-.-

THEY SPELLED MY NAME WRONGLY on the lyrics.

Anyway, the fiesta was held ytd and I believed everyone had fun (jamming?) haha. BUT somehow ChoHian fell sick and missed it. Now I realise that girlfriends are spirit boosters.. Hmm.. Hanwen really sang exceptionally well.. That's all about Knozis.

And now about the Earth Bloomers. I was just told that Fabian's Chelsea's bro. But I felt that he looked more like Celestine instead. Thank you Meow for that exquisite planner! It's so PRETTY! Erm.. had FUN (: Saw Chelsea's mom too.

For both items, the drummer rocks! hehe.

-------A call came in---------------

I'm freaking disappointed.

depressed. depressed. depressed.

I have no mood to blog alr. BYE.

P/S: I absolutely take NO liking to NS.

Sick

Alot of things happened at the chalet. And I was and still am sick. Suffering from stomach flu due to irregular meal intakes. Very dehydrated also therefore I'll try to drink as much water as possible.. BUT I'll still have to drag myself to Chingay training tmr..

I only have myself to blame.

I'm bored on X'mas day?!

RED

1. Are you currently mad at someone?:
; sort of

2. Which of your friends has the worst
temper?:
; =D

3. Have you ever thrown something at
anyone?:
; ya

4. Does your face turn red when you're
angry?
; no

5. When you're mad, do you prefer to
stare angrily or yell/scream?:
; keep to myself for crying sake


ORANGE

1. Has anyone ever thrown you a
surprise party?:
; ya

2. Are you easily excited?:
; maybe

3. What event is coming up that you're
most excited about?
; CNY (but I dun think it'll be any better)

4. Which of your friends is most
excitable?:
; almost all of them..

5. If you won a million dollars, what
would be your first thought?
; I won't be able to keep it myself

6. If you could have anything right
now, what would it be?
; The approval for the stay at the chalet

YELLOW

1. Name: Vanessa
2. Where were you born?: mt. elizabeth
3. What are your main goals in life?: be nice and happy (:
4. Do you want to have children?: Yup
5. How do you want to die?: non-hurting manner

GREEN

1. Do you like this color?: depends
2. Lowering the drinking age: AGREE. Although no one really bothers =X
3. Capital punishment: nope
4. Abortion: nope
5. Recycling: ok

BLUE

1. What was your latest dream?: It's a sweet one =D
2. Which of your friends do you dream about the most?: seldom
3. Have any of your dreams come true?: ya
4. Do you usually remember your dreams?: some only
5. What was the weirdest dream you've ever had?: shh

PURPLE

1. Straight, gay, bi: straight
2. Do you have a bf/gf?: bf
3. Do you have a crush?: NA
4. Who is the best hugger that you know?: =D
5. Do you believe in love at first sight?: not really

Loved Ones...

Loved ones should know why =)

Woke up in the morning to only remember that Dix's coming over to my place. But I was still sleeping at that point of time. So sorry! And thank you so much! =D

New people I know today: Bryan, HanWen, Irfan (correct??), ZiXian.. and the sound engineer.

Met Ken and we went to TSC for jamming session (practice) with Meow's band.

- Chats with MM -

I AM SO DAMN PROUD OF YCKSB! Thanks MM. For showing me the video. I went on and on.

Anyways, back to the post. Meow went for her braces thingy and Bry, Ken and I went to a faraway land to meet up with the other guys for the recording. It was my first time in a recording studio lah! Sorry, I sua-gu can? I laughed super hysterically when I see the others on TV when they're just upstairs. Then I started flipping through magazines. Haha. Oh, with the vocalist, HanWen =)

After recording 2 songs, HanWen drove ALL of us to ICA for the Gakkai Song Competition rehearsal. When KNOZIS is up there doing their thing, I got lots of -.- going on. So dumb can. Oh, I found the word.. 'interview'.

Song by Kenneth Poon
Arranged by KNOZIS
Lyrics by Kenneth Poon and Vanessa Lim

Wow, my name's up there! -evil grins- I had creative writing lessons when I was young ok? Hehe. Hmm, the judges feedback was what I've said. Trust me next time. They had a -.- meeting then everyone ciao except for Ken and I who got a free ride from HanWen.

When we reached SSCC's HOW, none of the percussionists were there to rehearse with he strings. -stunned-. Thus ken the drumset and van the tam and shaker. WAHAHA! I was just a 'ling shi yan yuan'. Did Mama Mia and Pirates (without me). I can't bounce on the snare.. or maybe just a little. Newbie eh.. Hmm, I'm on my way to ROLLING -rolls-.

Something that's super duper ultra, ultimately embarassing happened to me. I felt crap. Luckily you were there. From now onwards, I think a bag pack shall be my staple bag.

Came home and found presents mounting on my table!!! Hooray~

Tomorrow, erms, later will be a very very very busy, exciting, tiring, experimental, inspirational, active and FUN day! Hopefully I'll get my chocs by tmr.. hehe..

I LOVE ALL OF YOU...

if you all get what I mean..

nth much

I've totally forgotten about mao mei's date when I woke up till I saw Ken's sms. Even so, I still took my own sweet time only to be the earliest among all once again..

"Give me a chance to make amends ok?"

Well well... We all got together at West Mall and bought the necessary (and unnecessary) stuff. Hehe ;) I quite like it but it builds up the phelgm, yuck then. Proceeded on to mm's jm's place to DO THE THINGS. Not really a flop la. MM, go and do more research online. Don't always depend on me ok?

Then mm went for the JC band fest, Ken to meet his friends and me SHOPPING; for the concert attire tomorrow. I think I know PS very well by now. Happened to spot Yuko's aunt's watch shop and the optical shop there also =D got my white top from G2000 and blazer from TF. I'm officially broke for 2 mths. UNLESS the pay comes in. Chanced on quite alot of things at PS BUT I gotta end my spree somewhere. Sigh.

