty!

10. Whose car were you last in?
- Mom's

11. Last thing you ate?
- Mixed nuts

12. Last thing you drank?
- Plain water

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- Online shopping! ;p

14. What was the first thing you did when you woke up?
- THINK. about. things, ya things.

15. When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout?
- I'm not a frequent Great World-er.

16. What does your last incoming text say?
- "So smart. I'm home. Muacks. Is dear going to bathe" well.

17. What does your last outgoing text say?
- "Yup"

18. Why did your last relationship end?
- Because he sucked.

19. Still friends with the ex?
- No comment.

20. Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
- him

21. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
- 6

22. What do you have planned for tonight?
- Fairytale, but it turned out to be a contemporary one: the ending screwed up.

23. Who was the last person to make you laugh so hard?
- him

24. How have you felt today?
- upset, guilty, happy, loved, happily loved, loving happily, anger, sadness, disappointment, heartbreak.

25. Who was the last person to wear your clothes?
- him

26. Who was the last person you ran into unexpectedly?
- Sherline Ho!!

27. Would you rather get up early or sleep in?
- SLEEP IN DUH

28. Who's the last person you got into an argument with?
- him

29. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- every night, at least.

30. How is the room you are in right now?
- Everything in place but just overflowing (good thing)

31. Can you sleep in jeans?
- No way

32. How many texts are in your inbox?
- Sony ericsson doesn't count

33. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
- Clarise (:

34. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
- Michelle

35. Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?
- Nope (trying to sound politically correct here)

36. Have you ever felt replaced?
- often

37. Are you only friends with the rich?
- no

38. Ever kissed a Blondie?
- Gaga!

39. Have you ever taken a shower while you were drunk or high?
- yea

40. Did you have a dream last night?
- Ya, my dreams are like drama serials that go on every night, continuously.

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Are you available?
- Decline to comment

What is your age?
- 17 going on 18

Do you know anyone named Brian?
- XPS

When is your birthday?
- 12th November 90

What's your favorite candy?
- Chewy, rubbery, fruity, minty, sugar free preferably (anything along that line)

What kind of car do you drive?
- Bus 11

Do you daydream?
- That's mandatory! hee.

What's your favorite kind of dog:
- Husky / Lessie.

How do you like your eggs?
- anyhow, seriously.

Have you ever been in the emergency room?
- no, NO.

Ever pet an elephant?
- yup!

Do you use a fly swatter?
- no

Is there a fan in your room?
- ya

Do you chew gum?
- love gums

Do you like gummy candies?
- yep

How are you?
- Crappily annoyed but peaceful. O.o

What color is your hair?
- Natural black, NATURAL

What's your favorite ice cream?
- Haagen Dazs baby!

Have you ever ice skated?
- timid enough not to try

Ever been in an igloo?
- Fake ones

Do you wear jewelry?
- yes

Who do you want to kill?
- no one

Have you ever flown a kite?
- Yessss

Lions or tigers?
- lions

Favorite store at the mall?
- Whichever that can fulfill my needs, at that instant, would be a fav!

Favorite movie?
- Currently, Hancock

Do you have a nickname?
- you won't want to know A nickname

Do you prefer night or day?
- Both, they serve different purposes.

Are you an only child?
- uh huh

Do you like the color orange?
- depends

Do you know anyone named Penelope?
- nope

Are you quick to judge people?
- not.at.all

Do you think you're always right?
- no

Do you watch reality TV?
- ya

Do you prefer sun or rain?
- refer to question of day and night

Do you like snow?
- I like the snow but not the cold (hey! it rhymes)

What time is it?
- 23:41

What time did you wake up?
- 8:30

Can you ride a unicycle?
- Doubt so

Do you know anyone with a unibrow?
- YES

Did you ever watch Veggie tales?
- ?

What's your worst habit?
- Vulgarities

What do you want right now?
- To sleep, with peace and expected outcome of dream.

Have you ever had an x-ray?
- Yes, for the crown of all glory, my teeth!!

Ever used a Xerox machine?
- Ya

Do you like the color yellow?

- mood based

Do you yell when you're angry?
- sometimes

Do you believe in the zodiac?
- partly

Six lasts:
6. last dream: he ran away with girl and i ended up with THAT guy (yes denise / sunshine, that guy)
5. last beverage: water
4. last phone call: him
3. last text message: "our dinner date coming wed, don't forget!"
2. last time you cried: a moment ago
1. last time you hugged someone: three hours back

Our own private party;

What more can I ask for?

(alot of shopping, hehe)

Drinks, laughter, good company, great food, ultimate location, perfect ambience.

lovelove.

Don't force yourself, it's ok.

Disclaimer: Contents for this post are a little jumbled up. Just happened to mirror my feelings.

You're tired, like how I am.
You need a break, like how I need.
You do not love, like how I do.
You cease to understand, like how I know.

One thing, for sure, I know.
I'm the bearer, for whatever.

How can I see through the lies?
Behind those masks.
Don't thrust my sincerity aside,
Shoving it away.
Come one day when I become like one of you,
Will I still be able to sing what's inside?

And sometimes you ask questions that only you have the answers.
Thank you so much for ignoring me and feigning ignorance.
Commitments, are not that literal anymore, ain't it?
Quite subtly, you fade off and point your finger at me.
Like how a bearer of consequence should behave, I swallow.
Leave the thoughts back to the world I thought I knew before.
Only this can you belong to me. - Not actually

I miss that dream. Need it tonight.

Smile with understanding of karma and shut up.

They've crossed the line, too much.

You know, this is worse than any epidemic.