Went on to meet Ken with his friends at MindCafe (i promise pictures next time). The one which you can play games. Haha. That was my first time there. Impression's made an impression on me. Ohoh.. There were Alan, Samuel and his gf. Somehow, I think Alan's XiaoCui's brother. Cos they look VERY alike. When we were ciao-ing from that place, I realised that the 'shop, pub, lounge or WHATEVER you call that' beside the cafe had Sharon Au and Gurmit Singh hosting.

Had chicken rice for dinner around that area. Not forgetting the ROCHOR tao huay!! My all-time favourite! But I was a lil sian cos Mummy had that beancurd as a every week 'must-have' family treat -.- Had fun watching the two shifus making you tiao..

---- hilarious conversation between the 3 musketeers----

Samuel's gf and i were like staring at the shifus the whole time. wahaha...............................

That's all for today.. Erm erm.. Anyone passing by or going to town tmr? Come by, call me, attend the concert ok? =D

minoric insomnia

Quiz I
You.Can.Only.Type.One.Word.No.Explanations.
Not.As.Easy.As.You.Might.Think.

1. Yourself?
- Vanessa

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Hansoken

3. Your hair?
- Black

4. Your mother?:
- Gorgeous

5. Your father?
- Blessed

6. Your Favorite Item:
- Piggy

7. Your dream last night:
- Beautiful

8. Your Favorite drink:?
- water

9. Your Dream Car:
- Lexus

10. The room you are in:
- cold~

11. Your Ex:
- nice

12. Your fear?
- something

13. What do you want to be in 10 years?
- Vanessa

14. Who did you hang out with last night?
- Han

15. What You're Not?
- Patient

16. Muffins:
- oh

17. One of Your Wish List Items:
- GOWD

18. Time:
- 0055

19. The Last Thing You Did:
- text

20. What You Are Wearing:
- Clothes

21. Your Favorite Weather:
- Rainy

22. Your Favorite Book:
- Novels

23. The last thing you ate:
- BCM

24. Your LiFE:
- Rocks =)

25. Your Mood:
- Glad

26. Your friends:
- rock

27. What are you thinking about right now?
- Still walking?

28. Single or taken?
- taken

29. What are you doing at the moment?
- Thinking

30. Your summer?
- Mugging

31. Your relationship status:
- TAKEN

32. What is on tv?
- reflections

33. What is the weather like?
- crap

34. When is the last time you laughed??
- Just

35. Hurt?
- No


Quiz II

(no more 1 word answers right?)

01: Be invisible or be able to fly?
- Invisible

02: Be rich or good looking?
- Rich

03: Be small and fast or big and slow?
- SF (Seika Fujihara?! haha)

05: Read minds or have a time machine?
- Time machine

06: Be a hacker or a bank robber?
- hacker

07: Be tough or nice?
- nice

08. Talented or clever?
- talented

09: Have friends or a sweet car?
- PENG YOU!

11: Have a good body or be a good lover?
- Good lover

13: Have a boyfriend or girlfriend?
- boyfriend

14: Nite or night?
- Night

15: Be shy or have bad breath?
- Shy

16: Bruce lee or jackie chan?
- Jackie Chan (cos he's living in my era)

17: Die by falling off a roller coaster or by being lit on fire?
- Neither pls.

18: Die by drowning or by being buried alive?
- wth! i still dun wanna die.

19: Own a big cabin in the rockies or a small apartment in new york city?
- HDB

22: Get five piercings or five tattoos?
- 5 piercings

23: Forget your name or everyone else's?
- mine

24: Be stranded on an island with a clueless hottie or with a nerd?
- nerd

25: Have wheels instead of legs or wings instead of arms?
- sounds freaky

26: Change your past or know your future?
- Know my past to change my future =D

28: Always lose or never play?
- depends on wad genre of game isit.

29: Know it all or have it all?
- know it all TO have it all


Quiz III
1. Do you know where your sister is
right now?
- Mao mei? yups..

2. Last time you hugged someone?
- Just now

3. What is something you've learned about yourself recently?
- my tendency to fall sick

4. What color is your watch?
- Blue

5. Do you like anyone?
- sorry, it's everyone.

6. Do you know of anyone who likes you?
- everyone =D

7. Where do you work?
- mostly from home

8. What are you listening to right now?
- YOUR song (:

9. What do you smell like?
- wad what? MYSELF la.

10. What color are your pants/jeans?
- blue, green, beige, yellow, pink, black, white.. etc

11. Closest thing to your left?
- piggy!

12. What color is your bedroom flooring?
- grey and white aka marble

13. Do you have a chair in your room?
- yups. that swivel one.

14. Time you were born?
- 2030

15. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
- of course la

16. What's your favorite number?
- 8

17. Do you know someone named Lori?
- nopes

18. What color is your mom's hair?
- Highlighted gold, brown and copper.. PRETTY!

19. Do you have a dog?
- had DOGS.. 6

20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
- yahs.. hai lang tao tao wo bu pa -lala-

21. When was the last time you went swimming?
- few weeks back

22. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
- never

23. Did you ever go to a camp as a child?
- yahs

24. Do you play an instrument?
- yups

25. Do you like fire?
- in appropriate settings and situation.. lol

26. Are you allergic to anything?
- should be

27. When was the last time you cried?
- This morning.. I'm not a crybaby ok.. But STH is just too touching..

29. Have you ever been to a spa?
- yahs

30. Did you take science all four years of high school?
- ya.

31. Do you like butterflies?
- Yes.. Sometimes scared of them too. ha.

33. What is one thing you miss about your past?
- All the childhood laughters!

34. Have you ever seen the school counselor?
- GOSH, I was summoned for.. *counting my toes*.. times..

35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?
- ya

36. What is one thing you've learned about life?
- do human revolution.. haha.

37. Are you jealous of anyone?
- NO

38. Is anyone jealous of you?
- shrugs

39. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
- couple of times

40. What does your mom call you?
- Vaness

41. What does your siblings call you?
- Travis and Mervis? 'jie jie' lor..

42. What does you hair look like right now?
- tucked behind my ears

43. Has a friend ever used you?
- ya.. -sobs-

44. Has anyone recently told you that they like you?
- mao mei, audrey and kailing!

45. What have you eaten today?
- BCM

46. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
- I've got some natural curls =(

47. What is your favorite movie?
- Harry Potter

48. Who was the last person you drove with?
- Uncle Sam

49. What are you looking forward to?
- Every moment of my life..

50. How are you today?
- Very fine =)

=)

Don't be guilty Engpeng. The Amazing Race is already good enough (:

Ken and I were in charge of Station 3.. The intervals between groups were long according to the time but seemingly short somehow.

Actually there are MUCH MUCH more things to blog about the FD outing but I'm too lazy. haha.

After EVERYTHING, Engpeng, sooling (sick), huimin, vincci, ken and i had our early dinner at Harbourfront Centre (or is there a 'shopping' in front?). Things started getting lame from there. People singing christmas carols in the food court (and I joined in), an acrobat doing some tricks with the crystal ball, etc etc. We went up to the empty open space at the 3rd level of Vivo and played volleyball. Obviously with the heavy rain, I got drenched. Lala~ and that's so fun!

The others went home but I accompanied Ken home to do his 'last minute' recording for the Friday Rendezvous. I guess if he weren't recording, I'll be going around his ' studio' and play with his drumset, keyboard (organ), guitar and his laptop. But I fell asleep on the sofa most of the time. BECAUSE ALL THE SOUNDS ARE THROUGH THE EARPHONES. I only heard the click of the keyboard and stepping of pedals. Which is quite cool also. haha. We hurried to the Kaikan (because Raymond said that the entry have to be submitted 'die die' by last night) but the Gajokai(s) on duty couldn't find the form =X Well, the prob is still solved in the end. Hehe. Anyway, I spotted GongGong and MaMa's picture on the board where alot of them are displayed outside the offices =)

Got abit of ramblings and reached home at 2315. Sigh sigh.. I really hope that all my hard work won't go down the drain.. Because I want to have a beautiful christmas week until the 28th.

Let me enjoy today first (:

Invigorate me

I'm tired, crying, soothing myself for whatever that becomes of. I don't wanna elude myself anymore, it's tiring. Just let me escape.. I need to breathe.

Once again, I feel like as if I'm living in my own world. Where no one else enters.

You slept

I've learnt not to wait.

Another 2...

Girl's Survey..

01. do you wear a bra to sleep?
- wth

02. have u kissed any one?
- duh

03. are you happy with your looks?
- no

04. do you think you are pretty/gorgeous/beautiful?
- no

05. are you a girly girl?
- not to that extreme

06. do you straighten/gel your hair everyday?:
- no

07. do you hate cramps?
- yes

08. are you tall/short for ur age?:
- i LOVE my height

09. do you like someone right now?
- no

10. what would you do if someone smacked your butt?
- If it's some si bian tai, i'll just kick his groin -if only i got the guts to- wahaha.

11. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past?
- yea.. mummy

12. do you think you're conceited?
- no

13. do you like drama?
- playhouse? ya

14. are you a bitch?
- no

15. Have you ever gotten in a catfight?
- with Seika? my twin? YES. hehe.

16. who would you like to smack right now?
- Ahem.. I think Yuko and I would like to smack the same person right NOW.

17. which class is most boring in school?
- CME

18. What class(not sub) do you love the most?
- n0n3

19. is there any type of rumor going around about you?
- ha, yes.

20. do you call anybody by there last name?
- Fujihara lor.. Unless they've got a Mrs.. hehe... MM = MK?

21. how many guys do u think will end up reading this, just because it says girls survey?
- think i'd care? it's my blog! For heaven's sake.



Quiz II

+ Describe love in 1 word:
- Indescribable..

+ Would you dare to fool your bf/gf?:
- then wad for would i have a bf?

+ What do you do when you've been hurt by the one you love?:
- try me

+ Single or taken:
- taken

+ How do you feel right now?:
- sleepy and... ... ... waiting...

+ Do you miss somebody?
- ya

+ Does letting go always means goodbye?:
- it is, from my heart.

+ Rate yourself from 1-10, 10 highest, how much do you love her/him:
- 9.999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999.
I should leave the tiny lil bit for myself right? haha.

+ Are you willing to love again even if you've been hurt many times?:
- it jus comes.

+ Are you in love?:
- ya =D

+ Do you prefer to see him/her everyday or not so often?:
- i still dunno..

+ Do you have a gf/bf?
- ya

+ If God will let you choose the one who will love you, what kind of lover would s/he be?
- Gohonzon.. Gakkai..

+ Do you fight for love?:
- he'll come to me if he loves me, if not, just suan le ba.

+ How will you know if you're in love?:
- butterflies in the stomach... and more.. More.. MOre.. MORe.. MORE!!

+ Have you ever cried for the one you love/like?:
- yup

+ Are you happy or hurt?:
- happy and blessed =)

+ Are you loyal with the one you love?:
- absolutely

+ Are you serious when it comes to relationships?
- yes

+ Does answering this make you feel sad or happy?
- neither.. i feel dumb

+ When was the last time you cried?:
- just.. mao mei..

+ Does crying help you? How?:
- yup, moisturising my pupils.

+ Do you have a secret love?
- shrugs

+ If yes, do you have any plans of confronting him/her about it?
- no

And i'm still waiting...

Thanks Yuko!

I tagged Yuko for more quizzes. And indeed, she did it. =D

Here goes:

01. What kind of first impression do you think people say when they first see you?
- 1st? hmm.. depending on my mood that day. If I wanna make the mood lighter, i'll try to be crazy =D

02. What's one thing you like to do alone?
- Shower

03. What is your favorite line to say when you're drunk?
- -falls into deep sleep-

04. How many drinks do u need before u get tipsy?
- 3 shots, I'm gone!

05. Do you have any purpose for living?
- Yup

06. What kind of books do you like to read?
- Horror, Tai tai types (shopaholic series), Fantasy for HP only.

08. Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of your friends?
- Who're the frens?

09. What do you eat/drink when you raid the fridge at night?
- fruits

10. Describe your bed?
- Bright, Calming, HUGE, filled with a moutaineous pile of brochures, eeyore, piggy, 2 pillows, 1 bolster.. etc

11. Spontaneous or planned?
- SPONTANEOUS, no doubts!

12. Do you know how to play poker?
- no

13. What do you carry with you at all times?
- my brain

14. What do you miss most about being a kid?
- sitting in prams

15. Are you happy with your given name?
- uh-huh

16. What color is your bedroom?
- apple green, i suppose.

17. Have you ever been in a play?
- yup

18. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
- absolutely!

19. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
- yes!

20. Do you spend more time with your girlfriend/boyfriend or your friends?
- erms erms.. only if I could choose..

21. What's one thing you wish you could do but can't?
- Cycling

22. What is your ideal wedding location?
- Fullerton Hotel all the way from VCH... baohui aka mao mei should know wad i mean.. ;)

23. Whats one instrument you wish you could play?
- can i name 2? hee. violin and guitar.

24. Whats one language you want to learn?
- Jap

25. Have you ever pierced your body parts?
- yea

26. Do you have any tattoos?
- no, i dun need one (:

27. What's one trait you hate in a person?
- scheming

28. Do you consider yourself materialistic?
- sadly, ya

29. What do you cook best?
- Pasta?

30. Favorite person/s to talk with on the phone?
- wow, that'll be alot to name..

What?! that's the end? gosh, i'm so bored now.

If this ever happened to me..

Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?

Boy: No

Girl: Do you like me?

Boy: Not really

Girl: Do you want me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you cry if I left?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you live for me?

Boy: No

Girl: Would you do anything for me?

Boy: No way

Girl: What would you choose: your life..or
me?

Boy: My life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and
the boy
runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind is
because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love
you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I
would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I
would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for
you is because I would do everything for you.
The reason I chose my life is because you ARE
my life.

ARGH

I can't go for the combined band today thanks to my dear boss who doesn't wanna let me off. And I feel damn guilty la. Luckily there's still internet for me to use in the office, if not I'm REALLY going to die.

I can't

I can't be disappointed. I'm sorry. This is a blog, not a diary. I shall delete my previous post and be extra vigilant in all my posts. Thank you for your reminder.

Sushi

01.Start Time: 1050
02. Name: Lim Shi Pheng, Vanessa
03. Nickname: Vaness
04. If u were a skittle wat color wud u be: Green and purple
05. Chinese Zodiac: Horse
06. Zodiac: Scorpio
07. Hair color: Black
08. Eye color: Dark Brown
09. Height: 160
10. Favorite Color: White
11. Glasses: With alternates on contact lens.
12. Braces: No
13. Piercing/tattoos: 2 piercings
15. Area code: 560

HAVE YOU EVER.
17. Cut your own hair?: When I was 5
18. Did you do something in the past month that you regret?: No
20. Kissed someone who isn't ur gf or bf?: Of course, my mom.
21. Skipped school?: -.-
22. Bungee jumped?: No.. But I want to!!
23. Had sex outside?: No
24. Dumped someone?: -.-
25. Been arrested?: No
26. TP'd someone's house?: haha, no
27. Won something?: Yes..
30. Been rejected?: In wad sense? Yes in mine (:
31. Been to a funeral?: yup
32. Used a lighter?: ya
33. Been on stage?: uh-huh

FAVOURITE.
34. Season: Spring..
35. Food: Sushi (cos we're heading for a sushi buffet later!)
36. Ice cream flavor: Macadamia Nut from Haagen Dazs ONLY.
37. School subject(s): English, Chinese, F&N, Humanities.
38. Person: Family, friends and you.
41. Book(s): Stephen King's, Nicholas Sparks's, JK Rowling's, Sophie Kinsella's... etc
42. Movie(s): A Walk to Remember, Step up, Death Note, Happy Feet, Singapore Dreaming, Phantom of the Opera.. etc.
43. Song: Stefanie Sun's
44. Park: Bishan Park and Ang Mo Kio Park ;)
45. State: Washington!
46. Place: Any sanctuary (wahaha!!)
47. Sport to watch: NA for me.
49. Bands/musicians: Maksim, Vanessa Mae, Richard Clayderman, Audrey, Hansoken, Baohui, Hansel, FongYee, Faith, Dickson, Dixon, Marcus, QiSheng, Goldie, Seika, Chelsea, ChuiLeng, GuangYi, JunWen, KaiLi, KaiLing, MeowLeng, PeiJun, Suky, Trisa, WeiLi, Penny, Esther, Kat, Terri, WeeLing, Clement, GarHong, ManYun and many more... LoL
50. Letter(s): V
51. Restaurant: Goodwood Park Hotel.
52. Cartoon Character(s): Sweet Anime
53. TV Station(s): Mood based.
54. Name for a son: Thaedeus, Raymond..
55. Name for a daughter: Dawn.. (i dunno la. These are all based on last min thoughts. So pls DUN bother)

DO YOU PREFER.
56. Chocolate or Vanilla: ChocVan
58. Long relationships or one night stands: Get Married la!
59. Dogs or cats?: Retrievers
60. Scary movies or comedies?: Roman Stone
61. Short hair or long: Long with short (fringe)
62. Croutons or bacon bits?: Bacon Slices.
63. Kissing or hugging: Hugs with Kisses (:

FIRST THING THAT COMES TO YOUR MIND.
64. Mexicans: Taco
65. School: Study
66. Grass: Freedom
67. Cow: Milk
68. Canada: The leaf on the Flag
70. Hands: Need Moisturiser

THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU.
71. Watched a movie?: no
72. Talked on the phone?: ya
73. Cried: ya
74. Threw up: no
75. Drank a glass of water: no
76. Done Drugs: NO..
77. Read a book or magazine: Yea..
78. Watched TV: no
79. Looked in the mirror: Yes..
80. Taken a shower: Of course..
81. Taken a picture: Err, yes..
82. Listened to music: ya
83. Kissed someone: hee... yup :)
84. Told someone you liked them: love em.. *nods*
85. End time: 1115

How long did u take to complete this quest: 25mins

I'm a goner!! Bwahaha.. Sushi Tei or Sakae?

Australia then, Genting now.

Love this..

(:

Fullerton

The wedding was wonderful.

The setting is romantic,

the couple is sweet,

the music was soulful..

and most importantly, I was there (:

Baohui, rmb our promise? The wedding~

Then that would be more than a splendour!

That's it!

-SCREAMS-



One more day!!!

I'm so thrilled!!

I've fixed my com! wow~

Seems like ages that I haven't been blogging. Fingers are getting itchier, wahaha. There's tons of pics to show but it's all in Cherie's camera.. So, just bear with the words w/o illustrations first.

Tuesday
Met drey, dix and xiaomarc for prac at dix's place. Details are meant for us to know and for you to find out. Anyway, things turned out quite well and we're all kind of satisfied (: So, there shouldn't be much of a problem on Fri's rehearsal and Sat's performance.. Yes, and I cried alot that day thanks to drey. It's a show la: Be With You. In jap. Quite slow paced and too fairytale, but still touches easily. It's about kinship and love. Went to Cold Storage with drey to get something that's going to change my life.. Right, Jess? Then, I had SSW prac.

Wednesday
Met Engpeng and Sooling. I was so late and didn't manage to save Engpeng when she needed me the most. Sorry girl :( I know it's dangerous and irritating. From now, I'll be on time for all our dates (: And Sooling was still in her netball training attire. Rushed straight down from her training.

Had brunch at Yoshi while waiting for Cherie. Did stupid things in there, MADNESS. Sasa was a wallet burning experience. Didn't expect to spend so much =X Oh, I was at Bugis then we went to Bugis street which made me drool once again w/o fail. The clothes there are so pretty and affordable la. Too bad, I've spend my budget on SASA! grr.. I'm having a pretty phone now!!! Hehe.. Sometimes I wonder... haha. nvm.
Cherie had to go home and the 3 of us went to Hougang for the planning meeting.

I Am A Station Master!!

yay!! For station 3 with another station master whom I've recommended, which they accepted the suggestion almost immediately. Ahem, station master is coming back in 2 days time! (: The planning was not as slack as I thought it would be. So much work! But I'm looking forward to that day at Sentosa with the Cheng San Zone. Sorry meow and yunting! The FLINTs are mostly the ppl I know, surprisingly. I thought Engpeng and sooling are the only FLINTs I know. But peijun, xiuzhen, kansie and vincci are all part of it oso. Cool man. Collaborating with FRIENDS! After the meeting, everyone went home except for Kansie who went for pool and me? WORK. Siao one. Ask for tuition at night. Nvm la, since my students are so adorable. Once I reached home, I jus nua-ed on the sofa. 30 min later, Mama and GongGong came home energetically after their movie date. So sweet hor? Muacks.


Two days only~ yay!! there'll be my favourite crunchy nougats too! Mummy is so greedy, even ask for more. Tsktsk. So, now I'm getting worried for Sat night. MTPS. I thought I wouldn't have that anymore after graduating from YCK. Who knows? I must get prepared.. Luckily I'm given notice before hand unlike the previous one which's quite a shock (not for me). Heehee. See you!!

I love the auto-roaming service!

Finally, I feel so reassured once again (:

*5 days!! <3*

Trying my best to look forward.

Counting down has never been so tough. But thinking of the things that will happen after that is just so comforting and yearning. All Van's, hehe. YAY!!

-sobs- let me get through this 6 days first.

For you

SSW and SWO combined prac today.


ManYun and I


Goldie and I

To you..

Please remember that every ending is another new beginning of something better. There's another window opened specially for you when the door shuts. Continue to strive and do what you like and what's best for you. Finally, I love you!! JiaYou! I'm just a road away. Call me, look for me (vice versa), I'll never turn you down.

From Quack (forever).

<3

Spastic shots

After SSW prac, we decided to have our late dinner (supper) at AMK macs. And there were we taking spastic shots that's headed with themes.. haha.. Here goes:


The Good (obvioiusly me! hehe), The Bad and The Ugly.


Acting cute (ok, not cute AT ALL)


Acting cute 2. To no avail.


Our version of 1-3-5


Oh, look at that faraway land!


We're so amazed!!


See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil =X


A lil pointless.. Cos we were acting innocent. Hey, at least we tried alright??


Autistic us!!


Now, that was dumb.

That's all. Good night!! (:

BOREDOM

[RED]

Closest red thing to you?
- The bookmark

Last thing to make you angry?
- That angmoh

Do you have a temper?
- Yup

Are you a fan of romance?
- Yes, a lil (:

[ORANGE]

Closest orange thing to you?
- Oranges

Do you like to burn things?
- Lanterns

Dress up for Halloween?
- YUP! only when there's a party. After 18, there goes.

Are you usually a warm-hearted person?
- Yes

Do you have anything against ginger hair?
- Something when it's within my family

Are you usually full of energy?
- Can say so. Because I'll only slumber when I'm alone or when with my loved ones. haha.

[YELLOW]

Closest yellow thing to you?
- My hp sock

The happiest time[s] of your life?
- EVERYTIME.

Favorite holiday place?
- Somewhere that's cold or snow will be a better option.

What makes you happy?
- To see His Majesty 8 days later.

Are you a coward?
- No

Do you burn or tan?
- Both.

[GREEN]

Closest green thing to you?
- Green peas

Do you care about the environment?
- Yup

Are you jealous of anyone right now?
- Yes, of all the people who's working as part time chinese tuition teacher!

Are you a lucky person?
- Yes.

Do you always want what you can't have?
- NO!

Are you Irish?
- No

[BLUE]

Closest blue thing to you?
- My shorts

Are you good at calming people down?
- Depends on that person.

Do you like the sea?
- Infatuated with it.

Last thing that make you cry?
- Realising that there's 192 hours more.

Are you a logical thinker?
- yes

Can you sleep easily?
- depends

[PURPLE]

Last purple thing you saw?
- my samsung hp

Like being treated to expensive things?
- ooh la la~

Favorite type of chocolate?
- Choclairs

Are you creative?
- yes.

[PINK]

Closest pink thing to you?
- Lotus picture.

Do you like sweet foods
- starting to have a tinge of dislike.. but i still LOVE it. hehe.

Like play-fighting?
- NO

Are you sensitive?
- ultra

Do you like punk music?
- no

[WHITE]

Closest white thing to you?
- my shirt

Would you say you're innocent?
- of course!! Right, Cherie?

Always try to keep the peace?
- It's always peaceful at my favourite places with my fav ppl.

How do you imagine your wedding?
- Blissful

Do you like to play in the snow?
- who doesn't?

Are you afraid of going to the doctors or dentist?
- no

[BLACK]

Closest black thing to you?
- the sofa i'm sitting on

Are you sophisticated or silly?
- both.. heehee.

Would you like to go to space?
- yup!

Do you have a lot of secrets?
- no.. probably, yes.

What is your favorite color?
- white.

Does the color you wear affect your mood?
- Somehow.



Quiz II

01. Name - Lim Shi Pheng, Vanessa.

02. Religion - Buddhism

03. Single/Taken - Taken

04. Zodiac Sign - Horse

05. Male/Female - Female.

06. School - School-less!!!

07. Bag - Which one?

09. MSN Name - van

10. Hair Color - black

12. Hair Long/Short - darn short

14. Eye Color - Dark Brown

15. Health Freak - I'm a F&N student, what do u think?

16. Height - 160

17. Do you have a crush on someone? - no

18. Do you like yourself? - yes, pretty much (:

19. Braces - yucks, no!

21. Piercing - 2

22. Tattoo - objurgation!

23. Righty or Lefty - right

___YOUR FIRSTS___

24. Surgery - Coming soon...

25. First piercing - K2

26. First best friend - Chinami

27. First Award - Champ for Sports Event of SK!! yay!

28. First Sport You Joined - Crawling (: But NOT with the Singapore Infantry Brigade. hehe. Someone's gonna murder me.

29. First pet - Gups

30. First Vacation - Cameron

31. First Concert - K2!! Grad ceremony. We are the children strong with hope, we are the children of the sun!! woohoo~ I rmb the SK sch song!

32. First love - Over and done with

___FAVOURITES___

33. Movie - Step up.. Happy Feet?? CHUI LENG!!

34. Favorite TV Show - Goong, Stairway to Heaven.

35. Colour - White

36. Music - Oldies

39. Drink - Got addicted with the lime recently.

41. Sport To Play - Bowling (though I suck at it.. )

42. Favorite piece of clothing - not yet.

43. Brand - Esprit, Forever21, Topshop, Zara, Gap... etc

44. What do you sleep with? - PigGy and Eeyore

45. Favorite School - Soka Kindergarten!

46. Favorite Animal - Retrievers

___CURRENTLY___

49. Im eating - Nothing

50. Im drinking - Nothing

52. Im about to ring - no one.

53. Listening to - Like a Star.

55. Waiting For - His Majesty's grand arrival.

56. Watching - nth

57. Wearing - ME shirt

58. Want Kids? - Absolutely

59. Want to Get Married? - yup

60. Careers in Mind - Chinese teacher (serious)

___RANDOM___

68. Lips or Eyes - Lips AND Eyes

69. Hugs or Kisses - Hugs AND Kisses

70. Shorter or Taller - remain

72. Romantic, Spontaneous - Romantic AND Spontaneous

73. Nice stomach or nice arms - None

74. Sensitive or Loud - Sensitive.

75. Hook-up or Relationship - Relationship.

76. Sweet or caring - Hehe, you're both right? Enough.

77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant? - I'm innocent

___HAVE YOU EVER___

78. Kissed a Stranger - no

79. Drank bubbles - yesterday when i was showering

80. Lost glasses/contacts - dumb contacts! can't be visible when i need to see em.

81. Ran Away From Home - Not really

82. Broken a bone - no

83. Got an X-ray - 2 days ago.. sob

84. Broken Someones Heart - -shrugs-

87. Cried When Someone Died - Of cos

___DO YOU BELIEVE IN___

89. God - Jesus? No.

90. Miracles - Yes.

93. Aliens - 50/50

94. Magic - HARRY POTTER!

95. Heaven - dunno

97. Sex on the first date - No

98. Kissing on the First Date - no

99. Angels - dunno

___ANSWER TRUTHFULLY___

100. Is there someone you want to be with right now?
- DUH



Quiz IV

01.Best place to cry?
- Bedroom

02. Missing someone right now?
- Ya

03. The person/people you love the most?
- Loved ones.. and you.. hehe.

04.Tell us your dream last night...
- Dreamless

05. Ever hate someone so bad?
- no

06. The biggest lie you heard?
- dun rmb

07. Ever lied to someone you love the most?
- ya

08. What's the worst thing you've ever done?
- destroying my own life

09. Wanna be someone else than yourself?
- absolutely NOT!

10. Ever slapped someone for fun?
- no

11. Last time u cried?
- Just la.. Jus being emo

12. Biggest crush?
- No more crushes..

13. Last mall you went to?
- TM

14. Last memorable song you've heard?
- Stay

15. Last person that hates you?
- 0102030405060708090 like i kno

16. Reasons why you hate someone?
- i'm angelic. I love everyone.

17. Biggest lie you said?
- The ans for q16

18. What do you wanna say to someone
- Can u jus come back NOW?

19. What are you going to do later?
- meet goldie for dinner then band prac

20. Do you give up on people easily?
- Sometimes

21. Where you at?
- home

22. Have you EVER failed a subject at school?
- duh

23. What's on your mind?
- i wanna participate in Chingay la! tsk. So bad. Dix's ALSO in the special grp, supposingly.

24. Honestly, who are you chatting with?
- Gladys, Baohui, Cherie.

25. What is it that you REALLY should be doing right now?
- Go and shower la!

26. Have you brushed your teeth today?
- duh

27. Who are your best friends in the world?
- ALL my friends (:

28. Honestly who is the hottest person you know?
- hehe.. shh..

29. Honestly, are you a good friend?
- yes.

30. Honestly, do you really think going to school is important?
- going to sch is NOT at all impt. But the learning part is.

31. Honestly, what are your dreams about,mostly?
- Being chased after by some creatures if not i'll be flying or rolling down the stairs.

32. Honestly, who/what makes you happy
- His existance

33. Honestly, what are you so sad about right now?
- i'm not sad

34. Honestly, how old are you now?
- 16

35.Honestly, what song are you listening to right now ?
- Jie Tuo

36. Honestly, who do you want to meet at this very moment?
- him

37. Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?
- wth.. lips..

38. Honestly, do you have a deadly disease?
- no

39. Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
- no

40. Honestly, who/what do you wanna hug right now ?
- sigh, him



Quiz V

01) What is the phone brand?
- Sony Ericsson and Samsung

02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
- 775

03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
- Hmmm. Can. In woodlands or Yishun.

04) Who is the first person who comes up under the letter M?
- Mandy.. lol

05) Who was the last person you rang?
- Home

06) Who was your last missed call from?
- Samuel

07) Who was the 2nd person who comes up under D?
- Dan Wei

08) What does the oldest message in your inbox say?
- ~not to be disclosed~ P&C

09)Who comes up under J?
- Jacqueline

10) Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
- yup, alone. Haha. 12 la. jus when Cinderella needs to be home. Haha. btw, tell ya wad i wanna buy on sunday la. it's ***. That's why I'll need your help. heehee.

11) Who is the 4th person who comes up under S?
- Sasa!! niang!

12) Who is your network provider?
- M1

13) How many messages are currently in your inbox?
- 57

14) What do you have as your background?
- hehe..

15) Who is the 2nd person who comes up under R?
- Raimi

16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?
- not in use

17) If you are on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
- $5.. wahaha.. pathetic

18) Who is the first person who comes up under C?
- Carmen

19) How many bars of signal do you currently have?
- 6

20) What do you have as your main ringtone?
- You and I Both by Jason Mraz



Quiz VI

#01. Are you a chinese or english freako?
- Languages.

#02. If time is going to stop; what will you possibly do for that time?
- Nam-Myo-Ho-Ren-Ke-Gyo

#03. Prefer to play pool or playground?
- Pool with swings hanging around.

#04. Do you usually gossip others; or being gossiped?
- Everyone gets both! GRR.

#05. Do you like simple or complicated stuffs?
- Simple

#06. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets?
- Alphabets

#07. What makes you pissed off?
- Egoism

#08. How's your childhood?
- Pretty tough. But I've grown out of it (:

#09. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?
- of cos

#10. Do you think 24 hours is too long, short or just okay?
- looong.. for NOW till 9 dec.

#11. Would you judge people by their appearance?
- no

#12. What is attractive in your eyes?
- GOSH, i dun stare into my eyes.

#13. Do you like the day or night, explain why?
- Love the whole day!

#14. Do you treasure stuffs that you own, or you have insatiable desires?
- I'm contented with what I have. Couldn't have asked for more.

#15. If your computer just hanged up; with a long long document not being saved; how will you react?
- Nth, re-do lor.

#16. Do you believe in miracles?
- Yes.

#17. Do you often tend to forget about the past; or trying hard to do so?
- NO

#18. In your mind, why colours are out here?
- To beautify our lives

#19. Have you ever pity those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them; etc?
- I emphatize with them. They dun like to be pitied right? We are jus viewing them in a very biased and comparative perspective. Like I'm probably being pitied by some ppl. But I'm living very well in my own sanctuary. Right?

#20. Describe yourself as in attitude:
- Persistent and stubborn

#21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?
- Haha, no.. I got much to live for. Especially myself.

#22. Give 1 advantage when you get to live:
- To enjoy life.

#23. What is your ambition in life?
- Do Kosen-rufu.. hehe.

#24. Do you believe in horoscope etc?
- Reference books. DATZALL!! Jus had a sudden desire to receive a datzall.

#25. Which country you would like to go:
- North pole

#26. What do you think blogging is about?
- Updates about myself to let my friends keep up :)

#27. When you fail a test:
- Take it in my stride.



Quiz VII

Age:
- 16

what is your name?
- Vanessa

what song are you listening to right
now?
- Xie Yi Shou Ge

what colour is the shirt you're wearing?
- White

who are you thinking of right now?
- ***

does your handphone number have a 2 in it?
- no

when is your birthday?
- 121190

single or taken?
- taken

ROMANTIST OR NOT?
- absolutely. haha.

do you prefer chocolates or flowers?
- flowers!

do you prefer kisses or ear licks?
- kisses.

would you prefer an evening on your roof listening to music and observing the stars or
a night at a romantic dinner with your loved one?
- former. u only will get to EAT for the latter.

would you prefer 24/7 text message attention or a long sweet call a day, from your loved one?
- Neither.

SPORTY?

do you do any sports?
- :( But tennis and bowling's on the way. Right sooling??

do you have any sketchers?
- no

do you support a football club?
- Arsenal and Man U

do you have a sports idol?
- drools for ronaldo

SHOPAHOLIC?

is shopping your passion?
- BIG YEEEEEESSS!!

do you tend to spend extra when it comes to shopping?
- no, i keep within my budget.

do you prefer shopping with your mum or your friends?
- No preference. Both have their advantages and disadvantages. Heehee.

POPULAR OR GOOD FRIEND?

do you have a best friend?
- :)

are your friends always there for you?
- ya!

would you always be there for your friends?
- yupp!! =D

are you always open minded with your friends?
- only to some. ha.

do you treat your friends like family?
- same as above.

MUSIC FREAK?

do you have "a" or "many" favourite songs?
- many

do you only like a certain type of beat when it comes to music?
- no

do you dance to music unconsciously?
- no

do you sing in the showers?
- YES!!! Can listen to the intonation better.. lol

do you dance in the shower?
- NO la

Did you enjoy doing this survey
- ha, good way to kill time unknowingly.



Quiz VIII

01.How old do you wish you were?
- 16

02.Where you were when 9/11 happened?
- Home lor

03.what do you do when vending machines steal your money?
- surrender to fate

04.Do you consider yourself kind?
- yes

05.if you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
- never

06.if you could be fluent in any other language, wad would it be?
- Korean! hopefully. Or Italian..

07.do you know your neighbours?
- yup!

08.what do you consider for a vacation?
- getaway with loved ones.

09.do you follow your horoscope?
- sometimes when the mood strikes.

10.would you move for the person you love?
- yes

11. are you touchy feely?
- yes

12. do you believe that opposites attract?
- n-pole n s-pole

13.dream job?
- educator

14.favourite tv channels?
- 16 travel n living

15.favourite place to go on weekends?
- kaikan(s)

16.showers or baths?
- swim, wahaha!

17.do you paint your nails?
- yes.

18.do you trust people easily?
- nope, fortunately.

19.what are your phobias?
- heights

20.do you want kids?
- yes

21.do you keep a diary?
- my mind is one

22.where would you rather be now?
- Australia

23.who makes you warm and fuzzy?
- hehe

24.heavy or light sleeper?
- mid range

25.are you paranoid?
- no

26.are you impatient?
- yes

27.who can you relate to?
- human beings

28.how do you feel about interracial couples?
- indifferent

29.have you been burned by love?
- lol, no.

30.what's your pick-up line?
- diff pick-ups towards diff ppl.

31.what's your main ringtone on your mobile?
- stated

32.what were you doing at midnight last night?
- showering

33.what did the last text on your mobile say?
- be home early k?

34.whose bed did you sleep in last night?
- lol, mine

35.what colour shirt are you wearing now?
- stated

36.most recent movie you watched?
- step up

37.name three things you have with you at all times.
- Brain, heart, liver.

38.what colour are your bedsheets?
- Blue

39.how much cash do you have right now?
- dunno

40.what's your favourite part of the chicken?
- wing

41.what's your favourite town/city?
- Milan, hehe.

42.i can't wait till ..
- 9 dec is tmr!!

43.what did you have for dinner last night?
- Hotdogs

44.how tall are you barefoot?
- 160

45.do you own a gun?
- I'm living in a VIGILANT country, Singapore. WAHAHA!!

46.what do you prefer to drink in the morning?
- Tea

47.where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
- kaikan

48.what will you be doing there?
- participating actively in activities

49.last thing you ate?
- peach

50.what songs do you sing in the shower?
- Everything that you can think of.

51.when was the last time you laughed?
- Yesterday

52.worst injury you ever had?
- dunno

53.does someone have a crush on you?
- ahem.. nah

54.what's your favourite candy?
- choclairs

55.what song do you want played at your funeral?
- All of MY songs. The gang of morning gongyo goers should know (:

busy and tired

This is the room which contains the best memories of my secondary school life. Come to think of it, without band, my life wouldn't have been so colourful. And it has been like 2 mths I haven't stepped in there because of the stupid O lvls. They've grown so much.


When I heard them yesterday when I went back, especially when they played the choice piece, I was FREAKING TOUCHED. I am certain that they will do well in the coming SYF, very well. Proud of all of you! (:

Met Mummy for awhile at her office and she decided to let me go because of a meeting SHE called for. So I went off to meet drey at Bugis. We were talking and talking so much that we took the MRT of the opposite direction and headed off to the West when we're supposed to go to Tampinies. We only realised it when 'Redhill' was being mentioned. Oh, and did I say that we were both trapped simultaneously by people's hands when they were grabbing the metal pole?

We decided to takeaway our dinner from TM to Kaikan. While getting our hotdogs, I saw Third Grand Aunt. After walking a great long distance, we quickly gobbled up our dinner and went up to the main hall for the dry run. Only then did we realised that there wasn't any piano for drey to play with. It's all sight-reading so Dixon, xiaomarc and I were damn nervous. Then we played and ... ya.. no really BAD comments. So, great. haha.

Other than our instrumental group, there's the Kungfu item, asd dance, live band and high school musical (teachers' item). The Kungfu people were really very serious and it's kinda 'kong bu' to see them play around with the 'san-jie-gun' and those knives and swords. PRO lor! Everybody has to learn up the mass dance and I haven't got a clue! Because Dixon is also in the asd dance, so we have a lil prob about switching and the dress code. Instrumental have to wear concert attire lor. So I'll be pure black, xiaomarc'll be pure white and Dix'll be pure pink?? haha. Need to change some more cos they're the next item. And Bryant will poke fun of xiaomarc in the meantime. So bad.. Ke lian de xiaomarc.. He's so cute la! The teachers are so active in their item, so cute! Hmm, live band has got guitar.. Ahem..

Drey left halfway cos her dad came to fetch her. While waiting for the whole dry run to end, Qisheng and I kept poking fun of ppl. But we didn't know that the most sarcastic one is actually xiaomarc! ha. HEHE. We, the instrumental group, will have to buck up. Sigh sigh. So we'll be rehearsing for almost everyday. MADNESS!

Sweet hor <<

I wanna go on a merry-go-round on 10 dec. Heehee.

-counting down: 8 days!-